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yes, i love you too!

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 11:54:56 GMT

according to them, i have a fetish for bus drivers! okay, maybe only those in serangoon. haha!

today was such a fun day! had a crazy time laughing and being simply crazy!

now to get ready for social science camp tomorrow! hope the freshies will be alright!

p/s: my dad is doing fine. he feels groggy but everything seems to be alright! thank god and thank you for your prayers!

paranoia!

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 12:10:51 GMT

yes, i went into a paranoid mode yesterday. well i couldn't help it. i was alone at home, in the middle of the night, when my mom told me that my dad was in the hospital. you have no idea how that freaked me out especially ever since the death of aunty nancy. her death has taught me one thing, anything can happen anytime. i knew about my dad condition while i was having a pre-camp dinner with my social science group but my mom made it sound like he was alright so i didn't give much thought into it. it was only when i got home that i realise how bad his condition was and that was when i became paranoid. all sort of thoughts went into my head and i knew i needed something or someone to distract me. so i went online looking for people to talk to and i began talking to harveen and alvin. im sooo glad i talked to them because they definitely help me calm myself down! i was freaking out okay?

anyway, if you're wondering what happened to my dad, well, he got attacked and stung by a swarm of hornets. somehow i knew he was going to be fine but like i said, ever since aunty nancy's death, one has to expect the unexpected. god, i should stop talking about this! HAPPY THOUGHTS PEOPLE!

okay crap. now i need to know how to get to serangoon. why do all the activities has to be at places other than the north?!? transportation cost is so expensive these days!

this may sound random but should one feel guilty if one feels happy in such an sad occassion?

IM TIRED OKAY?

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 07:27:51 GMT

im having a really bad headache! even after popping 2 panadols! i don't believe it. how can panadols not work?!? grrr...

anyway, i was so damn pissed this morning! i was waiting for the bus at woodlands interchange and i was early cause i thought i shouldn't be late when meeting my freshies. but whatdyaknow! the freaking bus driver took his bloody own sweet time and was 15 mins late! i thought it was fine until that bus driver drove so freaking slow that even a person cycling could overtake him! he's a freaking moron i tell you! i swear to god he probably holds the world record for being the slowest driver EVER!

oh man. i think im just tired. my whole july is so packed with activities! well at least im having fun! tired but fun!

i've got another training tomorrow! i better not get the same driver!

anyway, khalisah, mag and her family went to my farm about 2 weeks ago! so exciting!

us at my farm!

in the car taking photos because of the jam! hey, we shouldn't waste time doing nothing right? =D

ho ho no comments!

hahaha go ask khalisah and mag what they're doing in this photo! so unglam!

hopefully we can have another road trip! this time round, all the girls must go hor!

goodbye

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 11:17:24 GMT

to think a soul so near divine,
within a form so angel fair,
united to a heart like thine,
has gladdened once our humble sphere

- anne bronte

goodbye aunty nancy. you will always be remembered in our memories.

everything seems to be going like a whirlwind for me. or is it just me?

god, i still don't believe it.

well bless your soul

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 03:49:56 GMT

i think im becoming more antisocial. i just can't be bothered to mingle around with people and make introductions. i guess i've mellowed down a bit. or a lot for that matter. hah, perhaps im going through a phase. ho ho.

anyway, we had a surprise birthday celebration for ruzaina and sharhana at minds cafe! this time round, i ordered cupcakes for them because after making cupcakes for mitchell's birthday, i realised that it was a hassle and im definitely sure the cupcakes didn't taste that fantastic (oops!). the only hassle of ordering the cupcakes was that i had to go all the way to tampines to collect them. thank god maisarah accompanied me or i would have been lost trying to find the person's place!

im too lazy to post all the photos so i made a collage instead. =)

the wrss girls. man, its been ages since i saw them! well, except for khalisah and maisarah of course.

haha, self-explantory don't you think? and for some reason, maisarah loves smelling my hair.

happy belated birthday zai & shar!

i've got soul but im not a soldier!

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 09:41:05 GMT

i had a fantastic holiday!!!

i never knew going on a holiday with your family could be so fun and exciting! especially the part where you don't have to spend your own money since your parents are the ones paying for all your expenses. yeahhhh, pretty great hur? we actually went to terengganu and i just love that place! we even had our own private tour guide and he brought us to a lot of places! all thanks to my dad's bestfriend who i must tell you is so freaking rich in social capital. haha!

then right after the terengganu trip, there was this supermom competition which my mom joined and guess what? my mom won! im so proud of her! she won like tons of stuff including a trip to batam for the spa package or something. yay! i definitely think my mom deserved to win!

i've been pretty busy lately and i just wish the holidays doesn't end! oh right, like thats gonna happen. anyway, my sis is in UK now and she got to fly in business class! how i envy her! hope she'll buy lots of stuff. haha!

oh well, here are some photos taken during the competition!

the whole family performed but since my brother couldn't make it, my cousin substituted him instead. thanks hani!

i decided to write my script on a piece of paper. i was nervous!

played with the balloons while waiting backstage.

no idea what my younger brother was doing.

my sibilings!

okay, gonna go and watch some tv!

reading is awesome!

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 01:50:48 GMT

"its why men insist on meeting your mother before they get serious - it's a sneak preview."

haha, hilarious!

sheesh! i can't believe the gazillion (and one) things i have to do over the holidays! gah, why do i always end up forcing myself to do things that i don't wanna do? wait, is it just me or do i sound like i don't even have a frigging control over my life? oh god, i should just stop. oh by the way, i think im showing early signs of OCD (or so my friends tell me) haha, i have no idea why i just said that.

anyway, i was looking through my folders until i stumbled upon this...

hahaha, the unglam side of khalisah! (sorry dude, just had to post it up!) man, miss those times!

take him away!

Fri, 30 May 2008 07:34:17 GMT

yup, im currently playing final fantasy 7: crisis core!

i just loooovvee the CGI animation scenes. completely stunning i tell you! my brother was the one who asked if i wanted to play the game since he's the one with the psp. so right now, im hooked on the game but i can only play it at night since thats the time my brother comes back home. nah, it doesn't bother me cause i've still got phoenix wright: trials and tribulations to play on my nds. im at the last episode and im trying my best to avoid looking at the cheats cause im stuck!

anyway, i find zack pretty funny! too bad vincent valentine doesn't appear in this game although he does sort of make a teenny wennny small appearance. haha, okay, i think only those who play the game will understand what i mean.

ohmygoodness. training tomorrow at east coast park. why does it have to be so far away? shit, i have no idea what bus i have to take!

the BEST days of my life

Thu, 22 May 2008 23:36:23 GMT

i was going up the escalator at dhoby ghaut mrt station when a woman in front of me turned and asked,

"err...how do i get to sing...err...singapore?"

yeah, you can imagine me going, what the hell is she talking about? i was on the verge of telling her, "eh hello aunty, WE ARE in singapore." thank god i wasn't in any bad mood or anything so i asked her what she actually meant. turns out, she actually meant plaza singapura.

then on my way home, i decided to stop at admiralty cause i intended to take a bus there. the thing was, i couldn't get out of the mrt station cause the door refused to open despite the number of times i've tapped my ez-link card. this time round, i was feeling a lil bit frustrated cause i was extremely exhausted and i just wanted to go home. so i approached the ticket counter and passed them my ez-link card. the person then told me that my ez-link card had no value in it. well, it didn't make any sense cause i had just topped up my card at dhoby ghaut so i kinda told the person off in a, well, in a very agitated manner. i gave him a very pissed off look as well cause i had to fork out another ten dollars to top up my card. once everything was settled i grumbled my way to the bus station and when i opened my wallet, you wouldn't believe what happened...

i had two freaking ez-link cards. i had actually used the wrong ez-link card to get out of the mrt station!

sigh.

ho ho!

Fri, 16 May 2008 01:19:41 GMT

in my opinion,

the best feeling ever: proved the person who told you that you couldn't do it, wrong. hah, in your face!

the worst feeling ever: you work so freaking hard only to realise in the end that its not hard enough. it just sucks to the core.

anyway i found this on some website.

the words are moving rrriiigghhhht???? are they really moving??? oh god, tell me people!