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Name: Michael
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: that one place in OK
Gender: Male
Interests: soccer, girls,SOCCER GIRLS!, writing stories, writing poems, reading poems, reading, the smell of bookstores, shopping for new books, singing to the oldies, listening to music, re-discovering new songs that i used to listen to but forgot they existed, playing soccer with friends, trying my best in games, winning games, playing soccer in the rain, heck just plain playing/dancing in the rain, lying in my backyard at night and looking at the stars as i think about life and everything else, looking at the stars in general, speech tournaments, performing at speech tournaments, placing at speech tournaments, goofing off at speech tournaments, goofing off, being sarcastic, going to Utica square with the speech team or travis and drew, making peopel laugh, meeting new people even if i never see them in person, talking to people about anything anytime, sleeping,eating, i can't believe i forgot-God, and going to movies!
Expertise: ha ha, uhh ya let me give u my resume here, uhh oh ya a big load of nothing
Occupation: Executive
Industry: Construction
Message: message me
AIM:  that1sccerguy310
Member Since:
8/12/2005
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"And i'd give up forever to touch you, cuz i know that you feel me somehow, you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be and i dont want to go home right now"
ha ha....state flashbacks
Ya i must say this is the most overplayed goo goo dolls song ever, but its so amazing i love it, it was all i listened to at state last year, it used to be a ringtone on my phone now its not, well it still is just not for anyone.
I'm back on my never ending search...once again.
So i got back from breckenridge apparently, that trip was fun alot of things happened
I got cussed otu by a nine year old, ya idk what his deal was....kids these days, my goodness you teenagers and your rap music and ur sock ops.
I almost re-broke my leg, haha numerous times but i didnt so thats all good, liek i said before i was going to snowboard but literally as i am renting one i look out the window and all i see are kids wiping out on them and i wa sjust like ya....gonna go get some ski's forget this. But ya the best pizza place in the world is there, i cant wait until summer, as much as i'd miss seeign everyone on a regular basis, oh well i need summer to come as fast as it can
I have written 2 documents in liek 3 weeks, i cannot tell you how much that weirds me out, i guess when you have inspiration it just flows. the suck but if any of you want to read them let me know, u'll probably want to gouge your eyes out afterwards but oh well.
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"so quiet......television steals the conversation"
So i am heading out of town to go to Breckenridge for spring break so i porbably wont see any of u for awhile
I would rather stay here on account of....i cant ski....i hvnt been cleared to ski, i've been cleared to go full-out side tackle in sccer but not to ski....hmmm...ok? so i a going to try snowboarding, hopefully this will turn out better than i think its going to.
But ya i'd rather stay here and hang out with all my friends her ebut oh well its gonan be fun u knwo it'll get me out of tulsa for a week only thign is is that i'm gonan vh to find a gym or run or soemthing physically challenging up there because u get n better shape working out in thin air than u do down here...plus i need to start getting into better shape. i got back into shape just fien i just need to get into better sshape liek i was before i broek my leg.
so yes this is goodbye for now everyone(meaning those few ppl who read this lol)
and please...feel free to call anytime... trust me i wont be doing hardly anything i
ll most likely answer ur call and if not u knwo i'll call back so ya give me a call and everyone have fun | | |
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so yesterday was pretty much the best day of the year so far
Speech regionals-3 events, 3 state qualifications
then formal was awesome it really was didnt go to sleep until like 3 45, mens wearhouse has crappy customer service
Hollis house afterward was fun except that almost everyone was tired, i say almost everyone because joel martin showed up and that kid is never tired
but ya formal was fun and it sucks that it has come and gone so fast, i hope everyone had a good time
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"Try to understand,theres an old mistake that fools will make.
And i'm the king of them,pushing everything that's good away."
"I'm missing your laugh. How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?"
dang it....speech regionals saturday....bleh... but i'd rather go to that then sit around all day i guess.
Ya so i am happy Crash won best picture, cuz i totally saw it two days after it came out in theaters and so ya i felt special that i vh actually seen th emovie that won...although i did see a beautiful mind, but i was too young too understand.
I'm not gonna advance in anything though cuz i hv schneider in all my rounds, but then at least i know i'll get back in time for formal, and if i advance in things oh well i guess i'll just be late...not like my date'll care lol.
i wrote another document...if ne of u r interested let me know.
so ya i totally pulled my chem grade up form 60 to 69 ya i was proud even though thats still sucky but i am pushing c range here.
So it was my understanding (as i was going to class on monday) that my enrollment things were due tuesday...nope they were due that day, that hour, so i ended up choosing my entire junior class schedule in about oh idk...2 minutes.
mr watters continues to amaze me every day....the passion that man has for driving is unliek anything i have ever seen before, its unbelievable.
"mo money in yo pocket!"
i learned more about ostriches than one man coudl ever want to in that class, for instance did u know that our eyes, as human animals, we can only see 12 seconds ahead, however and ostrich they can run up to 50 mph and still see things on their FOOD CHAIN...and if the fastest olympic runner went back in time to race dinosaurs...he would lose.
See without mr watters i would not have known any of that...all i can say is i get a way better nights sleep now knowing that about ostriches, just thought i'd share that oh so important information.
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| Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt Still a little hard to say what's going on Still a little bit of your ghost your witness Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to lie Life taught me to die So it's not hard to fall When you float like a cannonball Still a little bit of your song in my ear Still a little bit of your words I long to hear And I don't wanna scare her Life goes easy on me Most of the time No hero in her sky I can't take my eyes off of you I can't take my mind off of you Like a crack in a wall Starting small, and grow in time And we always seem to need the help Of someone else To mend that shelf What I am to you is not real What I am to you you do not need What I am to you is not what you mean to me Is just what I'm going through This is nothing new No no just another phase of finding what I really need Is what makes me bleed What am I darlin'? A whisper in your ear? A piece of your cake? What am I, darlin? The boy you can fear? Or your biggest mistake?
I remember it well The first time that I saw Your head around the door 'Cause mine stopped working I remember it well There was wet in your hair I was stood in the stairs And time stopped moving I want you here tonight I want you here Cause I can't believe what I found I want you here tonight I want you here
everything's gonna be all right I've got to be honest I think you know We're covered in lies and that's OK There's somewhere beyond this I know But I hope I can find the words to say 'Cause you're a god And I am not And I just thought That you would know I am everything you want I am everything you need Nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had So you stole my world Now I'm just a phony Remembering the girl Leaves me down and lonely Send it in a letter Make yourself feel better
And it may take some time to Patch me up inside But I can't take it so I Run away and hide And I may find in time that What was it you wanted? You're only the best I ever had I found the pieces in my hand They were always there It just took some time for me to understand You gave me words I just can't say So if nothing else I'll just hold on while you drift away
Seeing the ashes in my heart The smile the widest When I cry inside and my insides blow apart I tried to wear another face Just to make you proud Does my name still come up? Was I marvelous? You should have asked yourself before you turned me down Your name still comes up You are marvelous I should have told myself before I let you down You're marvelous Breathing out and breathing in is harder than it's ever been for me God I think you're beautiful you're stirring every chemical in me and I see you standing here and I can't believe it whispering a symphony and I think you mean it But there you go again walking out on me but I will be okay I will be okay cuz I feel fine Long ago I dreamt of you the memories are nothing new to me and now you're coming back to me
you're everything I wanted you to be Every moment is a memory on and on until eternity but as far as any eye can see there's a great divide maybe we can find a way to fall into each other's arms
You're beautiful unlike anyone, Like a whisper and a breeze you were gone. You're everything that the heart would sing, And now without you I'm just like a disease,So your standing on a ledge, It looks like you might fall. So far down, Or maybe you were thinking about jumping. Now you could have it all, If you learned a little patience! For though I cannot fly, I'm not content to crawl!...
So give me a little credit, Have in me a little faith! I want to be with you forever, If tommorow's not too late!... But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say!... But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today... IF I AM!
Another waste of everything you dreamed of, I will let you down... IF I AM!
Only here to watch as you suffer, I will let you down... So your walking on the edge, And you wait your turn to fall. But you're so far gone, That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you.
ahhh good songs, if any of u want to know what songs these r from just ask. | | |
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