Hey alex,

i know you hate me and i know you dont care. But i just wanna know why you suddenly hated me?? Whatever it was .....I'm sorry becasue, well, i really miss you as a friend.. not as anything more than friends... at all. or maybe you were just playin me,(and if it was all an act- good job, i totally fell for it) but at some times i thought that we were actually friends, and it would be really nice for us not even to be friends, but for you to like... not eternally hate me and never look me in the eye. This is really pointless for me to say becasue you hate me so much, but i dont hate you or arielle (despite what people say about me hating her.) so maybe, even though jess told me you dont want to be friends anymore (before she got pissed at me for something that isnt true...) i thought that maybe I'd try to say something to you too.

I guess I'll see you in school tomorrow... not that you care really but you know, i thought i'd try one last time.

your still my brother and im not mad at you... i cant be.

--laura. :-| ?