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Friday, July 25, 2008

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Thursday, July 03, 2008

Water is ultimate reality. All things must break down in water.
-Thales

btw Thales was wrong its not water good guess though.

Long time. been neglecting to put up entries. Not that anyone reads this stuff. I suppose this is more for me. When i grow older i wanna know how immature i was and what not and how i grew. What was on my mind back when i was younger. I suppose wells anways water is an interesting thing it makes up 80% of the world 70% of our bodies. and you cant survive without it for a week.

If you take time to think about water its actually really interesting. It's like the basis of everything around us. Without it there would be a world that we know. I'm not really sure what im trying to say. maybe its cuz im thirsty geez. HAHA. well anyways i guess i shall finish this some other day. i hate starting something and not ending it but i suppose I'l have to.

-c.L.

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

You know I'm always saying things like i don't hate people and oh thats deaded its whatever now. But honestly i cant do that. Honestly i hate alot of people. I wouldn't think twice about stabbing them in the eye literally i would do it and i wouldn't even feel bad for the muthafuckers who wouldn't be able to see for the rest of their lives honestly. And whats even worse is i get mad at people who have anything to DO with people i hate. If you kickin it with trash that needs to be fucked up then i can't talk to you at all even if i want to you know? like its depressing but fuck thats how i am im immature and I'm pretty old school. i do all that respect shit if its not shown then a niggas gettin fucked up. Maybe its my lack of sleep or absence of me hurting someone i don't know but either way I'm pissed at people who chill with those i hate. Fake ass gangstas is one thing to be tough and for real its another to act like it because you think you got heads. Even if you do i would go after your ass. Cause i dont care about gettin messed up all i care about is fucking whoever it is thats pissing me off up. UShgaojghakjhgsf. FUCK cali is making me fucking soft. next time any fool messing with me gets fucked up. no hesitation what so ever. i dont give a shit what the fucking reason is its done.
and if you act like your cool with me dont be cool with people i aint. Cuz that makes me think ur two sided. cuz i know other people be talkin shit so if your chilling with them then ur listening to their shit which is just as bad. Obvious the world doesnt revolve around me but i know some times for sure they talk about me and for one thing thats being a little fucking bitch. Man the fuck up i dont care if its in Torrance of Flushing dont just spit your shit but back that shit up. Dont talk if your not willing to throw down. you gotta pick a side theres no neutral ground. its what it is. no gray area.
most of all dont chill wiht those that talk cuz ur just as bad listening to the crap.

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

By. MarkAndMarina

I haven't written about anything in a while so i suppose i shall elaborate on some thoughts that i've been having recently.

The other day I was having a conversation where the topic of drowning had come up in our discussion. Now don't ask me why but, it was an interesting topic. Indeed drowning must be a very scary way to die. To feel and see yourself basically go. And with that your panic and desperate attempts to save yourself. Breath the essence of life. Quite an important thing when thought of in that manner.

While most you know and many may not I strive to be a doctor and one of the most important reasons to me is the fascination of humans. To be able to comprehend to be able to think and act. The reason why one lies the reason why one has such emotional needs. Now this always comes back to that touchy subject of us either being created or evolved. However, not looking at that but focusing on the beauty of things. One thing is for sure the world is a dirty hell hole of a place. But at the same time is awes me in its beauty. A paradox i know. However, in the same instance undisturbed nature is beautiful. Animals in their natural state captivate. Life is another thing that i have been thinking about. In two ways life as in the one we live an life as in the one of existence.

Life is fascinating as well. The state of being. I think there is a reason for it. I'm looking however for some answers to my belief. I will not change my belief in that i truly believe what i believe is true. That there is one God and that he created all. And in its slender we are part of whatever plan that he has. I feel when looking at everything in that manner many things make sense that things aren't just there to be there but that there is meaning in living. However i want to know every other point of view there is on life and what not. I want to challenge my belief. In that im not saying i wanna shake it down and prove it wrong. But actually to strengthen it. Its trough trouble that we find our true strength in anything that we do.

I have tendencies to write about things like this. Please bear with my shortcomings i fear i do not portray what i want to say as effectively as i wished.

But it is one twenty in the morning and I'm sitting here sore after dance practice listening to some soft music and eating oreos.

with soft music i mean yiruma.

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Saturday, April 26, 2008

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The perception of time by many is so ill conceived. However looking back upon the things you have done and wanted to do you face the blatant fact that time has gone by faster then you thought it had. 10 minutes ago you were playing tag in your elementry school park during recess. 8 minutes ago you were getting into your first stupid drama at middle school. 5 minutes ago you stepped into high school to realize life isn't great that shit happens and you got to deal with it one way or another. However, so many people live lives like they have all the time in the world. But do you? half your life is gone at the blink of an eye and what did you spend your time? Was it wasted on idiotic talk with ignorant immature people or was it spent doing something you can look back on and smile upon.

How an individual manages their time revolves around what they want to do. Desire to do something passionate desire to do something worth doing.
Don't waste your life away slaving towards things that won't bring you personal fulfillment.Aggrandizing the worth of useless things is beneath pitifulness.

c.L.

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