My dog ate my chicken noodle soup:(

omgosh...

i don't feel good today at all...but the last few days have been

a-m-a-z-i-n-g.

talked to my BOY..chyeaaaaaaa. lol..

rachels teaching me to be gangster.

i love it..

ok im out....

my nose wont stop being gayyyyyy.

you're gay.<3

Currently Listening Metallica By Metallica see related

u labled me, i'll label you, so i dub thee unforgiven

Mehhh---- haven't written in here for a while. I don't have the time to. Im freakin incredibleeeeeee...

yeah. Got my nails done. They suck. I liked them yesterday better.

I'm realllly liking the song Unforgiven by Metallica

school starts in  4 days. mhm.FUCKKKK

. I'm a senior this year.

my body aches. I haven't slept right in days.

chhhhhhhhyeahhhhhh hommmmesssssss<3 moo

And here are the words I write, and no one will ever understand them:

A poem by Me; No title.

Delicacies at my fingertips, meaningless

and I'm meaning      less.

I do what I have to to keep memories alive.

Re-enact them over again.

Pack them in ice and hope they survive...

Pressure me to leave, Then I'm gone forever.

Walking somewhere miserable with a song in my head.

If it's me that you or the memories you wish to sever,

please do it quick so that I can' t feel it.

Oh you're so callous, you'd never understand,

even if I played these memories, over and over again.

hmmm--idk. I just wrote that one outside. It's pretty okay I guess. not the best thing I've ever written, but I don't care.

heh...welll I'm prob. not gonna update until like Friday-ish.

I have off tomorrow, don't know what I'm doing. Then work again on Wednesday, then Thursday movies and dinner with Chad(teehee) .heh yeah he asked me to go.  :) Then Friday work AGAIN. and sat and sun nights, I have off...so w/e w/e///

I love you.,

me-

Hate me today, hate me tomorrow, hate me for all the things that I didn't do for you.

So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby girl I never was a woman
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then he whispered "How can you do this to me?"

This song is beautiful.

really. I love it.

It's by blue october, I love the whole song..

i guess I can relate.

 but anyway, I don't feel too amazing today.

so, I'm gonna go back in my room for a while.

later.,

 peace, love and empathy

melissa<3

edit---after work

ME-----"Chad, you're the devil.."

CHAD----"Well, if I'm the devil, then you're my queen."

haha.

<3me-

When someone said count your blessings now
before they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

hey.

I ran over my brother's foot with the car the other night.

he screamed and i rolled over it again. whoops.

idk i guess I should let you in on wats going on it my little life, eh?

hmmmm...

oh, fuck, I get my senior pictures on Thursday, so I can choose which ones I want.That might be hard to do.

then I'm going effing school shopping ..yea..the same day. sucks yo.

but tommorrow I WORK. oh well. i like it there lately...then i don't have TIME to deal with idiots and stupid people. so it's ok.

i want to go to the treat, just so i can smoke later with zach.

im gonna go to my mums.

<3 love me ...peace, love and empathy..