Spent the weekend with Vanessa... had soooo much 4un  still nothing great happend!!!

i sooo want 2 tell Daniel that i like him but how well ttyl!

nothing great going on..still confused..im spending the night at vanessas house 2morrow..that-at least- should be fun... i really dont know why i feel this way...oh well sooner or later i'll have 2 get over itor at least pretend 2.....ive spent alot of tyme on my other site XxBeAuTiFuL_BoLdxX..im gonna delete the jailbait one... more later

love ya!

Ive been musing latley. a LOT.its as if i feel so knowlegeable and sophistocated and aware - like i learned so much in these last 8 months yet im the most befuddled ignorant doofus - ive been threw so much but i came out in a daze going "huh?" "wha?" "where am i?" basicxly heres how it all stacks up.

WHAT I DONT KNOW::  

* i dont know what makes people tick.what makes them do the things they do.  * i dont know why i do the things i do eather.* i have no idea what  is.sometimes i feel like im out with a jar, in a field full of love faries , but the jar has no lid so whenever i think ive got  it escapes. love eludes me.But it dosent fly away exactly..it flies into my mouth so its inside me but i dont know what it is..* i dont know if daniel likes me-if i even want him 2 like me..* i dont know whats wrong with me

WHAT I DO KNOW::

~ i know im a writer ~ i know that i DO get daniel s attention ..SOMETIMES ~ i know my throat jumps into my mouth whenever im arund him.~ i know taht evel exists. itb stole my virginity than got thrown in jail.(hence the nickname jailbait) ~ i know ive fallen in  before and its NOT just an excuse to get hurt although it seems that way sometimes.~ i know rejection sucks.

i made a new site xXxjail_baitxXx for icons and quotes .. check it out! PLEASE!!!