The Law of Acting Unlikeable
It's not about being unattractive and unlikeable. It's about ACTING like you are. If you do not give anyone a reason to care or if you rebuff any attempts at "fixing" you and you are not truly being unlikeable, then you're on the right track. It's a lot easier to deal with than having a mixed result by being kind. i never really thought about it, but sometimes i really do put on a face to be nice. And why do i have to do that ever? So, now i'm doing the opposite. i'm pretending to be a jerk.
Although.... it's one thing to being viewed as unliked and another thing to be viewed as unstable. It's a fine line to be walking, and it all depends on your audience. Anyway, it's a lot easier to be tired and annoyed and frustrated with life, because at least that's a reasonable response. Heck, that's what i expect of others given a similar situation, so why do i have to act like i'm above them by thinking that life is great all the time? i'm normal, right? i have normal reactions to normal stimuli, so this should be normal, damn it.
Yeah, so it's weird. Since i'm typically rather positive and i don't respond well to negativity when i'm in a positive mood, whenever i even seem a little down... people automatically act like there's some kind of crisis.
Yeah, so i usually chicken out after a while and act like it was just a flux. NEVER AGAIN! i'm sticking by my guns. For better or for worse, i guess.
It all basically gets down to this. i'm tired. i don't want to deal with it, and the easiest way is to make them, if not a willing participant, not want to play with me. People don't like mopers, but will try to cheer them up for a while. People REALLY don't like sucky people who suck to hang out with and avoid them like the plague. Of course not everyone will have to see the act, and that's great.. but some people will have no choice because they'll be around certain targets. It's unfortunate, but a natural consequence.
Anyway, it's not like i'm going to start kicking cats and vandalizing public property. i'm just making the choice for people without them realizing it.
The beauty of the whole thing is that it's a guiltless plan. Like why would they feel bad about not talking to a guy who's being a total lamer for no reason? They shouldn't. Beautiful! So, there's no guilt on their part to keep them from moving on. Marvel in the splendor that is my wonderful plan.
It's really a wonderful thing that works out best for everyone. As long as i don't truly feel as bad as i act like i'm feeling. i suck at explaining, but maybe the point got across?
