| To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?
You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...
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| nick dumped me
im a reject once again....
so much stupid shit at school. i'm sick of everything once again. I just need my medication but i dont have any and i have to "CLEAR MY SYSTEM" so i cant take anythign for a month. what a shitty feeling... back to square one. hate how every little thing brings me down so much. i just wanna be okay..... |
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| havent writeen in a while..
Norman is ok! I'm so happy. she what heart breakers do to people...
Diana gave me glow in hte dark condoms! hahaha!
I feel special!
This weekend was boring didnt do much
saw steffen on saturday.. havent seen him him a year or so. It was cool!!! took speed on saturday took 18 pages of notes in 5 hours. I think i wrote a really good paper on the internment camps. It's really sad what happened to japanese during ww2. It ended up being 13 pages long
the maximum was 10 and a half. so i made it 1.5 spacing instead and that made my paper exactly 10 and a half pages
i still gotta do my bibliography. Hoping this week will be good. well im gonna go take a nap. |
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| The control over me
Someday you will see
you won’t mean a shit to me
I've been quiet for so long
but the desire of screaming is now too strong
all these days of pain and shame
I've now quit your silly game
I'm tired of your injustice
tired of your schemes
a thought of you makes me wanna scream
You tell me I'm wrong
Then you better prove you're right
I'm getting stronger
And won't give up the fight
you were the one who's been hurting me internally
you're making me sick
This time I'm taking no shit
You really had control of me
you really had a hold on me
But not anymore
I’ve finally set myself free |
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| i went to the beach with nick. I was really happy at first cause i finally got to cruise with him. But when we were at the beach I started thinking about Mikey and Thomas cause i went to the same beach with them before. Just brought back bad feelings. When i was kissing nick, all i could think of was them and my eyes got all teary and i started crying. Nick realized i was crying and he didn't know what was going on and i didn;t know how to tell him what was wrong. So i just sat there all silent and told him i didnt want to talk about it and that i just wanted to lie there in the sand with him. he got all pissed cause he thinks we should be able tell eachother anything. Jason told me that right around the time we broke up. And that made me cry. I guess I felt like nick actually likes me and i guess im scared. The last time I felt loved, i ended up getting hurt and i dont want it to happen again. After that, everytime i liked a guy iended up getting hurt.... i guess thats why im labeled as a slut.... I hate stupid people who talk all day about other people and they get all hysterical when they find out other people are talking about them.
LESSON OF THE DAY: WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.... HARD CONCEPT TO ACCEPT BUT IT'S SO TRUE AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT. THEY JUST DON'T WANT TO BELEIVE IT....
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