SORRY GUYS, BUT I THINK I'M DONE WITH XANGA, I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME ANYMORE!!!! SO I'M PRETTY SURE THIS WILL BE MY LAST UPDATE......SORRY!!!!

HERE ARE A LOT OF QUOTES!!!!

boys, they like to play with things,
to see what makes them run,
but when it comes to kissing,
they do it just for fun.
boys never give their hearts away
they play us girls for fools,
they wait until we give our hearts
and they play it cool

love's love.
you can't predict it.
and you sure as hell can't help it.
but it's love..

& maybe her laugh is a cry
for help & maybe her smile
is just there to cover up

The boy that
I thought I was going to be with
for the rest of my life.
The boy that
made me smile every time
I laid my eyes on him.
The boy that
promised me that
I'll forever be his.
The boy that
made me nervous
when we first kissed.
The boy that
made me feel
so secure about myself.
I gave up on that boy.

if you can't handle me at my worst
you don't deserve me at my best.

boy-whats your  biggest  fantasy ?
girl-to kiss in the rain. whats yours?
boy-to be the one kissing you'

Summer Two Oh Oh `Six
stayin` up late, sleepin` in,
spendin` every day with
another friend, lookin` forward
to the next year, but still
rememberin` the last,
goin` to the pool, gettin`
a tan, and  puttin` away the drama.
cause for 3 whole months - we
just don't care. <3

& every once in a while
i think to myself
" is this really worth the wait? "
but then deep down i know
there is no other guy
i'd rather feel this way about

looks grab your attention
but it's the personality that
keeps you holding on <3.

everything changes & nothins
the same but as we grow up,
one thing does remain, I was with you before
& I'll be till the end cause we were
& always will be Best Friends..

In love we all take risks, we all fall down, but you should never be scared to go a little further or a little crazier, cause in the end, the sweetest love is the one that made you lose control..

you dont go to school
to find your `Husband
you go to find your
BRiDESMAiDS

a girl needs three things in her life ;;
1. boys && love to make her weak
2. family and fighting to make her strong
3. friends to pick her up when both make her hit the floor

when it comes down to it,
there are only 3 questions
you should ask yourself,
when where & how.
the who and why are
beyond your control

look into her eyes
and you will see
they dont shine
like they used to
when she had you

Everyone hates hearing me talk about you..
&& all of my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you.
they tell me that i can do a hundred times better than you.
but nobody understands how much i truely care for you.*

those notes you wrote to me
i've kept them all
i've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in ever single word
there would be a hidden message
about a boy that loves a girl

i want to grow old with him
because i think i will never
find anyone that could even be
compared to him

I didn't fall in love with you
because of your drop dead gorgeous eyes.
I fell for what was behind them.

there's a difference between love & like,
wrong & and right. never run if you're not
ready to step, & never forgive if you're
not ready to forget. `*;

& if marrying you means saying
yes to a ringpop instead of a diamond;;
...I would still say yes

she wipes off the black tears
running down her un-made cheeks.
she takes a deep breath in and
steadies herself. she can do
this, keep going, pull through;;
t h e-s h o w-m u s t-g o-o n

somewhere b e t w e e n
the laughter and the memories
and the good times together I fell in
L O V E

Don't smile at me if you're not truly happy.
Don't hug me if you're going to let go.
Don't kiss me if you're going to run away.
Don't call me if you're going to hang up.
Don't say you love me if you're going to take it back

Best Friends:

We Laugh Like Retards

We Say the Silliest Things

We Call Shopping a Sport

We Share Everything like Sisters

We Keep Our Secrets like Gold

We Crush On the Hotties Together

We Know Each Other Better Than Ourselves

We Are Always There For Each Other

..&& I Wouldn’t Change a Thing.

Sometimes you make me soo mad! So mad to the point, where at times I just want to push you into on coming traffic! But when that thought comes to mind, that is when I realize that I would kill myself trying to save you

She is gorgeous, and they're jealous. But I don't blame them, I mean I am too. I mean how could I not? She's got the only thing that I want... You

I do it because I can.

I can because I want to.

I want to because you said I never could

i like the way you brush your hair    ..
i  like  the  stylish  clothes  you  wear
its just the real things you do           `'
thats why i wanna stick with you.

We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened,
every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

When you want someone so badly,

You’ll do anything for them to notice

you, even if that means pushing your

friends out of the way. When in reality

your friends will love you more then

he ever did.

a great love is when you shed tears, yet
you still care for him.. when he ignores you,
but you still long for him.. & when he loves another,
you smile & say, "i'm happy for you.."

stuck in the middle of .t.w.o.
who to love.
who to loose.

she was never happier
laying in his arms
her fingers linked with his

Have you ever felt addicted to a person,
like they're a drug?
You want release. You want freedom.
But, at the same time,
you need to stay on the beautiful high

13 SIGNS YOUR FALLING IN LOVE
13. You can't stay mad at him for more than a minute or two. You actually have to try HARD to stay mad.
12. You'll read his IM's over and over again.
11. You'll walk really, really slow while you're with him.
10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him.
9. While thinking bout him, your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his voice, you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him, you can't see the other people around you. You can only see that person.
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell.
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself, when you think about him.
2. You'll do anything for him.
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

love and electricity are one in the same,
my dear ;; if you do not feel the jolt in
your soul everytime a kiss is shared, a
whisper is spoken, a touch is felt, then
you're not really in love at all.

love is a crazy messed up emotion
it will make you smile.. make you laugh
you get crying -- make you feel like
dying but in the end no matter how it makes you feel
you know its worth every single second //*

Life is about risks && driving a
little faster then you should &&
letting that one boy have your
heart e.v.e.n  though you told
yourself you wouldn't let him

your so cute.
im so overrated.
lets fall in love.
and make them all jealous

sometimes at night.. i turn out the lights before i'm even ready for sleep. and i curl up next to my pillow.. and i pretend it's you keeping me warm. and i pretend to feel your breath on my face and your hand on my hip. i brush the hair out of my eyes just like you always do, and i replay every word you ever said to me from across the pillow. sometimes i answer. sometimes i tell you the things i always wanted to, the things i was afraid to tell you. and then i shut my eyes tight and wish away all the mistakes.. but when i open my eyes, you're still not there. i don't know if i ever actually expect you to.. but it's still disapointing to wake up next to a pillow and a broken dream....

hate telling him that he's not the only one
that im addicted to him, yet theres someone else
thats constantly on my mind, as much as him
i know deep down that he's better than the other one
but what am i supposed to do, i cant control my feelings
so i abuse myself, i lose myself, over & over again
because i cant chose, my optimistic mind, its a sin.
i dont want to hurt, hurt others, or be hurt..
so i abuse myself, i lose myself, over & over again.

A girl cuts into her skin to feel alive ;; while another cries her eyes out when her boyfriend finally confesses to never </3 loving her. A guy is broken hearted ` when he learns his girlfriend has been cheating on him .::. and another hangs himself over having noone. A girl forces herself to throwup - to feel a sense of control ,, while another does cocaine for that same reason. & these are supposed to be the best years of our lives?

TOTAL SUBS: 303

THANX TO ALL THE BABES THAT SUBSCRIBED..... MUCHO AMOR....XOXO

i`VE LOST EVERYTHiNG i`VE EVER HAD
i GUESS THAT`S WHAT i GET
FOR GiViNG SOMEONE EVERYTHiNG i HAVE,
THEN WATCHiNG THEM WALK AWAY..
& NOT SAYiNG A SiNGLE WORD.

Her mirror's cracked.
Her make-up's smeared.
All her hope is trashed.
So with one last breath,
She uttered the words,
"I knew we'd never last"

sometimes you're so in love,
that you can't put it in words
and you just stand there with the
boy you love and you're just
drop-dead speechless ..

Sometimes, not too often but sometimes.

I get hit with the memory of how much you meant to me

just when I thought that I was finally okay with forgetting.

i know i shouldn't have answered my phone
but i've been having a rough time
and just hearing your voice
makes everything go away for that moment.

& she finally realized a

ll of the tears and lies

just werent worth it anymore

i must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think
that i just want to be friends

believe in romance
kissing while you slowdance.
when I close my eyes, it's you I see

I want to be like those girls
in the movies, & have a man
so in love with them
it makes him fall to his knees

& he plays the guitar & sings
a song of a sad hopeless love
the thing is he's never been in love
but the audience buys every word

i dont wanna be just a girl you met
i dont wanna be just a memory <3
i wanna be a girl you liked . . . . . .
i wanna be the best memory you ever had

All i want to be is a girl falling asleep in
a boy's arms & not caring about anything
else in the world except how i feel right
there with him

Laugh your heart out,
Dance in the rain,
Cherish the memories,
ignore the pain.
L0VE&LEARN
forget and forgive
because remember you only have
|[ o n e l i f e t o l i v e ]|

I wanna be the girl who..you hit a homerun for.
You score a goal for.
You write a song for.
I wanna be the girl who..
Makes you smile.
Makes you laugh.
Makes your heart skip a beat.

I just want to be [[THAT]] girl

You kiss my lips I close my eyes
Away we float to paradise
All the angels stop to see
And softly whisper...
[they.were.meant.to.be]

maybe you do see the real me
and just maybe that scares me
because you didn't walk away

I've learned that people will forget

what you said and what you did 

but they'll always remember

how you made them feel.

Life doens't hurt until you think about how much things have changed.
Who you've lost along the way ...
... and about how much of this was your fault.

boy you've got me breaking down a

nd i just can't figure out why ++

i never knew that it would be this hard to just let go of everything-

I've got the window rolled down,

I got the radio up.

I'm doing all I can,

to keep my mind off of us <//3