ok ya so i gotta new xanga! umm ask me about it, k?

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one comment. u guys suck. whatever.

i miss my girls. and my paige. she is one of my girls, but i usually see her every day. it's now been like 5. im sad. i feel like im almost outta the rc or something. they dont call me anymore..comment me...IM me..do anything with me...im about to cry... ok scratch that. i AM crying. whatever tho... god is my life a rollercoaster or what? one entry im fine and happy, then im sad, happy, sad, it just keeps goin back n forth. oh well. things have gone down, they gotta come back up eventually...right???...have u noticed how xanga is lways filled mostly with ppls drama and sadness? i think it is...i mean ya theres some happy updates...but every xanga i've seen has made at LEAST one sad update...i have many lol. ok so yeah moving on. christmas was ok. i got my digital camera so yay im happy about that. havent taken any pix tho cuz i havent had my picture taking buddy here with me. aka PAIGE. or jessica...she would work too...but shes been off with her boyfriend alot lately...man o man, does this mean im gonna have to move on to hanging out with GUYS?! i already do but not as often...there might be some changes happening..who knows...so i guess i dont get to go to kansas city over break now...totally bummed about that 2. idk where to stay, and ashley is leaving tomorrow and i dont like just randomly asking ppl to come stay wtih them. well idk what im doin on new years..paige and katie already have plans. of course. jessica is prolly gonna be with her boyfriend. godddd...ok well i have to go fold my laundary...bye

COMMENT U STUPID PPL WHO TOTALLY SUCK AT IT

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

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soo, i thought i'd be happier after things happened.. but im not..im even sadder and more longing for something..only jess will know what im talkin about, and she prolly wont even read this.. but w/e. comments?

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ugh......confusing.......idk what to do... ....freakin sux...

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