the weekend was great.

friday i went to the movies with adam and his friend james. i called adam to see if he wanted to see the exorcism of emily rose. yeah well he was on his way to go see it. so i drove to peru. i ended up loosing a 20 dollar bill. pissed me off really bad. but aynways yep it was scary. on the way home adam caught up to me and then we were kind of racing/folling eachother on the highway. i beat him though of course. EVEN though my car only gos like 81.

saturday i went to 3 concets. i'll have to tell you about them later though because i'm at school.

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how about i just kill myself.

the end.

so i went to my dad's last weekend. it was alright. him and i went to go see wedding crashers. gawd that killed me. we went to like the 12 show and didn't get out till 2.30 or something. it was crazy.

i offically hate my stepmom.

i want to hate ryne but know i never will be able to.

and that's about it.

i'm stressing horrible about this test in adv bio 2marrow. damn, i have no idea what's going on. i don't even think i'm going to study. there's no use. i took my book home everyday last week && studdied like crazy, just to get a D. so i'm not even going to bother. i'm going to start memorizing the what 27 amendments? yeah, i gotta know those for history by friday. i really hope i can memorize them all by then. i'm hoping. math is killing me too. even though we're moving on, i don't know how to do what we just did. i didn't get it last year and i was sick the day she gave all the rules/formulas. i have them but i don't really know how/what to use them or whatever.

i love my dog sheyenne to death.

i wish i was pretty.

i'm going to the ''rock show'' this weekend. mainly for egons. yep that's pretty much the only reason i'm going. i'm going too though for marc and matt. woooo. anyways. i'm going for egons.

i'm not going to homecoming. i'm going to my dads that weekend. which is also the bennefit/relif show in ladd.

so i'm deff just going to drive down sat morning and go to the concert friday night. no way am i missing that. vintage power source and egons unicat are gonna be there. my two favorite local bands.

i'm listenin to tyrese. lol. makes me laugh.

i remember when i used to act ghetto.

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pee.ess. i miss my baby, Rascal.

right now, i couldn't give two shits about a lot of people. i could really care less about anything right now.

my fucking step-mom gave my cat to the humain society. she's going to get the fucking cold shoulder all weekend. i want to take her cat and give it away. this was my first fucking animal i ever had that i can remember. i remember bringing her home in my hat when i was like 5. gawd, i just want to punch her in the face. i hate her so much. i miss my kitty. i'll never get to see her again. i love Rascal so much. i had to give her to my dad because my uncle moved in and was alergic. so i had to give her to my dad, my mom promised we would take her back when my uncle moved out. well my fucking stepdad wouldn't let me have her back.

and  now  she's  fucking  gone.

i'm so mad. i can't stop balling. i can't concentrate on my hw at all. gawd, i fucking hate her. she didn't even have enough respect to let ME SAY GOODBYE. SHE WENT BEHIND MY BACK && MY DADS. he said he came home && she was gone. i hate her so much.

i  miss  my  baby.

&& i give up on ryne. he's a dick and doesn't care about me at all. i want to fucking knock some sense into him. this is gonna be so hard. but i'm never going to be the one to talk to him. he can talk to me if he ever misses me. which he seems to be getting along just fine without me. good 4 him. i only wish he hurt half as bad as he hurt me.

bet you can't guess who made that for me.. i have like tons of other stuff he made for me too.. gawd it all just makes me cry. i don't get how you can throw a like 5 year close ass friendship away.

if you couldn't tell i'm in a bad fucking mood. && everyone can just blaw. i hate mindy.. gawd.

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i feel better but i'm still heart broken.

&& i still can't stop crying.

so yeah the party was cool. i was gone half of it. i had to be the dd for my mom and stepdad. they were totally loaded. that was a sight, all of us in the car with my doggie. it was fun though.

I WENT TO LADD!! i went to the concert. it was great. i got a sweaty no shirted hug from sean!! i was so happy. egons was so good, like it was so fun.

i just got home from camping all day with alex's family. that was pretty fun. i just took her home. i'm so glad i got to hang out with them all day. i'm totally dead though.

i have a horrible headach && stomach ach. too much cheesy potatos. my fav from her mom. so of course i was shovelin.

so i'm goin to bed.

prayy for all the hurricane victums, my cousin jenna, my mommy, shelly, && everybody. =)

sweet dreams.