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So I covered the pain up with lots of MAC make-up
but I can’t help but blush because I’m in love, all dressed up in love

we must always have old memories and young hopes

You're always walking away
One step and everything's over
And you're running back to me
You say I let you down
Baby take me in or just take me out
I'm already dead
I already said I'm sorry

I'm gonna love you up
and love you down
i'd cross the world
just to hear your sound

why does the past always have a way of coming back?
even that which you thought you suppressed,
continues to torment you.
when the good memories fade,
its your personal demons that remain

expect the best for the future
 forget about what used to be.

You don't have to be afraid
Of somebody else's touch
Just gimme a chance to prove
Just how you should be loved

he's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

Maybe I'd fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good

When you're lost, let down, disappointed
And jerked around in this cold, cold world
I will always be by your side

The trouble is I can't get him out of my mind
When I close my eyes at night
Who's gonna save me now he's gone
The trouble is there's a part of me
That still can't let go of his memory
And now I know what it is
Love is what the trouble is

I'm not someone you can just disrespect
How would you feel if you were in my shoes
Feelin' used with your heart bruised

Cause love will keep you up all night
It's not something you can decide
One day you're all alone
The next you're crying on the phone

How can I know a song I never heard
How will I know your voice
When you haven't said a word

i was naive
i just believed everything that you told me.
said you were strong
then i found out that you were weak.
keepin me there under your thumb
cause you were scared
i'd become much more than you could handle
shining like a chandelier that decorated every room inside
the  private hell we built, and i dealt with it
like a kid i wished i could fly away
but instead, i kept my tears inside
cause i knew if i started, i'd keep crying
for the rest of my life with you
finally built up the strenght to walk away
i dont regret it but i still live with the side effects

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Here we are, seven days and seven nights of empty tries
It's ritual, habitual..But it's never gonna work this time
We're to the point of no return and along the way
the only thing we've learned is how to hurt each other
I'm looking back and wondering why  It took so long to realize
that nothing's changed, it never will..all these years of standing still
And still we stay in all this pain
And nothing's gonna make it go away

I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know

So save your voice
Don't waste your breath
Can't you see we're at the end
And this goodbye is permanent
So wish me well and try to forget

all i wanna do
is spend a lifetime with you, babe

i know you love to insist
and all it takes is a kiss and you just love to hate me

Even though I really loved you,
I'm gunna smile cause I deserve to

and i'd give it all away
to have someone to come home to

its been foreverrr

but...im back =]

come on & face it. it's time that we say it
 you can cross the line whenever you want

so drive yourself insane tonight
it's not that far away

in life we do things some wish we have never done some
we wish we could replay a million times in our heads but
they all make us who we are and in the end those
experiences tell every detail about us if we were to reverse
any of them we wouldnt be at the exact place we are today
so just live make mistakes and have a wonderful time
but never second guess who you are and where you have been
and most importantly where is it that you are going

Oh love, hang on, If you're willing, I'll be strong
And I'll give you the life that you deserve
'Cause I want you to know all of me
And I, I want to hold you forever

we don't just embrace insanity here.
we feel it up, french kiss it, & buy it a drink.

I don't think I want this anymore
As she drops her ring to the floor
She says to herself you've left before
This time you will stay gone that's for sure
And he shattered something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car she said
No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

I like living.
I have sometimes been wildly,
despairingly, acutely miserable,
racked with sorrow, but through it all
i still know quite certainly that
just to be alive is a grand thing

Believe in yourself and all that you are.
Know that there is something inside of you that is greater than any obstacle

she said "sometimes love slips away and
you just can't get it back" let's face it. for
one split second she almost turned around
but that would be like pouring rain drops
back into a cloud. so she took another step
& said, i see the way out & i'm gonna take it

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AMAZING. & the story of my life<3

People think that i'm crazy,  just cause i wanna be alone
You can't depend on friends to help you in a squeeze
We all deal with shit on our own
and sometimes the beaf can grow, get outa hand
Yeah, you know it, gets full blown
I never said that you mean the world to me
Maybe it's best that you never know.

Being perfect is not about that scoreboard out there.
It's not about winning.
It's about you and your relationship with yourself,
your family and your friends.
Being perfect is about being able to l
ook your friends in the eye and know that
you didnt let them down because you told them the truth.
And that truth is you did everything you could.
There wasnt one more thing you could've done.

i remember thinking sometimes we walk
sometimes we run away
but i know no matter how
fast we are running, somehow we keep
somehow we keep up with eachother

and when I went out to find my own
I forgot I'd left the best bits of myself back home

i make mistakes .. that's what i do.
i speak without thinking, i act without knowing.
i drink so much i can barely walk.
i'm a fantastic lover though, and an amazing friend.
God knows i mean well.

We are not the same person this year as last;
Nor are those we love.
It is a happy chance if we, changing,
continue to love a changed person.

"I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.  I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.  But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise you, I promise you I will.

yeah, the first person in your life to ever really matter
is saying the last thing that you want to hear
and you are listening hard
through the splintering shards of your life as it shatters
and you're standing firm and you're staying close
and you're seeing clear. i took to the stage
with my outrage in the bad old days
when you were the "make me mad" guy
but the songs, they come out more slowly
now that i am the bad guy. and i say, baby
i'm sorry that i am so crazy
i am astounded by your patience
but you say "believe or not baby,
the joy you bring me still outweighs it."

and when you're not a little girl anymore,
when the world has taught you how to be a woman
... then you'll still make mistakes
but your family, and all those good friends
you've made along the way, will help you.
and even though you'll think the world has gone
out of it's way to teach you all the tough lessons,
you'll realize that it's the same world
that's given you your family &  those friends,
you'll come to believe that no matter what happens
somehow the world will protect you, too

do what you love and you will find someone who loves the same thing.
dunt look for love, beg for love, or suffer for love. just live

A true friend is someone who is there for you
when they would rather be someplace else

how long an hour can take
when you're staring into open space
when I feel Im slipping further away
i remember that everyday
i get a little bit closer to you

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