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Currently Playing Something in Red By Lorrie Morgan see related

Well, here I am back again.. hehe. Still real anemic. Actually its worse. I take 650mg of Iron in the morning and Multi-Vitamin at lunch, which has 100% of the Iron I need plus another 650 mg of Iron at dinner. And red meats, greens, sodium, raisens, orange juice.. and blah blah blah. It sucks! Anyways Zack and I are doing great. He gave me another ring. I found a house for us.. great price... 3 bedrooms 1 bath, dry basement. So we'll see where that goes. I mean we really dont have the money right now plus with me only being able to work 2 days a week and hardly be able to do that kinda doesnt help. Plus that boy has bills.. I mean DAMN! I thought insurance, cell bill and Kohls was hard... he has like 7 credit cards with 3K-8K on each plus his two cars have insurance and his cell bill. Jeesh. Well anyways.. yeah Tor is pregnant! But shes still the same Tor. SUCKS! Uh... Im kinda talking to Sar again.. Jehnas cool.. and Kyle is having a baby with Kristin. They're popping out everywhere. LOL Glad Im not one of em' for now at least.. I mean I would love to bring a baby into this world and have something to love so unconditionally.. but not yet.. not with all our bills and no place to call home.. oh and most important no Sandoval on the end of my name. haha. Sucks tho.. JB and I went to Target with Tor yesterday and we saw two twin 3 month old boys.. OMG.. they were so precious. Its amazing how differently you look at children when you have someone you will spend the rest of your life with.. the one you will marry and have babies with someday.. it just doesnt seem to come fast enough for me. Am I impatient? Do all girls do that? Who knows.. no biggie... my day will come.

Well a couple days later...

So Zachary and I went over to Eric's to get some "goodies" and watch Anchorman. We watch that movie like everynight.. it's so fucking funny. Anyways.. I have to work at 10:30... and I should be sleeping.. but.. I didnt think 45 min was worth it.. I will be later.. at like 3. Damn 6:30. GUR!  So Im really lightheaded right now.. and Im doing everything the doctor says.. like drink coffee in the morning.. and blah blah blah. Im so sick of this shit. I cant do anything. I NEED to work! I need to be able to pay my bills.. I need to be able to save for our house. But Torie found out yesterday.. shes having a baby girl! Awwww.. I want a boy.. I mean I'd be so happy if I had a girl.. but I'll keep trying till I have my boys.. My dream is two twin boys then a girl. Owen Micheal, and Zachary Adam Jr. and Julianne Lynn <~ Julianne is Zack's sisters name. She died when he was 4.  And he told me he would like to name his girl that.. I dont like the name too much, but because its for Julianne I love it! Owen Micheal is MY FAV! I also like Ian, and Chance. But he said they are gay. I was like.. whatever.. what do you know. hehe

Well I have to start getting ready for work.. I gota leave at 10 so I can get cigs and cash. 

*muah* 

feeling like crap again, duno whats going on.. feel like im guna pass out like every min. of the day, and i have spliting headaches CONSTANTLY. ;o( but anywho tor and i are talking... shes almost 5 months pregnant! ;o) its so cute, her and adam are getting married in july. zack is still being stubborn about calling adam but whatever.. zack and i are trying to save up for a house... yet because mbna is fucked up i had to quit my job, so hopefully i am guna get a job at sams with zachary. i talked to john, the gay personel guy and he loves me and was like your zacks girlfriend? i heard what happened at mbna your on the top of my list so just hang in there, which is hard because i have insuranse, 2 phone bills and soon to be an EQ2 bill every month.. and not to mention needed to pay back my brother and mom and dad. it sucks, but zack is being so sweet helping me when he can. um we kinda had a scare last month, but its okay.. anyways i spend most of my time with zachary.. staying the night at his house most nights. lex and i are going to start to hang out again. and im really happy that tor and i are talking again, i just hope she doesnt have anything up her sleeve, zachary thinks she does and he always telling me to be weary. but zachary just called wants me to come stay the night again... jesus.. hehe doesnt he ever get sick of me.

Currently Playing Always Be My Baby (CD3) By Mariah Carey see related

hey all...

  doing a little better with the enemia, but still not at work.. i was in monday and that was probably going to be my last day. ; ( but anyways think im going to try waitressing now. tips are good now. ; ) so tomorrow is the GAME!!! Cavs VS. Lakers! Im soooo excited I cant even take it and we are celebrating V-day tomorrow as well. Oh yay GIFTS! hehe i got him some great stuff.. i cant wait to give it to him! ; ) well um.. gota go finish shopping. Hope everyone has the best V-day with the one they LOVE! ; )

*MUAH*