Hi to all!!! how are you doing?!?!? im ok, i guess. im sorry to my boys. i havent called or written in awhile!! things have been crazy, and i thought that everything was going to start getting better...because i have my new job, new roommate, things with the bf are good, new apt., but thats not what is happening. things right now suck...but hey thats my life...so lets move on!!!

whats new in everyone elses lives. dumbass we have to get together sometime, when i saw you te other day you didnt even give me a hug. butt head!!! : ( boys i will call you as soon as my phone gets charged, because its been uncharged for about 3 days now!!! thats also not good.

i think im going to go, but remember shane, nate, brian, dan i love you all  -c-

Hello!!! my new job is going good and im haveing fun! candi says that im coping her...well maybe i am. NOT!!! ummmm, lifes good in my little world, but i do have one complain...that is that no one calls me nemore. what are we all too cool with our school and new friends that you dont have anytime for the old ones??? thats fucked up! i guess i cant talk i havent called neone in forever. well i think thats it. goodby to all.

p.s. if any one is looking for a new fav. song i will share mine with you...Dark Side Of The Moon....by the one and only Pink Flyod!!!

i know i havent written in a while. i did in fact fight the system and that 550 fine ennded up going to a 220 and i got my lincense {sp} back in less than a week. ummmm, me and makaelen are doing great and more in love today then the first day. my boys for what i know are doing good. i think i heard of some maybe new hookups in their futures?!?!?!?!?! um me and candi are doing good although i havent spent too much time with her and i feel bad so thats gonna have to change.i have a new job so if you want to see me you cant just go to paradiso, i have a more grown up job now with benifits!!!! so you should call me some time!!! love ya all lots -c-

p.s. i got a new # so you would have to find that out first, if you would like to speak to me!!! ; )

hello to all.

so i have desided that cops are some big ass holes, i hated pigs before and now its worse. so all who know me know of my car the beast. well i was driving her the other day and a cop drove by, saw me in my old beat up car, noticed that i didnt have my seat belt on and the a few blocks up i saw him parked on the side of the road. so another car went aroud him so i follwed, and then just as i got around him he pulled up behind me and then waited for me to do something and i was driving so good, we get to this stop sign and then i guess my break lights were out. so there went the charries, now he had a reason to pull me over, he did and used the seat blet thing to give me the ticket. then as he asked for my registration and id, i gave it to him and he told me he was also fineing me for the expired reg. card in my car. so thats 100 dollars for the card and seat belt violations.

BUT WAIT IT GETS BETTER!!!

he goes back to his car to write up the ticket, a minute later he comes back askes me to step out of the car, i ask why and he says he will explain it later get out of the car. ok now if anyone has been around me in the lasts 2-3 months you should know that my car has been broken and not driven and my driver side door was broken by my father and i have to climb through the other door. the cop got upset when i told him this and then went to my other side, grabed my arm and pulled me out. so i started to shake and get worried. i asked him again whats goiong on and why am i out of my car?. he said do you have any type of drugs, para., or weapons on you. i said no not on me. he then patted me down stuck me in the back seat of his car and then he asked why my licesens is suspended?!?! i said i dont know and i never got anything in the mail. then he looked at my tabs and they are also expired!!!! wow what a fucking lucky ass cop, all he saw was that i didnt have my seat belt on and everything else landed on his lap!!! so all in all. here it is: i got the 100 dollar fine from before that he wrote, plus 150 dollar fine for expired tabs, then 300 dollar fine for driving with a suspended id, then he took my id, he towed my car, and now i have to appear in court in one week to see what else is going on, how much time i have to pay off this 550 dollars plus the towning fees, and the renewel fee for my id, and my id will be issued back to me!!! FUCKING PIGS SUCK ASS!!!

But wait, he fucked up when he was talking to me, i have done some reasearch...for a traffic violation the cop can ask me to step out of his car but is NOT aloud to put me in the back seat of  his car or even pat me down, he also went through my purse without asking, and he also was profiling... so my parents are going with me and they are going to talk to the judge and see if they can get some of the money droped or an extention on te payments! so hopefully that works. love ya all me : )