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hey everyone this is Brittany im a brinnette with blue/green eyes...i will be 16 on Thanksgiving Day...i go to Wichita West High School...my favorite show is Laguna Beach...LC is my favorite...my favorite band is The Click Five.....song..I'll take my chances with you...i like swimming and running...and bowling and softball...and Cheerleading of course..i LOVE Colorguard...its my life...and last but certainly not least GOD!!!!.I love Brittney..she is my bestes friend EVER!!!!.well thats all...My AIM is NHSguardrules....and my Email is concietedbitch08@hotmail.com....

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Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too!! When you feel cold and warm at the same time, when you read over the same line for the tenth time, when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme, and when a simple name conquers your whole mind, then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call, "love". When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.(take this advice everyone!!) ♥

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Name: brittany
State: Kansas
Metro: Wichita
Birthday: 11/24/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: ummm.....i love talking to everyone!!!and....swim team...........volleyball......and watching baseball......and colorguard!!whoop whoopi love boiz.................alot!!!!!!lol........j/k.my favorite guote is"keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer"!!im unemployed(i just quit my job!!!)well thats all for now. I LOVE TALKING TO STRANGERS!! doing stupid shit with my friends, being random, jones soda, hello kitty, exercise =], polka dots, Subway, reading, boys <3, The Three Chamigos, tan lines, bawls, the DAV, going to movies, books with happy endings, skaters <3, wranglers games, belts, being LIBERAL, sequins, dancing like an idiot in public places, making a fool of myself, going shopping, voicing my opinions, talking to random people, clothes, dancing in the rain, hot pink eye shadow, swimming, wet seal, makeup, poetry, singing, and I'm pretty sure these bands are cool...Blink 182, Sublime, Hawthorne Heights, The Blood Brothers, 311, Weezer, Deathcab For Cutie, From Autumn
Expertise: boiz......toyz...and parting with my friends!!!!lol
Occupation: Student
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Saturday, January 07, 2006

okay guys....theres this guy and this girl and yeah....i like the guy but the girl is my friend ....and they go out....he tells me he really likes me and wants to be with me but he doesnt want to hurt her....but liking me is hurting her even more...right???

i feel like a horrible person for liking him...and she wont even talk to me.....its not like it was a one way relationship...he tells me he likes me and everything.....and that if he wasnt with her he'd be with me...and yeah i think all of this is going to end up all f***ed up.....

but yeah.....i live with my dad now...yay but i dont have any of my clothes cause my aunt is being a stingy bitch and wont give them back to me!!!!!!FUCKING DUMB ASS PEOPLE!!!!!


Sunday, December 25, 2005

hey everyone whats up?? nothing much here just sitting at my dds house...talkiing to my lil brother nick!!!anyways...well yeah the advice i aked for i really dont need now cause yeah i have now moved on an yeah....

me and ryan mumma have been going out for......a whole week now yay!!!!!!!!!!!!i missed seeing him this morning...he's the only reason i went to church this morning...anyways...love ya ryan...not i love u cause thats way too much too fast lol...although i have like known  ya since i was in 6th grade what the hell lol.....well i really hope our relationship works out cause i really like u and yeahs.....i hope we get over the not seeing eachother verry much ......but igottta go i'll be on later...LOVE U ALL!!!!!

<<<333brittany

well i got everything i wanted for christmas hows about ya'll????

G2G nows byesssss


merry christmas everyone....

g2g i missed u this morning ryan........

love everyone....

bs


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

hey everyone whats up nothing much here just sitting at home being VERY bored......anyways.....i was up all night last night thinking and i started to read my book im reading and its called The Dating Game by: Danielle Steel... and i was thinking on how bad it would suck to love someone for so long and then just loose them....i mean u thought everything was going good that maybe your spouse is just working too hard but then to find out he's fallen in love with some other girl...a more beautiful girl..... he told u that u were beautiful but i guess not as much as this other girl and .....when u finally see her u say "WOW this girl is pretty" but u cant get over the fact that u have just lost the love of ur life.....he is gone and u cant get him back! he has made his decision and u cant change his mind like u used too.......WHAT DO U DO WHEN U HAVE LOVED SOMEONE U'VE LOVED FOR SO.....LONG AND YOU HAVE LOST HIM AND U DONT KNOW ANYTHING ELSE BUT TO LOVE FOR THIS PERSON...????? i mean for me its not exactly that way i have just loved this person for about 8 months but c'mon  now thats a long time ya know???but he has a girlfriend and yeah i dont know i guess im just trying to get back something i have lost and it sucks because its never gonna happen.....if i could only go back in time..i could stop myself from making the worst decision that i ever made and that was blowing off the man i love because he wasnt doing things on my time......for some guy i barely even knew....i mean i liked this guy but what about the other guy i mean I LOVE HIM!!!! how stupid can i get to sacrifice love???PRETTY DAMN STUPID....if u ask me....WHY COULNT I HAVE JUST WAITED 5 MINUTES???he was gonna take me back???oowwwwaaa..........i have really found the right one for me but i gave that up!! he loves the girl he is with now and i am happy for him but i cant be happy with myself cause i lost the one and now i will never find someone i love as much as i do him....

everyones gonna be like "oh its just a high school romance...." but no i  have experienced high school romance and this one just isnt like that........i mean i can see myself with this man for a long time maybe not marriage(cause i dont wanna scare him with that) but i can say for along time!! 

now this is where u ( my fellow community friends)  come in hand!! WHAT SHOULD I DO???TRY AND GET HIM BACK OR JUST BLOW IT OFF LIKE I DONT LOVE HIM AND TRY AND MOVE ON???

HELP ME!!!!!!

BUT YEAH i gotta go now cause the baby is sleeping......and yeah u certain person when u read this like i asked u too TEXT me if u want but u aint gotta !!!!

<<<<<<3333333 B.S.


Monday, December 19, 2005

LAST PERSON WHO...
1. Slept in your bed: Me
2. Saw you cry: marco
3. Made you cry: someone cant say on here :(
4. Spent the night with you: brittney
5. You shared a drink with: dustin
6. You went to the movies with: kelsey
7. You went to the mall with: my aunt

8. Yelled at you: my aunt
9. Sent you an email: my exboyfriend(brandon) mom
HAVE YOU EVER...
11. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes and still do
12. Gotten in a fight with your pet(s): yes                                   
13. Been to New York: no
14. Been to Florida: Yes
15. Been to California: yes
16. Been to Hawaii:  no
17. Been to Mexico: does the border count??
18. Been to China: no
19. Been to Canada: YES
20. Danced naked: no
21. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no
22. Wish you were the opposite sex: at times lol

23. Had an imaginary friend:yes
24. Red or blue: blue
25. Spring or Fall: fall.....football...lol
26. Are you bored: why else would i be doing this??
27. Last noise you heard: baby crying
28. Last time you went out of the state: this summer
29. Things you like in a girl/guy: someone i can be myself around and show all of my emotions...someone i can have fun with
30. Do you have a crush on someone: MAJOR!!!!
31. What book are you reading now: the dating game....
32. Worst feeling in the world: hate
33. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: my love
34. How many rings before you answer: depends on the person

35. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah her name is winter
36. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: high school pastor......

37. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: righty

38. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: how would i know dont pay attention
39. What's under your bed: shoes and purses
40. Favorite sport to watch: football
41. What was the first sandwhich you remember eating: ham and cheese

42. Siblings: jharman-10  brandon-19
44. College plans: college in denver and missions job in colorado springs
45. Piercings: ears
46. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Ryan
EXTRA STUFF
47. Do you do drugs:  No
48. Do you drink: No
49. Who is your best friend: jon and brandon and shasta and BRITTNEY!!
50. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: Brilliant brunnette
51. What are you most scared of: dieing alone
52. What clothes do you sleep in: tee and boxers
53. Who is the last person who called you: shasta
54. Where do you want to get married: lotsa places lol
55. Who do you really hate: satan
56. Favorite number: 7
57. Been in love: yeah i am now..... 
58. Are you timely or always late: alwaya late
59. Do you have a job:  no, looking
60. Do you like being around people: yes
61. Best feeling in the world: love
62. Are you for world peace: yeah
63. Are you a health freak: depends
STUFF
64. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yeah.....
65. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did:  yes
66. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yeah....
67. Want someone you don't have right now: yes
68. Are you lonely right now: yes
69. Ever afraid you'll never get married: no
70. Do you want to get married: yes
FAVORITE
72. Room in house:  my room
73. Type(s) of music: country and alternative cristian rock
74. Band: north of OK

75. Memory: dunno
76. Day of the week: sunday
77. Color: pink, lime green
78. Perfume or cologne: perfume
79. Month: september

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
80. Cried: no
81. Bought something: a purse
82. Gotten sick: i am now
83. Sang: yes
84. Said "I Love You": Yes
85. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yea
86. Met someone new: no..
87. Moved on:no
88. Talked to someone: talking to jon now....
89. Missed someone: yes
90. Hugged someone: yeah
91. Kissed someone: no
92. Fought with your parents: yes
93. Had a lot of sleep: yeah im sick....
HAVE YOU EVER
94. been drunk: no
95. smoked pot: no
96. kissed a member of the opposite sex: yeah
97. kissed a member of the same sex: yes
98. crashed a friend's car: no
99. been to japan: No
100. ridden in a taxi: no...
101. been in love: yeah
102. had sex in public: no......(wink, wink)jk
103. been dumped: yeah recently
105. been fired: no
106. been in a fist fight: no
107. had a threesome: NeVER
108. snuck out of parent's house: no
113. been arrested: no
114. made out with a stranger: no
115. stole something from my job: no
116. celebrated new years in time square: no
117. Had a new years kiss, if so, who?: no
118. gone on a blind date: no
119. lied to a friend: unfourtianitly
120. had a crush on a teacher? yes
121. celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans: yes
122. been to Europe: yea...uhhhh does england count??
123. skipped school: yes
124. slept with a co-worker?:
126. been married: No
128. had children: No
129. stripped at a party: No
130. literally crawled to your house drunk, even if just from across the street?:  No
131. jumped off a bridge: yeah
132. gone surfing: No
133. had a mullet:no..



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