Wednesday, November 07, 2007

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  Multiple Xangas. Just one Linda.

       Xanga was one of my first and foremost "networking" I ever did online since 2002. Wow, I just realized that it has been 4 years since then.  Xanga, I had like 8 xangas no joke. lol. Some was lame, and the other 'mzlynnduh' got hacked. Xanga became pretty boring with MySpace came out so I moved onto that with the name 'mzlynnduh'.  Soon I got hacked too so I gave up pretty much.  It was my fault anyways to act so young and stupid, trusting people that I never should.  Then I went to Facebook but it is pretty much like MySpace-only better and I can connect with my real friends and not just adding some random people I don't know.

       It was fine, however, I miss writing blogs and stuff like that so I wanted to do some blogging, just writing anything that is on my mind and not pleasing anyone else except myself.  When I was 14-15 I always want some attention from random internet people and not knowing what might happen.  I always talk about stupid things considering the fact that I was young. I am 19 going on 20 (god, getting older each day) and not that young teenage girl anymore that people always think I am.  Everyone does grow up at a certain age and mature in a way that they learn from their mistakes. 

      I used to "whore" myself for the world to see and yet what did I gain from it? Names calling and horrible events that took place right after.  Now I am seeing my little cousins are doing the same thing and I can't really say anything to them because they will not listen.  The only way they will learn is to learn from their mistakes.  I also used to type in a very absurd way like oMg I aM sO KewL! then went to: haii babiis i wubs yuuu. What the hell was I thinking? I also want to blog because I want to improve my grammar.  It is killing me! It is very embarrassing to ask your little sister that is in 10th grade to proof read your college essay (however, I totally kick her ass in math!)

  The reason behind my username is that I had that name 'lynnduh' ever since I was 12 years old. I can never be separated from it.  lynnduh is who I am and will always be.  lynnduh is an exaggerated way to spell 'Linda'. I made it up in middle school and then I put mz in front to represent 'miss'.  That name is dear to me because I went with that name through thick and thin.

  So, just something a little about me is that I am Vietnamese and I can speak, read, write Vietnamese (I am losing the language because I hardly speak anyone in Vietnamese anymore).  I can read and write Spanish but cannot speak...people speak in Spanish so fast I can't barely comprehend.  I was born in Brooklyn, moved to Sarasota at 13, moved back to Brooklyn after high school graduation for college to pursue a pharmacy degree.  I am doing okay in school although I wish I can stop procrastinate. I love my boyfriend even when we go through thick and thin.  We been going out for 14 months, 1 week, and 5 days but who's counting? I dislike Biology and love Chemistry and Calculus, I mean who doesn't? I used to play online games such as GunBound (ruby) and MapleStory (lv 118) 2-3 years ago but soon both accounts got destroyed. MS is still fun and when I have time again I'll start playing again but I really want to focus on my "legal drug dealer" career. 

  I have been living on my own for little over a year now and I have come to realize how much I took my family, especially my mother for granted.  Everyday I am without them, I love each and everyone of them more and more.  Before I left to Brooklyn, I always tell myself that I can't wait to live on my own and my mom will never bitch at me again.  I really regret that statement because no one is cooking for me, no one is taking care of me, and no one is doing my laundry! I really miss my mother and I realize that everything she says is true because what did I waste my time and energy on online games when I should be focusing on my education? I wish I did better in high school and pass all those AP exams so I won't take them again in college.  But I didn't so I am retaking them in college...I wish I can turn back time (like Hiro from Heroes) and fix everything that went wrong in my life (But Hiro really screwed everything up!) but then again it is good that I screwed up because then I won't be able to learn from it.

  Well, that is all about me. I will try to update often like what is on my mind and oh my "progress" on "dieting" that will start this Friday.

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