sometimes i just feel like....

but then again, other times, it's just like,

I just miss

and his hand there

looking at him like

or

and laying my head on his cheast

or feeling free and happy

and just so close

and cute

and connected

and knowing what fits so perfect...

us.... i just miss us....

Currently Watching 10 Things I Hate About You By Heath Ledger, Julia Stiles see related

So!

A lot has happened since yesterday morning...

It wasn't a letter day... but it was waaay better than that.

Bobby got his phone back ^_^ Quite possibly the best thing ever.

He told me he wasn't getting it back for two weeks, which would mean he wasn't getting it back until next weekend... buuuuuut... it was only a week! ^_^ Things are a lot better this way. I just hope he added text messages to his plan. lol

OH! And I found a Stones hoodie for NINE bucks at walmart! ^_^ SWEET!

Last night was quite the night... O_O

Dave and Busters kind of cracks me up because they card you at the door... but they don't eeeever card you after that. Especially if you're just always saying 'add it to Tanya's tab'

There's no way in HECK we stayed in our budget! I don't understand why she didn't stop! The food and gaming bill was 628 bucks with tip and our budget was 800... I know for sure that 8 people drank more than 172 dollars in liquor... well... 6 ppl actually, two didn't drink anything... OH BUT THEY HAD COKES! so there!

I'm sure Caitlin is reading this going KRYSTAL YOU DRANK!

Don't worry, I was responsible. I was driving... I have no desire to ever be drunk. Though, I'm guessing I'll have to come close at least ONE night, because if I don't, I'll never know my limit. Last night, I had One Amaretto Stone Sour, One shot of Amaretto, and One Cocabanana Colada, and I was fine... nothing was wrong at all.

Unlike Squeaky who had like 8 shots of Tequilla and 10 Coronas... That was interesting... O_O I hate seeing my friends drunk, I lose a lot of respect for them, but he was just... not any different. lol

Adam seemed exactly the same. Everyone was warning me about him ahead of time... saying he was gonna try and flirt with me, aaaand Adam was no different.

I don't know, seeing them all drink just wasn't... what I thought it would be...

I have a blister... another infection from a sliver on my pinky now...

It's all swelled up and when i bend it closed, i can feel the swelling...

Well, it's just about 8am which means i'm pretty much going to go shower before church today...

I wouldn't have even been up this early if Bobby hadn't txt'd me at like 7:23 or something early like this...

But you know what, it doesn't even matter to me... because I'm SO thankful for any type of time with him.

Currently Watching Full House - The Complete Third Season see related

If you haven't heard of WebJunk20 on VH1, here's a great clip ft. Vin Diesel from a looong time ago-

http://www.ifilm.com/ifilmdetail/2458577

and here's a bazillion other videos for you guys to watch-

http://www.ifilm.com/viralvideo/collection/webjunk20

Othe clips include a bear that falls out of a tree onto a tramboline and is thrown accross a yard on his head, a gay version of skateboarding, and a really catchy Tarzan Rubberband song.... oh.. and you can see Bush give the finger too...

Enjoy...

It's grocery shopping day. I'm picking up Ashley at 12. Then apparently she needs something from Office Depot, but it was 11 o'clock at night when she called and I was on the other line so I was just like 'yeah, yeah, okay, okay, bye... bye... BYE!' Aaaand then I need to mail a buns load of Valentines....

Happy Three Month Anniversary to me... ^_^

Oh and Bobby too, but obv he isn't here, lol.

My boss is saying that it's pretty much completely unlikely that I'll be able to visit in March... gosh, i'm so upset about that.

Oh man, I just saw two really funny commercials...

i forgot one already, lol, but the other was two old people and it went like this-

woman- we've been married for 50 years
man-WHAT?!
woman- WE'VE BEEN MARRIED FOR 50 YEARS!
man- oh oh, yeah....
woman- and every year we celebrate with a dairy queen cake
man- you want me to kiss your brother jake?!
woman- YES I WANT YOU TO KISS MY BROTHER JAKE!

yeah, that was a lil goofy... the other one was funnier but i forgot it already... O_O such a bad memory...

hmmmm

Party tonight at Dave and Busters! ^_^ I'm sure all take off before everyone gets all wasted and crap... just not my thing... Thought they seem to think i'm going to get drunk with them... LMAO!

Oh man... promise me when you look at that WebJunk20 link that you'll look at 'the scent of cumming' wow... just... wow O_O... who is that stupid O_O....

Anyways, I'm out, gotta grab some breakfast before I hit up the shower...

Adios

okay see, the funny thing is, is, i just went to post this blog, and okay you press 'preview and post' first, and then you press, i think, 'post' well, everytime i press post, i get an error from myspace... so now that i've just spent 20 minutes typing this... what do i do O_O

first, copy it, lol, then just keep trying i guess =/

wow... so for those that didn't notice... after all of that, it ended up posting my blog like 10 times O_O

oh man....

I'd just like to add that i just watched an episode of Phil of the Future and it just gave me the biggest urge for a slow dance... sigh...

Oh What a Glorious Day

Awoken by the lovely sound of the shower...

I knew that would happen as soon as my dad mentioned last night that he'd take his in the morning.

But ooohhh well, it's better than waking up to an alarm...

Of to work... mediocre morning... though I am definately showing signs of stress.

I completly flipped out on a skid (for those who don't know what that is-)

only this one had these on top of it-

soooo you take shrink wrap (ours is black) and do this-

And since my asthma is so bad, I pretty much pass out after each one.

I was having trouble getting it to grab the edges and Squeaky walked by and saw me cussing out the shrink wrap and he just looks at me like this-

and just says 'here, let me do it'

Sooo yeah, then later a bunch of graphics came back from corporate with the WRONG booth... uhhhhhhhhhhg. I know you people have absolutely NO idea what i'm talking about, but it was basically like your mom handing you a McDonalds bag with a whopper in it.... so yeah...

I got my Credit Card today... no one should trust me with this peice of plastic... really though... but it'll really help because i'm transfering my balance from the other one to it... There's no financing until NEXT May on the new one ^_^ Then after that, it's 8.99 percent instead of the like 19.99 percent I'm paying right now... Every time i pay off 50 bucks, they charge me $20 in interest. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

It's the weekend ^_^. The weekend usually means more of a chance for Bobby to call ^_^_^_^_^. Gotta take my phone every where... Even to the bathroom .

Speaking of Bobby... Still waiting for his sister to send pics from his graduation so I can show ppl... I don't wanna be a pain in the butt though and remind her. lol.

My fridge pretty much looks like this-

Which means it's grocery shopping day tomorrow! YAY!

Hopefully I'll make enough money tonight to pay back some of the money that I owe my mom. I've owed her $200 since September. >.<

Sooooo I'm off to go find my Juice... Adios guys!

PS- They really should have an option to say what TV SHOW you're watching.

Currently Listening Sweatsuit By Nelly na-nana-na see related

Uhm....

It's like 7:15 in the morning....

I have 30 minutes to finish getting ready for work...

That's still a big chunk of time...

We usually talk on the phone like every night, but yesterday was a strange day for me and I wasn't sure why.

I was doing just fine--even got a letter--then all of the sudden at work, I started getting SUPER irritable...

I think that I just wasn't having a people person day...

Just wasn't in the mood...

And we talk on the phone like every night... so what's really the big deal, right?

I think that my boss is actually upset about the possibility of me moving away and not working there anymore.

He claims I'm a HUGE asset to his team...

sure...

Blah, hopefully today will be a better day...

43 days until I MIGHT see Bobby again.... It sucks to not be sure about things...