I haven't written on here for a long time. I have to admit that it is partially due to my new-found friend, Mr. Myspace, however, I must continue my loyalty to Dear Xanga and yap away.

so it's just a few days away from my last semester at CFNI, and I think I'm finally realizing it. just a few things have spun it off, my roommate and I talking about summer plans-like actually working them out & all, & today, registering for my classes for my last semester. It was in this very same line at the finance window that I saw my first roommate-to-be standing just a few people behind me, and I told God that I wanted her to be my roommate, and she was for a good two years. Man, it's here, and no, I'm not sad, I guess I'm just preparing myself to say goodbye. what a horrible phrase. but it's true. there are some people here that because of them, I am who I am. I've grown closer to some of these people than anyone else I've known before, only because it was with them that I learned to be vulnerable, truly open, and honest. I really want to continue to be like this after I leave here, I really hope it's not just a cfni thing, b/c man, it's changed me.

I've been stuck for soo long on Jason morant's cd Abandon, no matter how many times I've heard it, the lyrics always get me. but I recently ordered his EP,City of 2 rivers, & man, it's just great. it gets me everytime. like, I dunno what I can say to explain it, it just makes me wanna sprawl out on the floor and lay at Jesus' feet, and just be quiet.

one more thing, my two nieces were born last week!!! Sarah Isabella and Emma Kate-ohh goodness I love them soo much and I havent' even seen them in person yet. = D