i've been MIA for awhile due to some important occasions. for the past month i went to the millenium theater in the amish county (amish people are sooooooo cool to look at) with the yg, church picnic and rocking the ahjusshi's at volleyball with the yg boys, and went on vacation to the poconos for a week with vanessa. it was so relaxing since i was away from my psycho mom for a whole week. we went horseback riding, hiking, karaoke with old people, finished a 1000 piece puzzle, petting zoo, rafting, had a cheesy bonfire, vball tourney, saw a really cute play, shopped for souvenirs for the family, and met 3 groups of guys. group1 were stupid mexicans or at least i thought they were mexican and group2 were hilarious. haha i told them me and vanessa were twins. hahahahha but group3 were asian so they didn't fall for it. your group was the best no doubt. hehe.

i worked like 40 hours mon-wed at my dad's restaurant waitressing. then fri and last night. gotdamn. mexican hours yo. it was really fun though. who knew customers would be so cool. and all of you better leave your waiters good ass tips because it's not a nice feeling to go home aching all night!! haha.

oh and happy one month mr batman<3 always missing you.

last monday me and va guy picked up the kids at hakwon at calvary. i really felt like a mother picking up her children with my husband . then went back to the house and played. he could've stayed over till 3am again because he was leaving the next day but my mom was being a whore. we were on the phone all night playing our truth game . i really HATE you for not telling me. sigh. it's okay because when you come back for winter i can kiss you all i want and you can kiss me all you want . everytime i see an effin wrangler or a benz i think of you. everytime i hear pieces of me, sunshine, on the way down, she will be loved, and let go it reminds me of you! I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISSSSS YOUUUUU.

wed- the boys kinda came to my house unexpectedly while i was sleeping. went to sara's beach house and fed the ducks and swam in the lagoon with jellyfish everywhere . played cards and ate pizza. crappy day but great friends.

sat.- went to pie's house and watched don't say a word. met frank. good good kid. went to go shoot. on mon. went to queens with the fam because parents had to go to the dmv. ate jjajangmyun at the best place in woodside. wish i could've called people out but blame the parents . I GOT MY 5,000 WINS IN FREECELL!!! MOTHER EFFIN HOLLER.

tues.- christina and sylvia came from queens to sleep over!! haven't seen sylvia for a good 3 years. sigh. it was great seeing you again. picked them up at 4 and cat bought us maddddd junk food for a girls night. then she drove to woodbridge to get sylvia sneakers. then we had a "free" dinner at charlie brown's steakhouse. tsktsk christina. then these guys stalked us outside the mall . christina made verizon open up their store hahaahahaha lolllll while i was just yelling at the 6' stalker . then went back to my house for a girls slumber party. ate, tv, comp, nails, inflatable bed, phone, chitchat till 4 in the morning. oh yea . i was the first to sleep and last to wake up. woke up to sylvia poking me and taking pictures while i was sleeping . haha. my dad invited us to eat at his restaurant and this time it was for free and not "free" hahahha. then christina and sylvia had to go back home . i came home and napped for 5 hours because of my food coma.

today me mike rollando and saraaaaaa were supposed to go rollerskating but it was closed. so we bowled. i beat my high score of 58 to 79!! holler. then we munched on ruby tuesdays within 20 min. another new record. amazing .

finally. danny&hyein. this is f`real. 080504.

hmm last fri. and sat. spent the day at heather's and rolland's casa. that's right.

sunday-this va guy comes to church and he's just visiting jersey because of his cousins. first impression wasn't so bad. quiet yes but sall gravy. he left without saying bye but then met up again after church haha played volleyball in the rain and busted not my ass but only one of my asses . then played mafia for the first time which was pretty effin fun.

monday- chilled with the va guy because i made him since he was miserable doing nothing for 3 days so i decided to be the good samaritan and show him around jersey. showed him the mall and ate at red lobster since we both never ate there. then went bowling and i beat my score from last time. 45 and 58 baby!! went to starbucks around my house for 5 hours just chillen and talking endlessly till 10 30.

tuesday- va guy was supposed to leave but he didn't  so he came over to watch tigerland which was retardedly retarded. then went to olive garden because he never ate there. what good timing i had and you know it =P then showed him the small mall and then rented texas chainsaw massacre to watch at his cousin's house. that's one dumbassed movie. i hated it. but it's okay though.  ( HEY ARE YOU FULL OR FOOL? ) ok sorry about that. inside joke.

wed- watched the notebook with the boston waiter guy. i cried two tissues because it was such a happy movie!!! ok yea. wasn't gonna see the va guy but i made him because i was soooooooooooooooooooooooo used to seeing him for the past 3 days i just had to again. so i told the boston waiter guy he's my cousin hahahah rofl that didn't really work out that well because i'm not a good liar . ate at tgif friday's because me and va guy never ate there. then went to va guy's cousin's house. went to the bball court and he taught me how to shoot :P then laid around the empty court talking for a little bit till 10 30. he is SO catching onto my ny accent and don't you lie. hahahaaaa. your ass got me in trouble. no you didn't you're too amazing. and sorry for falling asleep on you on the phone!! forgive me batman .

thurs-va guy came over after i finished sat class and we watched feardotcom which was another idiotic movie. ate some homemade dinner by my madre and went online for hours just browsing through strongbad, arnold schwarzenager, cs cartoons, and playing fishy . then he left at like 1 30 in the morning.

friday-va guy came over again and we just bummed around. went to go eat bk because i haven't had junk food for months. we rented last samurai because i felt like renting something. then showed him my dad's restaurant because we had to pick him up. went to barnes and nobles to kill time till 11. watched last samurai with the whole family and va guy. daddy took him home at 2 in the morning. talked on the phone with him till 5 in the morning? *shrugs.

sat-six flags with the va guy and three of his cousins. elizabeth my favorite 5 year old and my super duper princess came along! wow i felt like a mother because we watched and did everything the kids wanted to do. we only got alone time while we were riding nitro. i had to take him to nitro since he was a noob who's never everrrrr even heard of nitro . haha jk. ok so we're near riding the back row and we're ascending and as we go up i keep screaming no no and praying to god to not go down and everyone in front of me and next to me are staring at me and waiting for me to pass out or something. then we start going down and i start screaming my lungs out and whining and hyperventilating throughout the whole ride. i HAAAAAATE that part when you think it's over and then you go again. holy shit man. and of course va guy's cracking up next to me and as soon as the ride's over every single person around me is checking up on me to see if i'm still alive or not hahahhaa. then got the kids to go on congo and got soaking wet. got home a little early but it was fun being husband and wife for the day .

sun- which is today btw. went to church then went to get va guy's friend's the battlegrounds because it's twice as expensive in va. pssh virginians. i'm never eating the peanuts in my house again hahahahah x) saw the bourne supremacy which was pretty good. no it was great watching it. . almost died trying to get home because we made a sharp ass turn into a ONE WAY . but it's okay because batman can drive real well.

holy crap this is the longest entry i've written but it's worth it. to sum this all up in 5 seconds i've never spent a whole week seeing the same person everyday and not getting bored at all you're just too fun. hehe you were supposed to leave last week but thank god you didn't =] idk how i'm gonna go through a day without seeing you because we're so used to seeing each other every day. i hope to see you batman during winter break with your precious jamie

last friday chilled with the peoples at seaside at 8 in the morning! then back to rollando's casa for poker tennis and whiffleball. ohhhh yess. :]*

on sat. jose picked me up allllllll the way from elmhurst to my house at 10 so i can chill in queens. thank you mr cassia . went to his house then saw my AMAZiNG BEAUTiFULS christina fay linda and cat before they went to the beach. (where were you sylvia?!?! ) then qc to meet up with my gf kkokji<3 john moonhan and alex. had lunch and oh my my that place is so fresh and so clean clean. it took my breath away. dropped alex off at work because i'm a good friend like that :] went to go shoot pool at the very yellow but sexy play. dayum duckface sucks . then got the biggest hug of my life from feng =P. then met up with youngu and got some bubble tea and got laughed by everyone because i'm hyein . and thennnn saw my wonderful retard eric because he's just so lovely to me. gotdamn i was flippin in the car because i missed him too much. went to nrb and met up with my husband joe<3. yall have got to go with youngu because this kid makes it so amazing; singing barbie girl and gimmegimme! and bbobbobbo. hehe i sang all my life with eric awww . after, we "gayed around" outside until gf, duckface, moonhan had to leave =( walked to eat jjajangmyun and i felt like a fucken P-I-M-P with my hotttttt boys on me. then my beautiful eric came with me to penn station holding hands because i felt like it . i miss and love yall insanely. this day truly felt like a miracle.

(julie i kept thinking about you because i was in elmhurst! miss you hunnie mwa. and i will go to arkansas to see you next summer! just waiiiiiit!!!! )

invading chubbycheeks house and waking her up then watching oprah, waxing our arms and food shopping is pretty productive to me. =D

over the weekend i went to a heavy metal concert then shot some pool at joe's house and drank a little jack daniels. went to jersey city for stephen's bday with pie and her bf (not TITO'S GF but YOUR BF xP ) ohhhh the spontaneity of my wonderful friends . today went to dinner with cat and her friends. gave the waiter my number. he seemed interested because he kept asking questions.

going to queens this saturday. i wanna see people who i haven't seen for 2+ years. yyyyyyes and that means YOU . so holler at the cell 908 461 8511 by this week or on saturday to ch-ch-ch-eeeel with me or to just see me. don't be shy, we'll have fun.