imagine05's Xanga

Friday, August 19, 2005

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 01:01:37 GMT

new xanga.......

GO HERE! http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=shadedinvain

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 14:58:02 GMT

so apparently I got locked out of my site for whatever reason

but now im back

and debating whether to keep this site bc i like my other sites name

but everyone knows this one............and apparently it has kick ass music

I'm spending the next few hours I have before work, relaxing.....hah hah

"Then be happy with the consequence. With whatever's gonna happen tonight"

"don't it feel like sunshine afterall. the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy as everyone else seems to think we are"

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 02:28:25 GMT

Hey,
I guess I'll figure it out. The reasons why things went the way they did and why we cant except it

Hey,
We'd fall asleep but not before we'd excercise the evil thing that everyone hides

We would lie there in my bed. Do you remember all those nights we never slept?.........doing all the things I never thought I'd do, and I did them with you!

Hey,
I think we grew up, pass the hang ups and the evil stares, the Fuck You Too's and I Don't Cares..........

and even though we brought it crashing to an end, I loved it all

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 13:39:32 GMT

I'm so worn out.............

So torn down..............

So sick

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 01:03:42 GMT

life sux.........

what else is new

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 01:13:05 GMT

sometimes you irratate the hell out of me, I want to forget but its hard.......I'm reminded of the past and I wish it was still the same......."seeing you it kills me now!"

***I'm losing my sense of balance, and getting dizzy a lot lately........I
haven't felt the same and I know somethings wrong.....however I'm a
poor kid with no health insurance, therefore, I'll make do***

                 ~~I need to get myself on a schedule again....working every shift
                     possible at 2 different jobs isn't going well.......which is makin it
                     hard   to keep up with the house and the chores that go
                     along.~~

...................I need a vacation

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 01:48:20 GMT

I saw Charity today.....she was lazy and didn't come inside tho

Haylies here, YAY, we get to spend the day together tomorrow and again thursday......we have tons of Fun together

working to many hours with too many people

The gnome is still following me, I blame Kyle!

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 02:53:47 GMT

I'm working ALL the time....................

When I am home its at night, and usually by myself

I get bored too easily ......

I miss Jimmy

...I'm not eating right

>>>>>>>>>>nor am I keeping in touch with reality<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 00:11:14 GMT

so everyone at work is saying how I look like Audrey Hepburn, or I remind them of her, and now they are calling my Audrey...........

and I take it as a completely cool compliment, I just don't think I do at all

I don't see it, tho I wish I did

Monday, July 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 02:01:20 GMT

~~~okay so aparently its time for me to update~~~

*Jimmy and i are fine, now u know Bj hah hah

* I had a killer headache today but im getting over whatever it was i was sick with

*lost my voice for a few days and everyone made fun of me

*working at both Kohls and Kyles kitchen

*realized just how much i hate thunderstorms due to the recent nights of storms we've had

*gave haylie a bath today, she was so cute nad i would post pictures but our thing isnt working right now so u will have to wait

*decided that we are moving to south hanover eventually due to jimmy getting transfered

*got my yearbook and theres a very cute baby pic. of me in it! hah hha im sexy!

*i need A/C in my car but too lazy to take it to Paps to get it done

*got to hang out with devon and see him at walmart......(this is news since we never see or talk to each other)

I THINK THATS EVERYTHING

srry, didnt know i had that much going on....................

HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING GOOD

I MISS MANDY!!!! and Jen and everyone else i hung out with at the berm.!!!

ronnies the shit bc hes awesome............I love Jimmy he's a stud!

my family is awesome and the best there is!!!!! yay for family