spring fever...the body is incredibly weary tonight... but it feels so good to see dents being made in the garage sale pile! I can't wait till it's over and i have decluttered my house of extra "STUFF"... and then on to more exciting things! I work inside for awhile then run outside and work out there for awhile to gain my sanity back! We've been here for awhile and have never got a lot of landscaping done so i am finding things to dig around at and dreaming of what i'd like to do when the time is right ...that means when Sam can help me get rid of yucky clay dirt and when the $$$$ is there~~~~~~~~~~~ i probly will dream awhile! i don't know what's with this "AWHILE" word anyhow! we're in the last days of the school year and i will be glad when we can stop studying ...doing homework... and trying to act like i comprehend the foreign world of algebra... altho i kinda do! like a little tiny bit sometimes! tonight i'm thankful that we live in a nation that is committed to set aside a day of prayer.... we need God's direction daily and i recognize we are nothing without Him....but it does feel good to know our government hasn't let this go and i am grateful ! i also sense God speaking into my heart to slow down and declutter my mind .. still the deepest part of my soul so God can speak clearly and i will hear what He is trying to tell me! Tomorrow morning a friend from church will make the early morning commute to Cleveland Clinic to building P... this is the surgical building that Sasha and Dontae have had their surgeries. The feelings of walking into this huge waiting area while it is still dark outside... the parking garages are fairly empty... the place is just beginning to wake up but it feels sterile and empty...the water splashes in the fountain and you watch other people and wonder why are they here .... are they gonna be here a long time? ..where's the best spot to WAIT??...will our friend at the deli recognize us...so many people! .... then is everything goin' ok? ..i pray God will draw them very near to Himself and bring peace to their deepest being... and my prayer is for complete healing if that is part of His plan! i cannot begin to pretend to understand this journey... hip disorders can be surgically corrected but "uterian cancer" holds so many more unknowns so the emotional part of this journey is far different then what we've walked. God go with them!! pray with me for Naomi & Miff! R | 
