| Whatever Xanga. you suck. |
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| I don't have a job at Borders anymore!! Yay!!! |
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| I got a part time job at Borders!! Yay!! Discounts all around!! |
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| So I talked to my dad today and it was just like we suspected. He's finally to the point where he wants to be a part of my life and so he's acting like nothing ever happened and that we don't care about him, but he cares about us. It's so strange having to put up with someone like that. I don't know. I'm still very wary of it all. It hurt so much the last time. And the time before, but he is my dad. and i will always love him. Nothing can change that even if i try not to love him, i'm not the same without loving him. it's weird. |
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| Home from Canada! Amazing wedding. Probly ranking on the top of my list. Just because it was so beautiful. Every aspect of it was beautiful. Hmmmm... :) Good memories. American border people suck. My dad keeps calling me. Which for some people may be alright, but for me it's weird. He hasn't even called me in over a year and now he's called me 5 times within the past 6 days. Weird in my book. I tried to call him back, but alas no one answered. So... we'll see where that one leads to. I just hope it's good and not another disappointment. Like him trying to sell me something or trying to get me to sign up for something. Let's just hope. Then again... hoping may just crush me one more time. It hurts to hope sometimes. But we must. If we give up hope then there's nothing left. until next time!!!! BYE! |
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