| | Ohs Nos: Identity Crisis Alert?Who am I?
haha... is it too early in my life to be asking that question?
It's a little open-ended, but... it opens up a world of self-analysis, introspection and, honestly, fear. It's not the proverbial "mid-mid-life crisis", but I feel like the helplessness I feel of being... helpless has gotten a hold of me. Furthermore, the worst part about it is that the helplessness I feel is seemingly losing the ability to truly feel like I have surrendered my life to God.
Concurrently I have a strange feeling of truly knowing my everyday purpose... it's weird, to have a relaxedness on a micro level -- where I really feel like God dictates my (seemingly menial) actions of "love", but in the macrocosm of my life maybe I'm too ignorant to garner a legitimate assessment.
It's kind of a scary thing. It's confidence and fear at the same time. I think essentially, I just want to love. Is that too much to ask, God?
Who are you?
I'm the enchanted wizard of rhythm.
Why did you come here?
I came here to tell you of the rhythms of the universe...
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I'm not high.
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No, really.
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| | Posted 8/13/2007 1:56 AM - 13 views - 0 comments
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