well its been a long time since i've updated this thingy. lets see here. things are goin pretty well. c.j. and i are doin really good, things at home are goin pretty good, and thats about all the good things. im startin menards this week, i'm gettin a nextel soon, ill eventually be gettin a new car, i'm goin to the dells in november....not too bad. i really dont know. lets just put it this way--- i update my myspace more than my xanga, so....www.myspace.com/iluvucj   go there and find out the rest, lol. read the blogs--- thats where i post my stuff.

--david---

WOW. i'm updating.

alrite. lets get to the point.

license- less than a week. i'm so frickin excited. colorado- less than a week. i can't contain my excitement, lol. wednesday- big check ($800!!!).

so yes. that's this week in a nutshell. whats been going on with me lately, you ask? well i shall tell.

oh by the way i'm gettin the RAZR BABY!!! YEAH!!! WHOO!!!! alrite. lol.

hmmm. life has been good..ish...since school let out. making money again, god knows i need it. just haven't seen c.j. much at all..... god i hate not being able to see her. just work thru it is my motto, though.

summer has been nice, but, it doesn't feel like summer, because i still can't stay up past one or sleep past ten. i think my biological time clock is just out to f**k me.....lol.

well things are alrite on the "homestead"....ed got a job!! whoo! we're bringing in good money again.....now it's my turn damn it, lol.

i'm getting an MP3 player, i'm determined to.

oh by the way, i quit office max, lol.

i can't keep on one subject for very long anymore, in fact, i think i've developed a slight form of A.D.D.

so yes. back to my update. huh. well there hasn't been a whole lot going on, i mean nothing to truly excited for. life is just....life.

with that being said, someone call me and lets have a party so i can get some excitement back into me....lol.

815-383-1277. thats the cell. try calling me. if im not an idiot, maybe i wont forget the charger, and you can actually get ahold of me. otherwise, leave a message.

alrite. i'm out.

ohhh i got a joke first. so here goes.

there's a grandpa, and his grandson. the grandpa is drinking a beer. the grandson walks up and goes "grandpa, can i have beer too?" the grandpa says "can you reach your dick into your ass?" he replies, "well, no..". the grandpa says, "well then your too young to have beer." later on, he finds his grandpa smoking a cigarette. he says, "grandpa, can i have a cigarette too?" grandpa replies, "can you reach your dick into your ass?" "no, i still can't." he replies, "well then no, you can't have a cigarette."   later on, the grandpa sees the little boy eating cookies. the grandpa walks in and says "hey, those cookies look really good...can i have some?" the grandson replies, "well, can you reach your dick to your ass?" the grandpa says, "well....yeah, yeah i can." the grandson says, "great. then go fuck yourself because these are my cookies, bitch!"

HOLY FREAKIN CRAP IM UPDATING!!!

well now that's out of the way, lol.

i've been SO ridiculously busy lately.

here's the update. bear with it- there's a lot.

sooo.....bob and jill moved....they live in mchenry now, it was quite upsetting moving them. it's finally hit me that they're gone now, and it's upsetting. but, maybe it's for the better.....at least now i won't be doing as much stuff for them. between home, school, c.j., bob and jill, and work, i haven't had a free weekend since like christmas....tonite was the first one! i went out with nick and jake. we had a lot of fun. i mooned some cars. it was quite interesting. we thought this kid was chasing after us to kill us. he just turned on a side road, lol. i seen that movie today...the guide to the galaxy or whatever...it was a good movie, but im not gonna lie, i spaced out thru like the whole thing. i was being rude and obnoxious thru it, but it was so much fun...lol.

hmmm....what else.... well i'm working at office max now...i think you already know this. i like it, just not too fond of the money. got to find something better!....i've been driving a lot. can't wait til i get my FREAKIN license for crying out loud! it's irritating, but it will be here sooner than later, hopefully.

i have dial up now, and i HATE it. now i know why people say that going from high speed to dial up is such a major loss and you never want to do it....im gonna throw the computer in a freakin river.

c.j. and i made it to two and a half years on may 1st....WHOO!! GO US!! I LOVE YOU C.J.!!!! things are going great with her.....god i love her so much!!!

i just said god...oh god don't even get me started about monica and them....my family is trying to brainwash all of us with church and its making me very mad. it's changed 2 of my favorite aunts and my favorite girl cousin. i have no women to turn to in my family other than my mom! not that its bad to turn to my mom, but sometimes you need someone else too. church has made them into something that ive dreaded for such a long time.....church junkies, lol.

so yes. hmmm. well.....what else, what else? hmmm. school is almost over THANK GOD! i can't wait til summer im gonna work all the time....i need MONEY!!!!! and lots of it. i want to invest in the stock market at the end of this year....make like 10 grand....that would be sweet! i'll figure it out though.

well. its 12:41 and i gotta be up by 8:30 to go to work on MOTHERS DAY. wonderful.

by the way. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! (to all the mothers out there....not like any of em would read my xanga, but still....more power to ya if you do...lol)

alrite. im out.
if you ever get bored and want to hang out. just call. 1-800-hot-mann

actually no if u want to hang out just call me.

HOLY FREAKIN CRAP I UPDATED!!!

alrite im done...lol

just call me if you want to know whats goin on with me

AHHH screw the caps this time.

well i've got some good news alrite. things shaped out for good in the end on my permit thing. i'm still gettin it next thursday.

lets see....office max still has to call me......
hmm...5 days until c.j. is in washington, 7 until i am legally able to drive......

god i want spring break to come so bad.

i got upset today....ok call me a wiener if you want but i don't care. i got really attached to dr. busceni, he's like the second mr. keehan to me. and i've been trying for forever to find him, since he quit stanton. well i found him today, he works at argosy university downtown...whoo go paul! but anyways, i started thinking about gavin, then thought about all the good times i had there, and then it just made me look back...sooo yeah...one of those days. but i guess its better to look forward to the future instead of back in the past. but yeah.

hmmmm...waiting for c.j. to call me.....i'll keep writing until she calls, or til 10:45, whichever comes first. cuz at 10:45 i'm gonna shower.

now back to dave's world.

so yes. i need to go on vacation or do something new in my life. it's starting to get so boring to just constantly see home. we never do anything here, so it's not like i see a whole lot of new places with my family. i thank god c.j. plays sports otherwise, all i would see is her house, and my house. somewhere in there i would lose my sanity, lol. i just can't wait for my car, it will allow me and her to do so, SO much more, and go so many more places. i've done my waiting time.

today is just one of those remembering days...i was reading my friend ryan's site, and it made me think of when we were in like 3rd grade, and we would sit in his dining room until like 2:00 in the morning and play with our hot wheels and jump them off our ramps.........lol.

ever wonder what life would be like if you didn't do something the same, if you said yes to something you said no to first; or on the flip-side, said no that you said yes to first, or did something you never did before?

my brain has had too much time to wonder today, lol. it's not so much that i'm hyper, i just always think. and sometimes i like not to think about things, so i get ridiculously hyper, lol. see, despite what it seems, i can be relatively normal.

i just realized that i use a somewhat extensive vocabulary when compared to most people, lol. my cousin and i talked about this like 2 weeks ago, he does the same thing...just not nearly as much as i do...

i just thought about something.....tomorrow might be the only day i actually get to spend a decent amount of time with c.j. before she goes to D.C....cuz think, saturday i have to work/she has a tournament, sunday i have to help bob/she has a tournament. monday, she has a game, and then she has to go home and go to bed early. tuesday she leaves at 3 in the morning. ....sure it may only be 3 days but its like a year to me!!! i'm gonna miss her SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much she's all i ever think about, and i see her almost everyday! forget about the last week of the quarter, cuz i'm thinking about her! GOD I LOVE HER TO DEATH!!!!!! she's so perfect. i was reading nickie's xanga, and it said "even if were a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of us..."....i feel like that every time i see her! i hope i can for the rest of my life, cuz i love the feeling!!

see how these days always turn up with me thinking about her? see what i mean about how she's all i ever, ever think about!!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH C.J.!! YOU'RE MY WORLD, MY LIFE, AND MY SOUL....AND I'M SO HAPPY WITH YOU! I LOVE YOU SO, SO, SO MUCH!