update time!

alright...it's been awhile. i got a lead in the musical! yay! i had a great time on chamber tour! yay! 42nd street is awesome! yay! and the best of all...me and nick have been together for 9 months now! yay!!!!!  yes, i'm a happy and contented person. except that i'm a little worried about gracie. she's hurting guys...pray for her. broken hearts are not easy things to fix. thanksgiving was great! oh! my nephew is adorable! but he cries too much. lol. i hope i have a happy baby. lol. well. i'm gonna go. have to go hit all that christmas shopping crowd and go see RENT! i'm way excited! ahhh!

love you nick.

Little One.

FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS...

this is funny. cause i know i wanted to update and yet...i've been sitting here for like 5 minutes already wondering what to say.

ladies and gentlemen...i think i've grown up. honestly.

that's kind of a big step. for me. at least to say to the world. but i think i have.

and it's a wonderful feeling.

just know...that when you think you've grown up and have become a mature young adult...something will hit you and knock you back a couple steps and you'll realize..."well, not yet...just close." all i have to say is...

I love you...and you know who you are.

T. 

STAY WITH ME...SHARE ALL YOUR SECRETS TONIGHT...

It's halloween...i have nothing to do until 6...and i need to update.

so basically...i had another great weekend. until last night. but despite that- nick got to come home on thursday which was exciting!  and we spent the day together...well after i went to this evil thing called school. then we spent the day together. then friday came and i was a good girl and went to school all day...yahno.  but when i was at school i was reminded of how i can't stand people sometimes...especially when you're trying your hardest to help them out but no matter what you do it's not good enough....cough**choir**cough...so even though it really pissed me off. i'm going to get over it. but after school everything was better again...because of nick.  yah! we had a good night on friday. it was fun. and then saturday we got up wayyy too early and went to monterey and went kayaking! i saw some huge sea lions. let me tell you. and nick-i'm still sorry that i fell asleep. i tried to stay awake!! lol. but yea. it was a good weekend. and let me just say...truth is the true test of love...

we're gonna make it through. because i love you. i'm sorry.

Little One.

LOVE IS PATIENT, LOVE IS KIND...

so...best weekend ever! 

wanna guess who i spent it with?... bet you'll be right...

yes! NICK! ahh...

and you know what? we didn't have to go somewhere special or go out to a nice place or spend a lot of money...you know what we did? we stayed at home and watched movies and layed around and talked. and it was soo wonderful. the best times i have with him are the times when i'm watching him do his homework or we're watching a movie together with my head on his shoulder or playing with "fleaball" or how we fell asleep holding hands together. those are the times i specifically remember...and love. or when i can look at him and know exactly how he's feeling or what he's gonna say. and knowing that not only do i love him and he loves me back...but that he's my best friend. and knows me inside and out and will love me despite my imperfections. god, i just...i'm so happy. finally.

all i know is that i can't wait for...LIFE! I LOVE YOU NICKY.

Tia.

I CAN'T SEE ME LOVIN' NOBODY BUT YOU FOR ALL MY LIFE!

KAYLEN IS OUR HOMECOMING QUEEN!!!!! AHHHH!!!!

i'm a little excited...

so that was totally an amazing feeling!!! first of all the assembly was the best damn assembly ever! no seriously. the best. ever. yes i was nervous.  but i did...ok. haha. i kicked hannah a little bit and ran into grace but it's all good. but then the moment we had waited for came. me and mandy and grace and hannah were standing on the side of the stage with our fingers crossed and waiting to hear Brass Monkey. i had never been so happy and excited to hear that song. we went crazy and jumped and screamed and cried a little. lol. but thats ok because one of my best friends is the homecoming queen for 2006!!!

so we've decided that maybe our waterpolo team should play for the football team because apparently...our football team doesn't know how to play. yea. we lost our homecoming game. isn't that the lamest thing you've ever heard? it was just painful to watch. poor kyle seargent. at least he tried. so go kyle! and would anyone think to block victor? so he wouldn't get the crap beaten out of him everytime he tried to throw the ball. geez. 59-15. that's just depressing.

well i love everyone! and i'm soo glad that homecoming was fun! even though we lost. but i had a great time running into cars and curling way too much hair and being consumed by bottles of spray glitter! it was fun guys. thanks soo much. love you all.

nick...i love you. and i get to see you in like a hour!!! yea!!!! can't wait baby. these next two weeks without you are going to be soo hard. but know i'll be always thinking of you and counting down the days until i get to see you again. i love you.

Tia.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU JUST RAN INTO HIS CAR!" hahaha...