Currently Listening Whatever People Say I Am Thats What I Am Not By Arctic Monkeys You Probably Couldn't See The Lights But You Were Looking Straight At Me see related

Lamps.

Oh man...I was hit with a realization, today.

I'm like a lamp....yes, I said a lamp.  (see the movie Just Friends).

I'm a buddy-buddy girl....."one of the guys."  I don't mind....I adore my guy buds.  They are THE BEST.  But, it would be nice to, for once, be seen as a girl.  That would be nice...lol.

the Just Friends quote: "The ‘friend zone’ is like the penalty box of dating, only you
can never get out. Once a girl decides you’re her ‘friend,’, it’s
game over. You’ve become a complete nonsexual entity in
her eyes, like her brother, or a lamp.” Chris Brander (Ryan Reynolds).

except for the fact that I am a girl, so edit that around....lol. Also, don't get me wrong...I don't want to date any of my guy friends....AWKWARD.....lol...but other guys I think see me in the same way.

Don't get me wrong...I kind of enjoy being single.  Okay so i adore it.  But, one of my BEST guy friends today kind of rubbed it into my face that I haven't ever been on a date....is that sad?  I didn't think it was, but he laughed.  haha oh well, I don't really mind.  Lamps can be pretty, too.

Well, anyway, thats all I've got.......have fun and goodbye for now :D

Currently Listening You're Beautiful By James Blunt see related

hola!! Its been quite a while, though it seems like I say that a lot lately...:/. oh well :D.  I have to get up early and I am waiting for iTunes to hurry the hell up, so I thought....hey why not add some inpirational tidbits??

Could you ever believe that a personality test would tell you something so true about yourself that even you were like, "whoa."  That is what happened.  I like always had this churning feeling inside like "who AM i!!??" and I would always have different ways to define myself, but I was never able to explain how I felt...I guess...but I took the profile (btw, I am a ENFP) and it put my feelings into EXACT words...that my personality profile is constantly searching for a way to define themselves, but can never express that that is what they are always trying to do....if that makes any sense at all....but it does to me...obviously, I guess.  And I am happy that I had something to put how I felt into words.  I was honestly just like "yes, finally." I don't know, but it made me feel more adequate...which I guess I always have problems feeling anyway, but before I looked for external methods and people to help me feel adequate, when now I know that I just...am.  I am who I am.  And hopefullly that is enough for people! lol.

Anyway...:D.  Also I have realized (through the pain of my friend, unfortunately) that I am actually kind of relieved that I haven't had to experience "heartbreak" per se.  Through talking to one of my best buds I am like, wow...thank god I don't have to go through that yet.  I am definately NOT ready!! lol.....I am just still like....a kid! I can't help it! I just am!! I guess I wish that I was ready for some sort of relationship, but I guess the fact is that I will be ready when i really am ready....and God knows when that is....for heaven's sake I have no idea, but honestly as long as it happens some day!!!

Also....I guess this is no epiphany or anything....but I realized that all I really want to focus on right now are three specific things:

1. maintaining the close bond w/ my family, because I know I don't have much more than two more years to live with them unfortunately because I love them more than anything.

2. making sure to keep my friends minds in mind.  I love my friends...especially my close friends and sometimes I am an IDIOT and do dumbass things to just push the lines....not purposely, I assure you, but I don't know...I know it won't make sense to anyone but two other people, but sometimes I worry so much about getting hurt by people that I try to push people away before they can hurt me and I did that and I regret it immensely and am working hard to take it all back, but at the same time not really.....sorry!! But I don't want to go thru the whole situation...but I love you guys more than you know, and sometimes I put on a face when I shouldn't.  But honestly, all I really want is for you to never ever ever get hurt. by any guy, girl, friend, "lover," or anybody else....

3. uhhhh cheesy I know, but my career. I want to be successful on my own terms and I think that once I am able to situate myself in the world, settle in to my own little niche, only then will I be able to allow someone else in to share it with me...

Well anyway...........

you really didn't have to read all that, but if you did.....wow....1) you know a lot about me (scary!) and 2) you are wonderful and beautiful (like the song :D )!!! hehehe

love yous and God bless!!!

anners~

15 Little Known Facts About Chuck Norris

1. Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.

2. A man once asked Chuck Norris if his real name is "Charles". Chuck Norris did not respond, he simply stared at him until he exploded.

3. Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother's womb. Shortly thereafter he grew a beard.

4. Chuck Norris built a time machine and went back in time to stop the JFK assassination. As Oswald shot, Chuck met all three bullets with his beard, deflecting them. JFK's head exploded out of sheer amazement.

5. The original theme song to the Transformers was actually "Chuck Norris--more than meets the eye, Chuck Norris--robot in disguise," and starred Chuck Norris as a Texas Ranger who defended the earth from drug-dealing Decepticons and could turn into a pick-up. This was far too much awesome for a single show, however, so it was divided.

6. Chuck Norris was the fourth Wiseman. He brought baby Jesus the gift of "beard". Jesus wore it proudly to his dying day. The other Wisemen, jealous of Jesus' obvious gift favoritism, used their combined influence to have Chuck omitted from the Bible. Shortly after all three died of roundhouse kick related deaths.

7. Chuck Norris once shot a German plane down with his finger, by yelling, "Bang!"

8. When Chuck Norris plays Oregon Trail his family does not die from cholera or dysentery, but rather roundhouse kicks to the face. He also requires no wagon, since he carries the oxen, axels, and buffalo meat on his back. He always makes it to Oregon before you.

9. Chuck Norris can make a woman climax by simply pointing at her and saying "booya".

10. Before each filming of Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris is injected with five times the lethal dose of elephant tranquilzer. This is, of course, to limit his strength and mobility, in an attempt to lower the fatality rate of the actors he fights.

11. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.

12. When Chuck Norris's wife burned the turkey one Thanksgiving, Chuck said, "Don't worry about it honey," and went into his backyard. He came back five minutes later with a live turkey, ate it whole, and when he threw it up a few seconds later it was fully cooked and came with cranberry sauce. When his wife asked him how he had done it, he gave her a roundhouse kick to the face and said, "Never question Chuck Norris."

13. Chuck Norris took my virginity, and he will sure as hell take yours. If you're thinking to yourself, "That's impossible, I already lost my virginity.", then you are dead wrong.

14. Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.

15. Chuck Norris once tried to sue Burger King after they refused to put razor wire in his Whopper Jr., insisting that that actually is "his" way.

Currently Reading Warriors Don't Cry : Searing Memoir of Battle to Integrate Little Rock By Melba Patillo Beals see related

Hello Folks!

It's been quite a while!

I have to say that I am actually glad that school is back in...I know weird right? But honestly, I have always loved school and some things just never change.  But freak! I have classes with the coolest of cool people, which makes things just even better! I think (or am thinking right now) that I might have discovered that I want to be an orthodontist...but who knows...that could change tomorrow at the rate that I am going :).  Maybe I will want to be a dietition or a nutritionist tomorrow...? Anyway, I LOVE my classes.  I have Organic Chem, Micro, Evolution, History, and this Leadership class thingy which I have to take so that I can be an orientation leader...but I love it because basically the whole class is a bunch of my friends and I being allowed to be loud, obnoxious, and crazy, and getting graded on our wackiness.  So far, I have been told, I have an A+. lol!

Yesterday I met my future husband....Okay...not so much met as ran into each other at Wal Mart like three times, talked for about 1 minute, and walked away...but wow..it was love at first sight...it was AMAZING lol

Break did wonders for my will, man! I was feeling a bit down last semester....bogged down with personal sheeot, but now I have to say that having a break from everything, getting to hang out with my family and my closest friends and stuff...it really was awesome! I feel refreshed and ready to focus on MY goals and stuff...not other stuff that is quite unimportant in the present scheme of things. Well anyway, I am ardently happy :). Just to let you all know!

I hope that all is well with everyone who reads this crazy creation! Love lots~

Currently Reading Memoirs of a Geisha: A Novel (Vintage Contemporaries) By Arthur Golden see related

Hello! Its been a while :D

<3

yes I am still reading that book...I am a slow reader...shhh I CAN'T READ!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I just experienced a true miracle and awakening! I expected to get, for my grades, As, 2 Bs, and 1 C, which is not good for me b/c I really want to maintain a 4.0...but I didn't want to check my grades b/c I was like, well...I didn't do my best.  I was distracted almost all semester by things that I don't know, I don't normally worry about.  Anyway, I checked my grades today and I got all As!!! I CANNOT believe it...it may sound so dumb, but I cried! I honestly calculated them right after semester and saw that it was impossible to get all As, and that is why I waited so long to check...but I did! It really woke me up and it made me recognize my goals again...I am going toput my grades first, again...I let go of that last semester, but I think I needed that as a wake up call...anyway...sorry I keep going on, but it was just something I couldn't believe...I am just so happy, surprised, and thankful!!!

For xmas I got an ipod (yay) and a digital camera (double yay!)! I was excited!

My cousin, sister, and I discovered a very fun thing: We had a Windex fight...yes we clean all the time, so we wanted to try something new, and so we just sprayed each other in a huge Windex (its what you clean windows with) fight...fun fun

well anyway! I am sorry that I am boring!! Love you all anyway don't be a player hater...even if I am not a player?? I don't know I give up!

Love always~

If you want to hear the best song ever, you should hear the song "Catch My Disease" by Ben Lee....it is the cutest and makes me smile so hugely...(It is also the song on my site...I hope that you can hear it)! Or just listen to the "Just Friends" soundtrack...good songs:)