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| sorry its been so long since ive updated. i just got reli frustrated with this thing. cause i feel like no1 reli looks at it. but im updating neways. i want more subs. aim for 25. yawl get there. HUGE update. some of these are by me... some arent. if its by me it will have a thingie by it. that means credit is REQUIRED. kthnks.
 & this is how you left me. i`ll admit it.. i`m falling apart
 and im afraid of falling in love because im always the one that ends up getting hurt. 
 she whispers into the mirror, as she wipes the running eyeliner from her eyes -- "Im stupid"
 and she tells herself i was stupid to think that i actually had a chance. 
 mascara tears stream down her face and she just doesnt care anymore. 
 People cant hurt you ;; Unless they actually mean something to you
 if he ever catches you staring just remember... he was looking too.
 she cant stand the thought of walking down the hallway and seeing them t.o.g.e.t.h.e.r
 Sometimes you just have to realize that you can't have it all, and you can't fix what you've done, you need to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the HARDEST thing you'll ever do.
 there was a point in my life when i was comfortable with who i really was the i realized i that who i was wasnt what you wanted so i changed for you... and i still wasnt good enough.. </3
 she is a disaster a question impossible to be answered a lover not loved back a broken heart hiding behind a fake smile. 
 she looks around at her room at her clothes at her life and all she can see is a world of stuff not good enough for "him"
 and for once in my life i want to be just perfect for someone someone that deserves me. 
 love is fake it is full of lies and hurt and i worth every bit... 
 you wanna see how much i love you? go outside when its raining && catch drops on your tounge. the ones you catch are how much you love me - the ones you miss is how much i love you <3
 I miss you terribly - - And my darling, this is what we call a tragedy </3
 she is lost in love. just look into her sparkling eyes.
 do i still love you? ...of course i still love you. do i still need you? maybe. i'm not sure... i don't know if i really need anyone. so i think i'm going to let you go now. and i know it's going to hurt. i'll still cry myself to sleep every night. but eventually, i won't cry anymore. maybe i'll even find someone else to love and care about as much as i do for you. although, i doubt that. :.
 please God. i still love him. but i don't want to love him anymore. please God. help me to forget. i don't want to hurt anymore. i want to forget.
 sometimes, you think you`ve gotten over a person, but when you see him smile and suddenly realize, you`re just pretending you`re over him to ease the pain of knowing he will never be yours.
 falling and getting hurt is so easy. getting back up is close to impossible
 I'm no where near perfect. I eat when I'm bored, I fall for boys too easily. I'm vulnerable to believing lies. I'm hoping that one day I don't need a fake smile & made up stories to get someone to like me, I live by quotes & lyrics that explain exactly what I'm going through & I make up excuses for everything. I have my best friends & my enemies, drama & memories. I'm just your average typical teenager.

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'); okay. thats it. COMMENT!!!. puhleeze. its not too much to ask. and remember. 25 subs = ]. i have 17. so that shouldnt be that hard. <3 me'
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