Currently Listening Wicked (2003 Original Broadway Cast) By Stephen Schwartz, Kristin Chenoweth, Idina Menzel i'm not that girl see related

just a thuought.

here's a verse i've been meditating on:

"casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God,and taking into captivity every thought in obidience to Christ."

2corinthians 10:5

-i've just had a hard time letting go of the past.but God is teaching me a lot through it.

because if i am focused on it....i am not focused on Christ,and i have no peace.(isaiah26:3)

but i'm working on it.

PRAY FOR CAMP.it starts soon.

=]

thanks.

belle ♥

Currently Listening Lifesong By Casting Crowns praise you in this storm see related

He's God.and i'm not.

ok.......so my mom called me this morning and she gave me some very sad news.

my cousin brian was diagnosed with cancer last week....its in his spine.

the doctors said he will probably not survive.

PLEASE PRAY.

prayers can change everything.

it is all in God's hands-He is in control.

he is not saved which makes matters more greivous for me.

and his girlfriend is pregnant.

but God's plan is greater than mine, and i am reminded of that right now.

'my grace is sufficient for you,for my strength is made perfect in weakness'

-2 corinthians 12:9

"I know the plans I have for you,declares the Lord"

-Jeremiah 29:11

please pray for my family as they endure this hardship

-thanks

bella marielle

"Praise You In This Storm"

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

ReMeMbEr:GOD IS BIGGER.

Currently Reading Redeeming Love By Francine Rivers see related

that's a rap.

so.......

JBTM is over.

=[

SAD DAY.

 i miss it more than words can describe.

i have met the MOST AMAZING people in the few short weeks of production.

i feel like i'm missing something,like i should have done something else.

OH WELL =]

cici aka MY daughter, wasa one of those amazing people,she just cant sit still.haha.

i miss doing make-up and helping out backstage and playing with all the kids.....josiah is my FAVORITE.

all the make-up ladies are amazing,cant wait to see them all in NY next year.

i never really thought about how much work it really was.

its kind of exciting.LOL

but you know what i dont miss.............

THE BASKETS......................i could go the rest of my life without seeing one.

=]

ANYWAY......be praying for me as i plan to go to korea after 2nd year.

ITS A BIG STEP

-with all my love-

bella-marielle

ps. i miss YOU the most.thanks for everything.

Currently Listening Transatlanticism By Death Cab for Cutie passenger seat. see related

the passenger seat.

 so.......

my life has been AWKWARD the past few weeks.but God has been good.

Jesus,behold the man started and it has been hectic

LOL

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ya........i was just yelling.

anyhooter.

the performances have been amazing.50 people accepted Christ.

YAY.

and i have so much fun.

cici and i laugh at each other all the time.but its all her fault LOL

=]

then brandon arnold....who plays Jesus decides to attack me all the time.....and we get yelled at.

but  overall its amazing.

I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE.

right  now i'm listening to deatch cab,because i love them.

going to lay out today.YAY.

stay fabulous

i know i will.

<3

passenger seat-death cab for cutie

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
When you need directions then i'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

i miss this the most </3

xo*

everything will change.

it's all different.

and i dont care.