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Name: Liz
Birthday: 2/19/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Shopping, music, playing flute, good tv, good movies, good books, art, guys, and other good stuff. After all, I'm a fairly interesting person.
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| Wow... so I just found my xanga that I haven't looked at in like over a year. Lol, I forgot about it. So I looked back on what I wrote and I can't believe I wrote it. Well, I remember it now, but wow I'm so different now, and when I look back at that I feel sort of pathetic. As in wow I was weird then. It's amazing how much can change in a year. Like 2 days ago was my 10 month anniversary (a weird one to remember I know), and when I wrote all that stuff I know I wouldn't have even dreamed that I would be with such a great guy for so long. I didn't even know the guy, but he is one of the best things to ever happen to me. I love you Kevin! (Not like you even know this exisits) Anyway I don't even think anyone I'm friends with really does xanga anymore. I do myspace if you care (which you probably don't because those who do have myspaces already). So I don't know if anyone will read this, because like I said, myspace is what we all do. And I hate these colors. But don't feel like changing them, because I'm not really doing this anymore, except for now really. | | |
| Ok so I got my permit today!!! Well, technically yeaterday since it's
after midnight, but you know what I mean hopefuly. Feel free to make
your jokes about me driving here. But ok, now it's time to stop. So
yeah, driving is exciting. Well, having your permit is really only
exciting becaue you're preparing for your licence, which is the big
thing because then you can just go when you want to. I think I need to
invest in some fuzzy dice now.
So, tonight I was going to see "Finding Neverland", not my choice by
the way, but it looks good, and Johnny Depp is in it, which I like, but
the movie wasn't playing at AMC or united Artists, so we just went to
Abby's for a while.
Anyway, it's almost Thanksgiving! I love Thanksgiving. Well, I like
just the holiday concept in general, because theirs decorations, which
are exciting, the prepairing stuff, which puts people in a festive
mood, and they just seem to make people genuinely happier. That all
sounds like a bunch of crap, but I really do like holidays because of
that.
So, I've been thinking about what to do for my birthday. It's not till
February, but I figuered I might as well start thinking about it now.
Like, I don't know if I want to do a special thing woth just my closest
friends or do a big thing. i didn't do anything last year, and then in
8th grade I had a semi-big party. Well, that was an interesting night.
Anyway, I know your 16th birthday is supposed to be like this big deal,
but I don't know if I want to do a whole big thing, cuz I don't know
what I'd do really. Like you really care about this. Well, you might,
but probably not. So I'll talk about something you might accually care
about.
Ok, so here's a thought I just had. Now you can correct my if I'm
wrong, because I don't accually do drugs, but I was wondering why
people smoke regular ciggarettes as opposed to like, say, weed. Cuz
weed, although still kind of icky, will get you high. Cigarettes, the
regular kind, won't get you high, and are extra icky. Now, maybe
regular ciggarettes will get you high, I've never tried them, so
correct me if I'm wrong. And They won't get you as high as weed. I
guess. As I said, I've never done them. Wow, I must be boring. Yeah, I
probably am. And another thing, people waste a lot of money on
cigarettes. Like, all that money could be put into buying something
important, like really great shoes! I would much rather have great
shoes then be all icky with the whole ciggarette thing. But hey, that's
just my choice. If people want to smoke, they can. They know what their
getting into, it's not like we're not warned of the dangers all the
time. I would just like to be healthy with great shoes,
and other people can coose to not be. Now, people who smoke can still
have great shoes, like Carrie on "Sex and the City", which is a great
show by the way, but I'm just using the whole smoking-shoe thing to
make a point.
Speaking of shoes, I think I need to go buy more shoes. there were
these really cute tweedy shoes I saw at Hects a while ago, and I want to
get them. But, I have a lot of stuff I need to but, and not a lot of
money. And when I say I need to buy something, I usually don't accually
need it, like I must have it for a specific thing, but I need to to
satisfy my shopping needs. But I do accually need to start thinking
about Christmas presents. I can think of 6 non-family people I need to
buy presents for as of now. And that might be all. But I need to think
about what I'm getting them.
Oh crap, I need to sell my feild hockey wreaths. Ok, so for the feild
hockey team we're selling wreaths for our fund-raiser. the money goes
tword team bags and a score board. I could live without the bags, but I
do want a score board. What's worse is that if we don't sell at leats 6
things, we don't get o pick our number or get to have a team bag, or so
the coaches say. now, there are severeal things wrong with this whole
wreath selling thing. They are: 1. Wreaths are really big, and when we
get the wreaths it hard for us to carry and deliver them. 2. Their
expensive! The cheapest thing is $22.00! For a fucking wreath! 3. We're
selling wreaths! WREATHS! Just wreaths are a bad fund-raiser in
general. 4. I don't like fund-raisers like this in the first place. I
think if they want us to do something together as a team, that's fine.
Like have a bake-sale, or sell pizza after school, or do a car-wash or
something, fine. I'll do that. That's like a team thing that you can go
and participate in and show your deticated to the team without all this
must sell a certain amount of stuff pressure. And the asking people,
that's just horrible! Like, I'm compleatelty open to a
bake-sale/pizza/car-wash thing. With that kind of fund-raisre, you tell
people, and if it's reasonable and at the right time, people will come,
and I'll be glad to offer my servaces to be there to help with selling
the stuff tom people if the people show up there and want to buy
something. But, I'm not a fucking sales girl! I'm so against this type
of fund-raiser. It's not right to ask kids to go out and sell stuff and
then come back with orders.I think fund-raisers should be a group
effort, and something that the group does together. or we could do some
sort of prostitution fund-raiser! Well, maybe not. but that would be
funny. But I don't really have a choice, so I guess I have to do this
one. Anyone wanna buy a wreath?
Wow, how sad is this, I'm sitting here on Friday night doing a xanga
entry. Well, no one was allowed to do anything, and my plans kind of
changed at the last minute. And I had to leave Amelia's at 10:30.
I'm like the only person I know that writes xanga entries like this.
people usually just do short ones about their day. I write long ones
about lots of stuff that I find important. But, I also don't write as
much as other people. So, my xanga is just the same for a while, untill
I get hit with another great writing burst of energy, so then youi are
granted the privelage of reading another great entry. I think this one
was a good entry. overall moderately exciting, and rather interesting.
Maybe you don't thin so, but I do. And what i think means a lot to me.
After all, I do have to deal with my thought's most of the time, so I
better like them, and I better think good ones. Ok, well I haven't
really gotten to read "Lucky" recently, so I think I'm gonna go do
that. Think good thoughts everyone!
-Elisabeth (the now permitted driver!)
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| Found this survey in Ted's xanga. So, since I have nothng better to do
but math homework, which I don't feel like doing, I'm gonna fill it out.
Name: Liz
Nicknames: Lis, Lissies, Z-Beth
sex: female
age:15
place of birth: US
current residence: Maryland
hair color: brown
eye color: grey
height: short
writing hand: right
Body Ills + Skills
do you bite your nails? yes, but I should stop
can you roll your tongue? yes
do you have any habits? nail biting
can you raise one eyebrow at a time? no
colored
hair: does this mean like if you dye your hair? or the color of your
hair? my hair naturally this color, but i have considered dying it.
piercings and where: ears and maybe belly button in the future
do you make your bed daily? most of the time
which shoe goes on first? right
speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at someone? yeah
what jewelry do you where 24/7? different things at different times, nothing currently.
how many cereals are in your cabinet? about 3
what utensils do you use eating pizza? umm hands?
do you cook? easy microwave stuff
how often do you do the dishes? when I'm told 2
how often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day, more if I want extra mintyness
how often do you shower or bathe? once a day
how long do these showers last? 15-20 min
hair drying method: air dry mostly
do you swear? yes all the time
do you mumble to yourself? yeah
do you spit in public? no, eew
person you talk most on the phone with? amelia or heather
what
color is your bedroom? walls are lavender, but most of my stuff is
gold/ blue. sound weird, but it works kinda when u see it.
do you use an alarm clock? yeah, it talks.
name one thing and person you're obsessed with: thing- I guess the tv show "Friends". person- not telling
window seat or aisle: depends where I am and who I'm next to
whats your sleeping position: hmm, I guess.. the featal position.
what kind of bed do you like? comfy ones.
in hot weather do you use a blanket? yes, i can't really sleep with out one.
do you snore? don't think so.
do you sleep walk? don't think so
do you talk in your sleep? yeah, like when people are there and their talking to me mostly. "The deck is not complete!" lol
do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yeah
how about the light on? when I fall asleep with it in accidentally
do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on? radio, never. I can't sleep with it on. tv, about half the time.
When Was The Last Time You
watched bambi? long, long, long time ago. I don't really remember.
talked on the phone? 2day
read a book?the other day
punched someone? dunno
Future
where do you see yourself ten years from now? living in an apartment in NYC
who
are you gonna marry and where? who- don't really know, maybe I haven't
met him yet. where- someplace where I can have a big wedding.
how many kids do you want to have: 2
<>Friends
who are your best friends? u know who u r
what friend do you hang out with the most? heather, amelia
what friend makes you smile the most? heather, amelia, erin
friend that you fight with the most? i don't really have serious fights
with them, but I did get mad at amelia today kind of when she didn't
have a ruler, lol.
one you talk to on the computer the most: hmmm I dunno, meaghan, amelia. I wonder if tasha knows how to work IM yet...?
friend that you miss the most: Katie's in australia, so I guess her.
So, that was fun I guess. Anyway, at dinner my mom was tlkaing about
how I can get my learners permit next month. And... I think I'm scared
to drive. I mean, I want to drive so I can go places, but I not wat to
accually have to drive. I want a chauffer. Than I wouldn't have to
drive, but I would have a way to get wherever. When I can drive, or
have a chauffer, I'll also probably be broke. I'll have access to the
mall, an all those other great stores, and knowing me I'd just go out
and by a whole bunch of stuff and then I'd have no money. But learning
to drive isn't like learning, say, math. With math, which I dont really
like, but anyway when your learning it if you mess up you can just try
harder on you next test. With driving, you mess up, and your next test
could be when you standing at the pearly gates and whoever is there
decises weather you get to enter or go to hell.yeah, driving to me
seems like a lot of pressure. And, I'm not ready to do it. But, my
mom's going to make me. Most kids beg to get their perit, but I can
wait. And I'm not going to get to, because my moms going to make me get
it. I hope I'm not a bad driver, but I don't really know. And a lot of
my wonderful friends who say crap like "Oh I'm going to be so scared
when you get on the road", "I'm never getting in a car with you", "Lis,
I'd never let you drive my car, you'd probably crash", just makes me
feel oh so much better. Yeah really, thanks guys, becaus that helps so
much.
Anyway, something better. I've been thinking, and yes feel free to say
your oh-my-god-liz-was-thinking comment here, about birthday cakes.
Birthday cakes are just so great. Like someones born, and you know that
for years after there will be cake. And when it's someones birthday,
you, or at least me, get all excited to because there's going to be
cake! And this cake time isn't like Thanksgiving foods which happen
once a year. Birthday ckaes happen a lot. Like, there are 6 people in
my house, so that's 6 cakes in my house alone! Plus, all the other
people who have birthday's too, you get cake then as well. It's fucking
awesome! I love birthday cakes!!! And there's so many diffferent kinds.
Like theres ice cream cake, with the crunchys! I love the crunchys! And
theres chocolate cake, and yellow cake, and coconut cake, and just so
many kinds. yeha, birthday cake is great.
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| So, I didn't get to live out my German American day fantasy (read
previous entry), but overall the feild trip was fun. Then yesterday we
had our last feild hockey game. We played Atholton, and lost
(suprise-suprise) 1-0. Not one of our better games, but overall not
bad. Then I had a band sectional after school, and I was so happy we
didn't have a playing quiz! Cuz you all know how good I am at those....
So, homecoming's the wekend after this one. I suppose I'm excited.
Well, I am really excited to go in a limmo! I've only been in one once
before, at my mom's wedding, and that was fun. So, I have my dress
already. Accually, I've had it since the summer. Anyway, you probably
don't care. But I think I'm going to help out with the hallway. I
couldn't really last year because of hockey, but this year I'm going to
try to.
So, I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I don't think anyone really
does. I'm just ready for the weeekend, and this weekend I don't have to
do marching band, which is good. I'm sure the games are probaby really
fun to people notin band, but I hate wearing those uniforms and playing
the music nad marching. This year we have to memorize our music, what
the hell's up with that? It's not like anyone cares, really. People
just want to see the game, no one cares about the fucking marching
band. Well, some people in band probably care, but I don't really that
much. I mean I hope we don't suck, but this whole memorizing our music
shit is really pissing me off. I fail all the playing quizzes, I'm like
the worst one at them. Ok, no more about band, I'm bored thinking about
it.
Can anyone tell me how I put music in here? I read the help thing but I
didn't understand it really. I have the song on my computer that I got
on there from a cd, but I don't know how to set it up to be on here.
How do I do that?
Ok, yeah so this entry wasn't really exciting, but its 11:45 at night and I have nothing better to do.
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| OK, so I have a feild trip for German class to German American day
tomorrow. That's good, cuz then I have no classes. Here's what will
probably happen: I'll get there, listen to the boring opening thing,
then go off to the station I signed up for. I'm doing German folk
dancing... fun. I'll do the dancy thing, get in the lunch line whch
will talk forever to get my food, then go home. No matter what, it's
still better than school. Here's what I'd like to happen: I go to the
opening thing, then go to my station. There I meet an incredibly hot
guy, and we hang out, then we leave and skip lunch and go make out some
where.
That's probably not going to happen. If it did happen, each day of my
life would most likely begin with some catchy opening theme song and
end with some little funny clip as the credits scroll across the other
half of the screen. And I would have real disigner stuff, not the cheap
knock-offs I have now.
And now I see people on tv, like on reality shows and those shows where
people talk about their lives and crap, and I think "I am so much more
interesting!". Now, I know that may sound concieted or whatever, but
that's probably because it is. And, being that this is my xanga, I'm
alowed. I know that I'm kind of a concieted person, but I'd rather say
it then pretend I'm not, at least for now,. because sometimes
pretending your something your not can be fun. Yeah I know about all
that being yourself crap, and it's not like I'm not, but sometimes
pretending can be fun, too.
So, anyway, right now I'm watching the Surreal Life and Ryan Starr is
bitching about how she dosen't want to sing the pop song that one of
the other people wrote for all of them to sing because it's not rock
and it's not her passion and she's having a fit that it's like she's
selling out by not singing rock. What a load of crap. I go to school, I
go to chemistry class and do the work, it's definately not my passion,
I'm kind of against chemistry, but I do it because I have to and it's
not that big of a deal.
And although I like this show, I think I could be much more interesting
if I had my own show. But I don't, so I'm stuck writing here.
So, I don't want to do my homework. Why? Because homework sucks. The
way I see it is like this, most adults have an 8 hour work day. Now, in
those 8 hours, they work hard, they work really hard, and sometimes
they may have to do stuff at home or meet a deadline or work overtime,
but usually after work their done. Some adults, I know, have jobs that
are a lot more demanding but for now I'm going with this theory. Kids,
however, go to school for 6 hours, then come home, and are faced with
bout adn hour and a half of written homework, plus another half hour of
reading or studying. That's 8 hours right there. Then, theirs all this
pressure to do sports and stuff so you have extra curricular crap for
collages. So, that takes another 2 hours out of everyday for practice.
I'm not saying sports aren't fun, because I love playing feild hocky,
but their are days when I feel like shit and don't want to go to
practice but I have to anyway. So, that's 10 hours. Plus for me
constantly cleaning my room, which pisses me off because it
dosen't have to be perfectly clean all the time. So then I think about
all this, and because I've though about all this I start thinking more
about how I hate homework, and so then I procrastinate more, so I
decide I won't do it and then I do it in english the next day. Yeah.
Oh, wait, I get to go on the feild trip so I don't have to do my
homework. yay.
Ok yeah well I guess that's all for now, because it's cold in my room
and I'm ready to go find some warm blanket and eventually go to bed so
I can get ready for the next day of probably not fiding and making out
with a hot guy.
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