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Monday, June 26, 2006

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 03:02:29 GMT

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 13:23:33 GMT

You can't eat, you can't sleep, you can weep when you love someone/ feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone/ if you feel that strong/ can't you see that, one/ let me be your.../ [chorus] someone to hold you tight/ someone to make you feel alright/ every day and night/ I wish I was your someone/ someone to hold you when you're weak/ someone to make you feel complete/ every day and night/ I wish I was your someone// don't you know, I will go, if you show that I can break through/ feels extreme when you dream, and you scream when you love someone/ if you feel that strong/ can't you see that you're the one/ let me be your...// [chorus] // and I hold you tight/ you're still on my mind, I can't stand to live without you/ and I can't forget you/ wherever you are, you're still on my mind// [chorus] // someone to hold you tight/ someone to make you feel alright/ every day and night/ I wish I was your someone...

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 16:33:52 GMT

Happy Easter, all.

The past week or so has probably been the best for me since the break-up. I had two amazing, for the sake of being on the Internet, we'll call them "phone conversations". Three if you include last night...but I wouldn't...we just timed each other... I got to see Becki. She said she'd call me on Saturday, but she never did...that made me sad... And other things...

Not much to say. We're watching Fun with Dick and Jane we're on break right now, but we should be getting back to it soon. Maybe I'll add more later. Love ya all!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 00:30:37 GMT

You know what sucks worse than being dumped?

Being dumped for something you don't know, and because the person you love is in fact in love with someone she'll never get, and you have to watch her fall for a straight girl and get herself hurt...

I honestly don't want her hurt... I do, after all, love her...

She was an ass to me today though... I was walking with her to go say goodbye to her infatuation, and she turned to me and said, "I wasn't really going to take you with me..." That was a good punch in the face...

I'm stuck in the awkward I'm-single-but-I-don't-remember-how-to-be stage... I haven't thought of any other potential lovers, I was fully content where I was...

And now...she wants to talk to me... About "us"... And honestly, I'm thinking that this is just the beginning of my mourning...

Wish me luck, my dear friends...

~Grim

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 22:43:26 GMT

Last night it became official...

...Tiffany, my girlfriend of half a year, broke up with me...

And hell, I've never cried so hard in my life...

But something helped me through it... I remembered all of the good times that we had...and suddenly I wasn't so sad... Of course, I was broken...I still felt like I lost someone I had cared immensely about, someone I'd give my life for...but I'm not really losing her...we're to remain best friends...we promised...

But remembering everything that we'd been through...I realized that I don't regret it... Sure, it would've saved me the heartache if I was never with her, but...then none of those memories would exist...

Maybe one day I'll post the one's I remembered last night...

~ Grim

HehHeh...Sorry, Guys....

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 00:13:12 GMT

Haven't updated in--what?--six years? Well, let's try to fix that... What's going on in my pathetically boring life...

Well, I found out Friday, six months and a week after my girlfriend and I got together, that she may be breaking up with me... Right now, I'm basically at the throw-me-out-of-the-window-of-the-fortieth-story stage of life... And then THAT falls and hits me smack dab in the ass...

My friend over here is in love with a stripper... (Love ya, too, Bri...)

Sorry, Pat... Your girl's half-deaf now... (This was not my doing...she blew her own eardrum...)

Hey, Skip, if you ever look at these, I love ya, babe... Whatever your decision is--to leave me or to stay--I hope you're happy...

This might be a good time to say to Jessica that I did reconsider that 'list'. I'll give it to you on Monday, fully ready to execute. Love you for this, honey.

Anyway, I think that's enough for now. I say something whenever I can get back on, but fair warning, I'm grounded. See ya all!

~Grim

Friday, December 09, 2005

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 19:53:29 GMT

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