You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep when you love someone/ feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone/ if you feel that strong/ can't you see that, one/ let me be your.../ [chorus] someone to hold you tight/ someone to make you feel alright/ every day and night/ I wish I was your someone/ someone to hold you when you're weak/ someone to make you feel complete/ every day and night/ I wish I was your someone// don't you know, I will go, if you show that I can break through/ feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone/ if you feel that strong/ can't you see that you're the one/ let me be your...// [chorus] // and I hold you tight/ you're still on my mind, I can't stand to live without you/ and I can't forget you/ wherever you are, you're still on my mind// [chorus] // someone to hold you tight/ someone to make you feel alright/ every day and night/ I wish I was your someone...
The past week or so has probably been the best for me since the break-up. I had two amazing, for the sake of being on the Internet, we'll call them "phone conversations". Three if you include last night...but I wouldn't...we just timed each other... I got to see Becki. She said she'd call me on Saturday, but she never did...that made me sad... And other things...
Not much to say. We're watching Fun with Dick and Jane we're on break right now, but we should be getting back to it soon. Maybe I'll add more later. Love ya all!
Being dumped for something you don't know, and because the person you love is in fact in love with someone she'll never get, and you have to watch her fall for a straight girl and get herself hurt...
I honestly don't want her hurt... I do, after all, love her...
She was an ass to me today though... I was walking with her to go say goodbye to her infatuation, and she turned to me and said, "I wasn't really going to take you with me..." That was a good punch in the face...
I'm stuck in the awkward I'm-single-but-I-don't-remember-how-to-be stage... I haven't thought of any other potential lovers, I was fully content where I was...
And now...she wants to talk to me... About "us"... And honestly, I'm thinking that this is just the beginning of my mourning...
...Tiffany, my girlfriend of half a year, broke up with me...
And hell, I've never cried so hard in my life...
But something helped me through it... I remembered all of the good times that we had...and suddenly I wasn't so sad... Of course, I was broken...I still felt like I lost someone I had cared immensely about, someone I'd give my life for...but I'm not really losing her...we're to remain best friends...we promised...
But remembering everything that we'd been through...I realized that I don't regret it... Sure, it would've saved me the heartache if I was never with her, but...then none of those memories would exist...
Maybe one day I'll post the one's I remembered last night...
