SO I USED TO LOVE THIS GUY ...

.... but he's completely trying to ruin my life ...

BOYS SUCK AND SHOULD ALL DIE!!!!

except the cute ones.

and the sweet ones. 

BUT THE STUPID ONES SHOULD DIE!!!

lmfao.

okay, just thought i'd write a new entry because i have nothing better to do...i have been in and out of confusion the last couple weeks...i hate confusion and drama....but yeah...it seems to follow me wherever i go...i fell back into the trap known as justin, but i'm over it again...kinda....and i don't know what to do...because i really still wanna be friends with him, but i can't keep doing this shit every couple of months....advice?

and there's this guy down the street...FWB...lol those weren't initials of his name, so you probably shouldn't try to fit any names in there.  FWB stands for "Friend with Benefits" if you didn't figure it out...but it's not the same as it used to be with "The Trap" because i don't have strong feelings for this guy....like, he's hot and a really nice guy, but i can't bring myself to say that i LIKE him, like him...he's just a really fun guy...who really knows how to kiss....lol

But yeah...and Franzie is gone for about 3 weeks now...that's weird, because i really got used to having a sister...and i miss her....

but yeah...and there's not much more i have to say, so i'ma go...leave me comments you fuckers....no one loves me enough anymore

yeah, i'm a myspace whore now...

myspace.com/smmbtterfly8

comment me there, fellow myspace whores...

i suppose that i should tell everyone that cares that there's some real shit goin on....i odn't really want to post it, but if you guys that don't already know want to, give me a call...even if you already know, give me a call...i may be selfish, but i need to know that there's support out there for me...i wanna be there for her so much, but she's not even really there for me to be there for her...if that makes any sense...what i think i'm trying to say is that she 's there physically but not really mentally...and that hurts to see...i just hope she wakes up and is herself again..but i don' know....i feel really bad, b/c i've been praying for her to come home, and now she will...but she had to get hurt for it to happen....i don't know what to do, or think, or say...i just hope she will wake up soon...but then i don't cause then she will find out more awful truth and i dont' know if she'll be able to handle it...no matter how much of a fighter she is...

now that you all are privy to my most secret thoughts this week, give me a call to find out details and i'll be waiting....