xanga is lonely, so just for kicks, here's a new post

oh man. long time no write. well i guess i just don't have much time for this now that my life consists of school, track, more track, and oh yeah more track. oh well.

anyway my half birthday is..TOMORROW!

16.5 BABY.

i turn 18 next year. CRAZY huh?

so yeah, it's pretty much over. & this pretty much sucks.. BUT it's okay. i mean i kind of wish there was some other way, but sometimes everything just happens at the wrong time and you just have to deal with it and move on. life's funny that way...oh well. smile right : )

on a brighter note, guess who got her license yesterday? oh yeah, that's right - me! : )

adios

tomorrow is going to be an extremely nerve wrecking day...

Pray for me!

<3 Vanessa

sooo why am i up this early on the computer? because i just got up & ready to go to church this morning and then i come downstairs and my mother tells me we are not going this morning. well that was a waste of a good morning to sleep in..oh well.

so i spent the night at the lovely Tara's last night with Sarah and Lauren R. was there for a bit but she couldn't spend the night because she had COUNTY YESTERDAY WOOT WOOT! : ) yay! but yeah we had some good heart to heart talking and eating junk food all night long. i'm glad i have them because with all of you people leaving Shiloh, me, tara, sarah, and lauren will STILL be here having a blast when we graduate in 08 lol : ) and then sarah left in the morning for theatre and me and tara watched this korean film that was really good & it had the asian chick from Lost in it so i thought that was pretty cool..

but yeah, i've come to the realization that life is completely complicated and confusing at all the wrong times...blah. i'm having quite a hard time with myself over some things that i just don't know what to do about. sometimes i think i'm simply overreacting and sometimes i think that i have all the reason in the world and the only reason i haven't done anything about it by now is because i'm scared to. : / i guess i'm just going to have to wait & see what happens...

 Brooke's par-tay tonight. it should be interestinggg : )

<3 te amo mucho!

[soo i got a little icon-happy..hey it's been awhile!]