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Name: ESS
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 7/14/1986
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| Alright so I don't know if anyone still has me on this subscription list but here's the deal. Some fucker got in my xanga & commented a great number of people on my xanga saying " bitch " it wasn't me obviously bkoz I've been at work the whole fuckin day. I can't even get into my own xanga bkzo that fucker changed my pw & email. Sorry guys for the misunderstanding it wasn't me tho.
to the fucker though did that shit .. you ignorant ass sonuvabitch. don't have anyhting else better to do than comment people on my list? grow the fuck up. | | |
| wtf happend to all my entries & my layout that MARiANNE made me? oOo if it DOESNT come back somehow i'm done with xanga. if someone hacked in my xanga -- you are DEFINITELY NOT one cool ass fcuker!
RAWR I GOT MY ENTRIES BACK .. but the eprops are gone. PPL delete old entries cuz itll delete your RECENT ones because there isnt enough memory! | | |
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NEW TRACK PLAYiNG: "because of you" by 98 degrees
» G0iN 0UT T0 MY H0NEY 
oOps guys i put "2oo3" instead of 2oo4" wow... sOrry guys! i'll change it later.. thanks maggie for pOintin it out >P
" when i first saw you i already knew - there was something inside of you - something i thought that i would never find - angel of mine " thank you baby for everything. you're the reason why i smile everyday just knowing were together. happy anniversary to the rest of the couples out there! ya'll know who you are. 
from miss tynroc -- thanks babygirl! 1433
who killed tyn: to JUSTjane .. happy 4 month anniversary .. yall seriously make me sick with how cute yall fkcn are .. i wish you many more months & days spent together .. just, please continue to make her happy because i have never seen her this cheesie before .. & to jane, you deserve ta be happy mama =) .. be gOod & yall got all my love .. always, tyn
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| &^EDiT: NEW LAY0UT !
TiTLE: " baby, just me and you - nothing else matters ... "
THEME: EVERLASTiNG MEM0RiES
C0L0RS : TEAL, 0RANGE, BLACK & WHiTE
T00LS : PS7, RAND0M SWEETHEARTS iMAGES & MY BRAiNS
i know you`re all wondering "where`s Sjane / Ess Jae™ ?"
she`s still alive heh but i`m just updating this for her, not bkoz
she asked me to but bkoz i GUARANTEED her a layout as a
monthsary present for her and Justin. i`m actually a week and 2
days late, but it`s better to be late than never right ?
to the curious folks, Aloha ! i`m Marianne, an older sister figure to Sarah Jane.
i`m responsible for the nickname Ess Jae™ with the trademark, of course.
i`m her half-naked `teh BTF™ captain [( `lafz )]
`ding Ess Jae™ & brother in-law Jusface, hope you two like this. i know
it ain`t much, but uhm yeah ;x `ding you need to resize the pictures you
posted here bkoz it`s err messin` up the "supposed" format. you wanted
simple, well you got it ;] sorry it took me s0o fuckin` long and you know why . . .
hope you`re enjoying/enjoyed your stay up north [( kali )] Justin. i told yo wifey
to come along with you so i can have a brick throwin` session with her even if
it takes 6-8 hours driving or less than that. time to end this. i know y`all are getting
sick of me already. takares & peaceasy. `mwuahugz™
MARiANNE ANGELA ×o×o
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A short letter for Kaikaina Kala Kini and Kaiko`eke Lukenini . . .
Another 30 days have passed … 30 days of loving, caring and missing each other. 30 days of stressing and frustrations, but the simple thought of each other and hearing each others` voice on the phone simply erases the frowns and the “arghs !” the inability to see each other daily or even more than twice or thrice is something difficult, yet knowing that there`s love between you two brings that confidence and comfort. There`s the negativities and the cons, but your love for each other surpasses them all. It`s great to see people, esp. couples like you two get through things as one. Sharing each others` joy, sorrow, happiness and even problems. It makes me miss having someone in my life, but that`s beside the point hah.
To my Kaiko`eke Justin, I know that I don`t need to tell you to take care of my little sister and love her faithfully because you`ve done and you`re still doing those things; but a reminder wouldn`t hurt right ? I want to thank you for keeping her sane, esp at times that she doesn`t know what to do. Comforting her at times that she`s down and feeling uneasy. Filling that void and giving her more than enough. Do me a favor though, PLEASE tame that female because she loves to torture me ! She said that I can`t meet you yet, unless I finish her layout here at xanga.
To my Kaikaina, you`re blessed and don`t ever take that for granted. Having a loving family, great friends and a wonderful Jusface. Like I said, you need to be tamed because you always torture me with things that … nevermind. You know what i`m talking about already. `lafz Even though you`re such a meanie, I still big red heart you™. Throughout the little time that i`ve known you, i`ve grown to love you like a little sister. And whoever you love, I love as well. Thank you so effin` much for believing in me and my so-called talents. Knowing that there`s someone like you who have faith in me inspires me to do better. Late hours on AIM, laughing at me when I say the most random bs, ear-lending – EVERYTHiNG. You`ve brought and you still bring sunshine not only to my life or Justin`s, but those that loves you as well. Now how the hell can you deny it that you`re unpopular and not everybody loves you ?!
To the both of you, keep the faith and the love in each other. The understanding, the trust and take maaaaad pictures for us unattached folks to envy. It serves as an inspiration to most, esp. me. You two are the cutest mo`fuckers in the state of Illinois ! One day, i`ll cop me a “Justin” too `ding – y`know what i`m talking about ! `lafz I wish you two and your relationship more months, and hopefully years to come. `mwuahugz™
Aloha Nui Loa,
`Kaikua`ana Meleana Anela // Wahine Makua | | |
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long awaited update » T0 TH0SE 56KeRS PLeASE WAiT FoR iT tO LOaD . . ..
i KNOW ya'll have been waitin for this update -- LOL. now now dOn't lie to yourself & becOme indenial. =D [ wow beb yOur " the whole world revolves around me attitude is rubbin off on me. LMAO jk =D ]. just sit back & relax, i hOpe you enjOy this update lOokin at the pictures & "readin" my thOughts. here it gOes.. 1...2...3... gO
FRIDAY " HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWiN, NEZZA, TiFFANY & RYAN " ya'll know it was my bestgirl's [ loysuh & geneveve ] cotilliOn on friday december 5. i didn't go to schOol that day [ well then again 1/2 the click didn't! i wOnder if anyone noticed?! LOL ]. sammy, andrew, man, dan, & randy came to my house all early about it. we napped, chilled, messed around. dan & andrew went to get a shirt, man & randy knocked out on my floor & couch, along with me & sam. it was real quiet in the crazy house of mine. the guys left, na, kathy, valerie, & henry came. we all rode out to my girl maheks hOuse to get our hurr did. tyn, celeste, kc, julie & cris came throughout the day before 5. it was crazy shit, it was a barbershop up in that piece! things were gettin hectic, time was cutting down, s0o finally 1/2 of us went to lone tree & nigguh packed na's car like sardines in a can. we got to lone tree a couple people were there, thank god NOT everyone was & they were STILL puttin up the decOrations which was str8. girls got in the dresses, the bathroom was a total mess, everything was ALL over the place. we were runnin behind cuz we were missing lOri [ stupid traffic ]. the entrance » the fOod » the slideshOw » the father daughter dance » tyn singing [ yOu did GREAAATTT ! ] » waltz [ LOL funny stuff we all were lOokin at eachother at what to do next ] » rhumba [ gOod job guys! ] » kathy singing [ yOu were amazing *frOm what i heard from ppl* sucks i was in the washrOom when you were singing! oOh well i got my private shOw @ "the barbershOp" ] » hip hOp dance [ we did gOod guys! LOL all the practice paid off ! ] » speeches [ ahH i was ballin my eyes out when i was dOne. *what a LOSER* it was comfOrting when ya'll gave me a hug =D & heard a big " aWwWwW just jane! " when justin came to the "rescue" to make me smile * sigh he never fails to do sO * ] » picture time! » dance the night away.. . . i had a great night, all the dancing, the picture taking, the long talks, these memories will be remembered till the end. after the cotillion most of us headed up to chinatown, i fell asleep on the way there as so did tara. michelle, kris, tara & i went to TLC to get some shakes, i saw my "cOusin" volt. headed back to 7 treasures, i hadnt planned on gettin anythin, but i saw stephen eat crab rangOon & he got me cravin. sO me & michelle shared sOme, gOod shit. daedae helped me take out my rubberbands in my hair after i got all 45 bObby pins [ YES I KNOW 45! ]. kris, tara & i headed hOme, before we went back to the 847, we dropped off tara at her apartment by UIC. i gOt hOme tOOk a nice & hot shower, then justin came by. then the JUSTJANE time began LMAO jk [ freakin martin! ] he sleptover, wow we fkin knocked out, it felt s0o g0od to sleep after a long exhausting day.
a cOuple msgs gOin out tOo .. L0YSUH & GENEVEVE [ thank you girls for havin me as part of your court. i was more than happy to be a part of your special night. i mean what i said in my speech -- so remember it & never forget 143 ] .. N0ELLE [ '02 juniOr im here fOr you, im nOt mad. yOu're smart enOugh to make yOur decisions, just always think twice & reasOn out the possibilities. im N0T leavin yOu clueless 'bout nuffin ] .. SAMMY [ my xangawh0re .. thanks for puttin up with my crazy stuff during preparing myself for the cotillion. ] .. to the rest of the c0urt [ its FINALLY done, it was dope workin with ya'll i hope you had as much fun as i did .. ] .. tO the INCONSiDERATE - IRRESPONSiBLE - people whO drOpped or NEVER showed up to practice [ ya'll mo'fockers missed out on a FUN night! ]
nOw the mOment ya'll been waitin fO .. the pictures.. geezz what am i thinking?! i knOw ya'll checked the pictures befOre readin that chapter entry up there. LOL 'sokai! just as long as i get yOur feedback [ ahem COMMENTS&EPROPS ahem ]
saturday " HAPPY 3 MONTHS TO ME & JUSTIN " justin brought me to work from 12-6, which wasn't as bad as i thought it would be cuz the time went by fast. my mom picked me up & then we picked up tita baby, julian, & chris. we headed up tO woodfield to eat at TODAI'S. i saw ton, angel, kristine, & patrick when justin jOined us for dinner =D. after eating, me & jusface seperated from the family & did some xmas' shOpping. i was prOud of myself, i walked outta hollister without something for me. i didnt really find anythin sOo "wOo wOo WoO", walked around a couple more times in & outta stOres tryin to find another present, but no luck. after that we went to streets to watch HONEY with dikki, dennis, kris, kimchi, sin, mikey, lori, chris, & judson. i saw alot of ppl there at streets, some new & old faces. i liked the movie hOney, it made me want to be a dancer. [ go katrina! ] =D after that justin brought me hOme, before he left i gave him his present. it wasnt anything big, just something different. i hOpe he likes it. i had a gOod weeekend, spending time with the "husband" was just great.
" . . i just gotta tell the world . . he's all mine i just can't find the words to say
this kind of feeling don't come every day it feels like heaven to me, love has given me wings boy you light up my life you feel like heaven to me, every day's like a dream having you by my side . . "
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thanks to all of you for the HAPPY ANNiVERSARY banners =). i APPReCiATE all the time & effort [ esp the thought ] that you guys put in it. muahz!
final wOrds . . I enjoyed ALL the eprops from the previOus entry! i hope i returned the eprops in favor to ya'll if not let me know. HAPPY ANNIVERSARIES to all the couples out there [ to name a few, rowieALFRED, loysuhANDREW, genRANDY, lynaMAN, jomanaDAN, carleenTEODY ] . i KNOW there's alot, cuz when mine's here i know ya'll gOt yours comin around! i hOpe ya'll had fun lOokin at the pictures & readin/skimming/SKIPPING through my thOughts LOL. aye whatever floats ya'll bOat aiite? dOnt think ill be updatin anytime soOn, nO big events for miss jane to have "coverage " on. LOL just kidding. if i dont update anytime before the holidays, take care, have fun, be safe, happy holidays & gOd bless
_ ya'll are MORE THAN welcome to "cop" the pictures off my xanga =] i know i'll be seein them on your pages =) just gimme some credit [ thanks nhu, justin b. tyn, lori, sammy & allen ]. i know ya'll like my photography skillz ! | | |
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