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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 20:54:24 GMT

new xanga......WhenICloseMyEyes_IDieInside

there's more work to be done on it but...yea...

Robin

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 17:13:00 GMT

HOLLER!

sorry i haven't updated lately but my internet was poopy! but hey who cares! at least i finally got more then 4 comments! lol

hey....yea....o two weeks ago i had white castle for the first time! OMG it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good! I was my aunt and we had alot left so she froze it and we brought it home, we had three bags my bro ate two..so i had to eat the third before he did...dickwad!

this past week i was at daycamp! mucho fun as my posse would put it! she wasn't there this week but it was still fun...wednesday overnight was crazy fun! we tye dyed and i tye dyed my bra! holler! doesn't look like i did but its no longer white....lol...and i dyed a shirt which came out pretty nice...its the best shirt i've ever dyed....im not that good at tye dying....hey at least i admit it! lol! then we all ran around....flashing each other...kinda like donna's parties! lol!

i'm still planning on having my tea party but dad just decided he woul dredo the patio so im waiting for him to finish but the thing is he got the dirt that is needed and its just sitting in the big hole in my backyard...i think i need to start bugging him about it...because i really want to have that party!!!! GRR! I even went to a tea room w/ my aunt and i have ideas....so he better get his ass in motion....grr!

ok...well yea....thats it for now because im drawing a blank on stuff that can be put in here...lol!

love ya'll

Robin

ps. i wish i had tickets for the Crossfade/Seether concert! I really would like...killl or something to go! i love crossfade and it would be majoraly kool to see them in concert!!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Poem Time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When I Close My Eyes

When the world grows dark, I close my eyes.

Dreams caress my mind,

Nightmares claw my mind.

Peaceful darkness comforts my soul.

When the world grows dark.

When I lay my head upon my pillow, I close my eyes.

Dreams of him warm my heart,

Nightmares of her death crush my heart.

Deep darkness constricts my airways.

When I lay my head upon my pillow.

When I close my eyes, tears streak my face.

Happy times run across my mind’s eye,

But cold tears blur my vision.

Darks times slap me in the face,

And break through the screen of tears.

When I close my eyes.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 00:37:43 GMT

HOLLER!

I got my book! holler!

Everyone like my new pic? I took it at GS Day Camp PA overnight! lol....fuuuuuuuuuuuuun! That was on wednesday....we were on my phone for like ever! and then on friday at the whole camp overnight...we took care of the girls...which was so much fun...but some how I hurt my knee...who cares...and then i wa son the phone until midnight and the other girls were on their phones until midnight tooo...when we got i trouble because mindy and megan were siging to this guy over the speaker phone! owell still lots of fun...holler!

Robin

Friday, July 15, 2005

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 03:03:17 GMT

puck is the shyt yo.

Friday, July 15, 2005

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 01:41:19 GMT

Holler!

WOW! Wednesday was PA overnight at day camp! hott! We called Atticus...fuuuuuuuuun! We started screaming about our boobs right when he picked up the phone! Then I talked to him for like and hour maybe longer about church camp and shit...then we went back into the group and we all played truth or dare and we made him answer a truth! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...fun! Then we played ten fingers...this was teh first time i won/lost! holler! Today I lost my voice because at the end before flag becca jensen and I were having a screaming match...it was junior 1 vs. brownie 1! it was alot of fun...and with the cost of my voice...who cares it was fun! On Midy's camera we took REALLy funny pictures...lol...clevege shot! lol! Also I took a weird science picture...a bra on my head! lol...when Mindy gets a chance she's gonna put it as my profile pic! holler!

ROBIN!/fish!

HOLLER!...i love that word....it's my new favorite word...HOLLER!

Harry Potter six comes out on saturday...HOLLER!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 01:01:52 GMT

hey..nice to know i;m popular and people just love to know what's going on in my wonderful..happy family sitcom life....or should i say my choatic soap opera life....?

Last night my dad and I watched a strange, but semi decent movie..Immortal...half the people were real and others were looked like video game characters...though I think it had something ot do with the plot and theme of the movie...but all in all oober weird!

Day camp has been fun so far, my art class is pretty good...but very hard....

Life has officially besome a living hell! things are going crazy over the kids...Tracy is back in the hospital...joy!

Grr

Robin

additions...

as of the moment at 11:05 tonight I am in a good mood...which is a good thing...I was gonna say somethin else but now I forget...but another thingy to be said is....I'm studying for my permit because I can get it in september...according to Katie's dad...I have to check but I'm psyched! HOLLER! lol....

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 01:26:01 GMT

Hey...

Nothing much is happening...

Saturday I slept over at Donna's and had sort of a mini party. Willie, Angie, Keenan, Jess, Rachel, and Ron were all there. It was rather...interesting......

Sunday I went home and sat on my ass! GO ME!

Monday I went to Tammy's party...it was fun...but uncomfortable...

Tuesday I sat on my ass! After Angie woke me up at 2 in the afternoon!

Today I sat on my ass and watched Beauty and the Geek and Chuck and Caitilin won!!!! HOLLER! OOO! and I watched a kool movie...The Prophacy! AWESOMENESS! It was a very good movie...I enjoyed it thoroughly! Even though it was a religousish movie..it was good!

That's about it for now...

Robin

poem time...

Why do I pretend that life is ok, Why do I turn my face away. Constantly I'm hiding behind my steel mask, Never letting anyone get past. A fraction of it falls away, It builds up four times stronger the next day. I fight to revel my own face, But it fights back and I fall with no grace. I cower in darkness I shake with fear, A coldness runs down my cheeck it's a single tear. Why do I pretend that life is ok, Why do I turn my face away. My life is spinning and spinnng, It seems there is no winning. Behind my mask of steel, I cry cld tears. Behind this mask I keep, Is a girl who is scared and weak. Behind this mask of lies, The true me will forever hide. Why do I pretend that life is ok, Why do I turn my face away.

Friday, July 01, 2005

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 17:24:20 GMT

Alrighty I'm back!

Here was my Florida Trip with Girl Scouts!

Thursday- We left for Atlanta (layover) then went to Orlando then got to ride on “Disney’s Magical Express” (bus thingy) to the hotel, Pop Century. We were wearing pink shirts but I kept my Slipknot hoody on even though I was hot, I rolled up the sleeves! Meggie and I walked around the hotel and then I went swimming with Lauren, Nicole, Kate, and Katie. Back in the room I showered and shit and called my mom t say goodnight and crap because they took our cells at night…ucky. Meggie and I met some boys who were 3 rooms away from us, so we called them and shit…’til like midnight.

Friday- got up CRAZY early to go to MGM because we had an educational program to do. It was fun! We had to take pictures for the storyboard of the movie “Last Bite.” I played Doctor Payne (the dentist) and Meggie played the nurse and at one point we had to flirt…so I’m like leaning on the wall with one arm and the other pushing my white coat back and on my hip and she’s leaning her back on the wall…the whole time MGM was opened so people were walking past! Then we learned about advertisement shit and stuff like that and genres and flats and facades. Then we looked at some pictures from the storyboard for the Tower of Terror and we went on…I actually went on it! I was petrified! Then we went on the Rockin’ Roller Coaster…lots and lots of fun! Then I went on Tower of Terror again! I was pretty cranky for the rest of the night because I was dehydrated and hot! We watched a firework thingy in MGM then we went back to the hotel.

Saturday- We went to Animal Kingdom in the am. It was fun, Meggie walked into a trashcan and then these guys from Columbia (I think) were making fun of her in Spanish! We went on a Safari that was pretty cool and oober relaxing! Later we went into Dinoland and went on a wild mouse type roller coaster! The cart spun around when we came down a couple of the smaller hills, it was a lot of fun! Then we went on the Dinosaur ride and it was fun! You rocked back and forth and then this huge dinosaur jumps out at you and that’s when they take your picture, I bought one. I’ll have to show you some time. That evening we went to Epcot and Jenn, Meggie, Caitlin, Katie and I went to dinner at this really cool Chinese restaurant! It was so good, we each had 15 bucks to spend so in total we had $75 but we spent $100! But it was REALLY good! We rode Test Track…mad fun! Went on the ride in Norway, then Meggie and I went on Mission: Space when apparently we weren’t supposed to…oh well. But that was a total downer because when we met up with the group we got yelled at SOOOOOOO bad! I was really upset and wanted to just I don’t know but that night I took 600mg of Serequel...knocked me out!

Sunday- Got up went to Blizzard Beach! We went on the lazy river…relaxing. Then on the family raft thingy, then on a two person raft thingy, then on toboggan racers! Then Kate and I got separated on the lazy river from Katie and Nicole. We were in front and got off at 1:25 and waited for a while for them…then we ran back to the meeting place and the assholes were there! We got in a lot of trouble! I was pissed when we went to downtown Disney I didn’t talk to Nicole of Katie and we were stuck walking around with Georgine and Mrs. Larson. Jenn and I gave the leaders shirts that said “Girl Scout Leaders gone wild” on them and everyone signed them. I found out my mom lied to me the other day, she said we had both boys and then I found out about the whole Dravin thingy I mentioned earlier…so that night sucked.

Monday- We went to Epcot to go on Soarin’. Then we all went to Magic Kingdom. We went on the Pirates of the Caribbean and other rides. Did a bunch of shopping got fast passes for Space Mountain. After lunch it started to down pour. Sammi, Molly, Katie, Kate and I were hanging out and then got ice cream while it was raining when we finished we ran around in the ran with huge bags for each of our bags could go in. Then we rode the Pirates of the Caribbean over and over until we went to meet with the group. Then we left the park and didn’t get to go o n Space Mountain! But on the way out we stopped and talked to two guys who worked there. The one asked us to hool-a-hoop…and then asked where we were from and we said Bethlehem and he called over one of his coworkers who was from Bethlehem. So we were talking to them before we left. Then we went back to the hotel and the lightening stopped so we were allowed to go swimming! Lauren, Kate and I were the only one’s who did. This group of guys were checking Lauren and I out and were talking about us in Spanish. Then Kate and Lauren decided that they were mostly checking me out because I had the biggest boobs and butt. It was funny because the guys started wrestling trying to show off then asked if we wanted to play a game, we said no of course! It was hilarious!

Tuesday- Got up, finished packing, got breakfast, checked out, went to the airport got on the plane to Atlanta. On that plane there were TVs in the seats so Jenn and I listened to the radio on it and then watched Joey! Then we got to Atlanta got on the plane home. On the plane this peeling creepy guy in his late forties got up and sat by Sammi and was talking to her…she has a fear of being by strangers. She was upset when we got off the plane, apparently he said some unnecessary sexual comments to hear that I didn’t hear because she was REALLY upset. Then I got home and we had both boys and stuff.

that's a shorten version...

ROBIN!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 01:06:18 GMT

sorry no update! my comp was infected by a trojan virus! yay...

I got my book! YAY!! WOOT WOOT! so anyways...

life's been peachy keen...more drama with my bro and tracy...fuuuuun...NOT!

Thursday I leave for Florida! HOT! people we gotta hang...

last thursday i think...i hung out with megan and corinne! we walked up to westgate from corinne's and played DDR Max2...i was sort of ok..megan was pretty good..corinne was good...it was FUN!

so yea...anyways...i think thats about it! so yea... ill talk to ya'll when i get back from FLORIDA! if you want to talk i'll have my phone up until like 10...so yea...

LOVE! Robin

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 01:44:29 GMT

the book has not come yet but i hope it will soon

today i sat on my ass...AGAIN! but when my rents got home we went to the VF Outlets to get jeans and pants and shit! it was fun i got a bathing suit and jeans and a kool shirt! HOTT! we mainly went for jeans for my gs florida trip! who cares why...i got new clothes! HOTTNESS!

missin a couple of people...(yes guys)

Robin