I walk a lonely road 
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone 

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
            
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
 
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
            
Read between the lines of what's
F**ked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

i didnt like my last entry it was stupid i was trying to explain how i felt and shit but it was hard 

and i was trying to make sense but i was getting frustrated so i made no sense. well today i felt shitty really really shitty like i was really

depressed in math arg it sucked balls....i dont know,....im gonna ask my dad if we can try  NEW therapist and what not so i can get a proper dignosis and what not

hmmmm not sure what esle to say ill try to write more. CHeck out my other site all_quotes_here

BYE Motha FUCKERS

alright i feel like writing stuff 2day....well lets see...shitty day...one cuz my little fear of socialness got my panties in a twist...we had to switch papers 2 day for math i had no one to switch with...yeah it sounds stupid but we had to switch or we would get no points...and i got really scared cuz i was afraid to ask soemone. i got all red in the face god i hate that. but i finally switched with someone...it sucks but yesterday i asked my teacher a question and he was standing right there and he didnt even actknowlede me i fuckin hate when these fucking teachers do that it pisses me off...i ahet hate hate hate hate hATE being ignored...it makes me not wanna ask any more questions. It took me enough courage just 2 ask him the question cuz i have a problem with asking for help especially with guys...and especially when their young and this guy was like 25... im like great man...well im going to my dads to ngiht...he worries me...he got into a car accident this week....suffered some minor damage like a broken rib i think or did he say bruised. i dont know but since hes all poor he had to go to work the next day... dude he so fuckin stupid....hes not giving his body enough time to heal...arg i feel like i have to worry about him all the time....anway... all of the sudden my moms changing the insurance so my dad cant take me to threapy cuz with insurance its cost 160 or what not. arg. i dont know ive been getting really depressed in school ill be happy and then ill think about whatever and it will bring me down...i flunked a quiz today in math cuz i was feeling really depressed and i just wanted to scream....im not making any real sense here...im trying to but im not....i was thinking about cutting and smoking again and then i realized what i did to me and how it made me feel then...i realized it helped me at that moment but it didnt help the situation overall...i just need something,....and i really wanna go to threapy just to talk like i am now so i dont gotta be judged 24 fucking 7 cuz i hate that so much....i just want to be healthy and have good coping skills and not be angry and stressed all  the fucking time. it would be greta if i could be like to my mom i hate you for how u treat and treated me and i want to actually feel like i have parents not that im here just cuz ur obligated to take care of me. it all just sucks balls....nobody knows how pyscho she is and my step dad and dad 2..

I HOPE THAT I CAN TO TO KATIES NEXT weekend...it be greta to get away . and im happy that im going to aunt colleens...she always listen and she always wnats to help.but yeah

i didnt liek this entry i feel like such a marytr..........................a,rggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg....i just didnt want to give my dad an attitude when he got here cuz im not about to get into a fight this weekend like last weekend...cuz i really wanted to kill him last time. but um ok. i havent written like that for a little while i should do it mroe often. here be some lyrics.

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...

She's lost inside, lost inside...
 yeah i know who it is...do i give a fuck...no so fuck off asshole.

bye.

ok hmmm im trying to figure out you do that playlist where its like i cant explain it...arg its annoying me....im fuckin bored...got in ANOTHER fight with my dad...ooo yay?  it was about how i never call him and that crap so hes liek how about u get out of ur self centered and selfish self...and im so sosososososssoosossoososo sick of people calling me that so i flipped on him...and i was angry about the convo me and him had before last wed. how he was tlaking about my sister jessica who i dont see anymore because of him...ahhhh hes pisses me off i cant wait till we go to threapy together....im tired of this crap and how he thinks how he lives is good and healthy because having 5 children, paying no child support for any of us.....living in a small apartment...having no time for ur children....living paycheck to paycheck....is not a good way to live and im tired of being angry at him for never being there and i wouldnt do what jessica did and just stop talking to him because i think thats wrong but i dont know what im gonna do...anway.............................................................................................heres a song

the used

"On My Own"

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x6]

Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all

On my own [x4]