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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 14:53:24 GMT

okay yea i havent updated in awhile, umm not much to say, ive just been babysitting everyday pretty gay and boring, umm just hanging out with friends when i can, i now play for the tigers which is cool and umm just basically being bored!! i know it sounds fun huh?!?? i did finally get my belly button pierced haha 'yea..umm yea dont know what else to say so im gonna go and change this music and layout, there both kinda downers,,okay bye

<\333 Sydney

***** By the way i made a new xangurr..... soccer_studette007

yea check it!!!

Monday, May 22, 2006

Mon, 22 May 2006 17:14:48 GMT

Well, not much to say kind of been a depressingish week er so,

- first off, we had all our dreams crushed when we went to Garden City and lost, veryy sadd loss, but it means our seasons over, and thats what sucks the most about it, it wasnt just another loss, it was the loss that made us say our goodbyes....which is verry sad to know all the seniors arent going to be with us on the team next year....ill miss them all..no doubt about it

- Another thing making this week is seeing all the seniors going, and knowing they wont be back, i didnt think it was gonna suck this bad, but it does! and i wish i couldve gone to graduation, but i didnt make it, i prolly woulda cried , omgoodness, im gonna miss almost all the seniors soo much.....

-This song is to all the seniors, and yess thats about it for this entry, i told you it wasnt veryy uplifting, oh well stuff happens, you have to move on and learn from it,

-CLASS OF 06', YOU WILL BE MISSED, TRUST ME!!!-

<\\333 Sydney

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Wed, 17 May 2006 18:58:54 GMT

okay well we lost to Salina by 1, yea i know pretty gay! but we played our 1st regional game last night, and we won so now were goin to Garden City tomorrow for a long 4 hour drive for a redional champ game, and next comes sub state and state and yea then the seasons over... : ( Well notice/reminder to the whole soccer team!!! : I AM HAVING A PARTY AT MY HOUSE ON FRIDAY MAY 26TH!!! SO BRING YOUR SWIMSUITS AND YEA ANYTHING ELSE YOU WANT TO!!! ALL SENIORS ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO COME! TALK TO ME AT A GAME OR PRACTICE FOR DIRECTIONS AND MY ADRESS!!! SEE YOU THEN!

until then im off to the store to get me soem snacks for the horribly long drive tomorrow, it ought to be fun! <\\3 333 But in the end we will WIN!!!! cuz were sooo good like that!

<\\3333 Sydney

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Thu, 11 May 2006 20:57:14 GMT

okay so i have not fulfilled my duty to update everyday..oh well...so we beat Goddard and are now the AVCTL league champs!! yea another banner on the wall..so exciting! and umm we are still undefeated except for Maize so well except for the Titan Classic but that really shouldnt count! we played like crap well i didnt even play! umm just found out that i get to be trained by a pro for the san diego team...hmm yess i know verry cool! umm goin up to Salina tomorrow..it will be a tough game but we can take em if we play how our game!! i know we can...and then we get to host a regional Tuesday..idk against who yet but we will soon find out...umm me and Sajed have been talking again...i think were gonna hang out this weekend and go up to the river fest, after my training that is but yes sother than that,,,still single nothing new with the guy life.,..I LOVE YOU AMY!!! and you know who you are! all the seniors actually, youve all made this year so much fun and you helped soo much carry the team to the banner goin up! well all i have to say is PARTY AT MY HOUSE AT THE END OF THE SEASON!!! i dont think the pool will be warm enough yet but maybe, and yea we can listen to the radio and play soccer and all that good stuff!! okay well im off to go do stuff, aka laundry for now, and yes i did order my swim suit. so cute yea ill be lookin good this summer! lol jk! mk well im goin!! BYE COMMENT ME MY LOVESS!!

<333 Sydney<#7>

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 20:45:35 GMT

okay yeaa i need to start updating this thing more often...if Amy can find the time to do it...so can i! ummm yea soccers still going pretty good...weve only lost one game..and that was to Maize..but we still played hecka good! but oh well and we play Goddard tomorrow for 1st in league...so we better win,ummm yeaa talked to my buddy Sajed who decided not to call me in like forever and 7 days..gah i swear! and umm Amy n Scott are now officially going out...AWWWW how cute..and Jo nothing new with you its still the same old boring..* Johanna and Ryan * like thats ever gonna end HAH yeh right! but i love you all still! and ummm yea dont really know what to say..got my first reffing paycheck which is awesome..im rollin in the dough now haha riight! and yeaa well im gonna get off here so i can get in the bath tub..yess my nightly routine..sometimes daily just depends on my schedule...umm yea..and idk if i mentioned it in my last entry but i finally made it up to Starting Varsity and im soo happy! i get to letter this year and i get an awesome letter jacket!! im soo happy/excited yea yea yea...and yea hopefully we get to go to Branson this summer...Mom thats a hint to you cuz im sure your reading this...but yea

<\\3 Sydney .... umm okay nevermind i had something cool in mind to type right here in this exact spot....but i forgot so yea nevermind i shall talk to you all laterr!!

Friday, April 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 13:59:24 GMT

okay well alot ahs happened since that last entry...okay we won our first league game against nort 7 to 0 and then we took friggin dead last in the Titan Classic!! and then we beat Hutch 7 to 0 as well....umm i made my way back up to Varsity and now im a starter as well!! as of last night i am no longer single!! i know i know lol im goin out with Brian....so thats cool...hes a really cool guy...i finally reffed for the first time last weekend!! and im reffing again this weeknd. Last weekend was the freshman initiation! lol omgoodness im glad i never have to be a fr eshman again! 8TH GRADERS PLAYING SOCCER NEXT YEAR...BEWARE!!and yea thats pretty much it..im gonna try to update more often i kinda got out of the loop there for a bit...so yea im gonna go now!

<333 Sydney

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 21:32:39 GMT

hello everyone..okay well soccers pretty good we play north tomorrow...umm i havent been updating alot lately because well i just havent felt like it...umm i went to Johannas for dinner..a team dinner and then i came home and yeh me and scott are still talking..omgoodness i like him soo much...but who knows what will happen...he already has a date to prom so that sucks but yeh ill prolly update sooner then laterrr to tell how we did against north..i have new pixtures but i dont feel like going upstairs to get my camera so ill try to remember to bring my camera down next time i update!! EVRYONE HAVE AN AWESOME SPRING BREAK!!!! Party at Sydneys...Just kidding my g-parents would kill me! !haha it oughta be fun evern though we have practice everyday..but oh well gives us something to do and i kinda get to sleep in! mk im out!

<\\3 sydney

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 14:54:33 GMT

hey everyone..okay well had soccer practice all week and thats why i havent updated in awhile so that has been pretty tiring...umm stayed the night at Kailas last night which was fun of course and hopefully shell get to stay next weekend..uhh reffing meeting today and then not much planned other than school soccer and a bunch of bull!! lol umm yeh so the most gorgeous guy at our school has been talking to me lately which is Unbelievable..ask Kaila of his beauty..no joke hes gorgeous! lol well im gonna finish burnin my cd and then bounce on out to do something bigger and better! Leave Comments Pleases and Thank yous!

<\\3 Sydney Jo...ill get some more pics up after a few mk BYE!!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 15:36:57 GMT

YTonight I Wanna Cry...Keith UrbanY

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry .

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what up playyas..

mk well im finally ungrounded and i have my phone back!! and well just really bad guy troubles lately..but ya know it ahs to hurt bad befor eit can ever get better..and i like a couple people but im stupid for ever thinking i could actually have a chance to be with them..and it brings my confidence and self esteem down..i dont feel beautiful like some people may tell me..i just dont feel like myself lately..i feel like an outkast whos just there to talk to but nothing more..and when it is..im just a pretty face and nothing more..i wish this time would pass on and i could find someone to make me feel right again and speciall

Yi miss you and you know who you are..im sorry it didnt work out and its all my fault i know but i miss and still love you..and i hope youre fellings dont change for me..but who knows..i guess all i can do is wait...Y

~Sydney~

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 12:35:49 GMT

hello everyone..okay well i have a 5 day weekend and im grounded as of now..so that sucks big time!! uhhh no plans for today and tomorrow..reffing class saturday and then go shopping after that ..and also ITS MISS MEGGERZ BIG 1 to the 6 th BIRTHDAY!! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH MEGGERZ! and then umm Sunday 2 games er so and then Monday no school as well..but hopefully ill be ungrounded by then so yeh mk well im off to take a bath and just hang out around the house today!

<\\3 Sydney

p.s-its awfully cold outside toay???

p.s.s-first off i ment !!! after that statement above..and second do you all jsut love my song and layout??!!!?

p.s.s.s-ill have some more pixtures on here pretty sooon so you all can see my beautiful face!! haha right okay now im going..please keave me commetns!