﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>indiankman05's Xanga</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from indiankman05</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05</link></image><item><title>Thursday, January 12, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/424713502/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/424713502/item.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 12 Jan 2006 18:00:56 GMT</pubDate><description>

&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Mohammed Fraz&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Professor Dardello&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;English&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;121&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 21pt; text-indent: -0.25in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;12&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;January
2006&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 2.5in;"&gt;Immigrations Vs Work&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Immigrants what are they? I have
asked myself this question plenty of times. Houghton, Mifflin. Dictionary of
the English Language. 4&lt;sup&gt;th&lt;/sup&gt; ed. 2000. Adds, a person who leaves one
country to settle permanently in another. Why would a person do such a thing?.
Leaving his/her home behind and starting all over in an alien world. A place
where your neighbors look nothing like you and speaking in a tongue that seems
impossible to grasp. Why would an individual go through such an ordeal?. It
could be for their kids, their families or to escape poverty. I moved from &lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;India&lt;/st1:country-region&gt; to the &lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;United States&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt; when I was very
young. I had turned nine, a month after I moved to &lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;America&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;. Those questions wondered
my mind all the time. I could read and write in more languages then my
classmates and even some of my teachers, but struggled in English. I felt that
everyone one was speaking really fast. I some times couldn’t comprehend what
was said. I kept wondering what the am I doing here. I had always told to study
hard. &lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;America&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
is a land of opportunity. Any ordinary person can become a big shot, if he puts
his nose in the book. I realized that this was us, my brothers and me. All
these changes were for us. To give us a good start in life. This is common in
immigrant families. Many immigrants families move to &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;America&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; knowing that their will be
hardship they must face in order for their kids to have a better future. &lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Immigrant’s workers don’t expect a
lot. Usually starting off in the fast food industries such as Mc Donald’s, KFC,
Taco Bell or some times working in restaurants. Many immigrants start their new
lives in places such as these. Working in the fast food industries is usually stressful
because of long work hours and low wages. Some Immigrants are just driven to
the fast food industries because there are others just like them. Some might
work at KFC because their might be others from their country or speak their
language which could make them feel more at home (Country which they came
from). This was exactly why I picked my first job. I worked at Akbar (Indian
restaurant) for three years. That’s the longest I ever worked in one place. It
wasn’t because the pay was good but because it made me feel more at home and
the only other place I spoke something besides English. I had a good
relationship with my managers. Some do not choice to work in fast food
industries. They do not have to suffer the same fate as others. They start off
investing in a store or a business. Then in a few years, start a business with
the money they’ve invested. Those that start a business are lucky, but many
immigrants know their fate in the work industry. &lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;Those immigrants that are too proud
to work in fast food industries because they feel as if they are over qualified
for such a position.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;They may have
master degrees in multiple categories and had a job they were proud of in their
home. Those individuals soon realize that they have no choice but to work for
low wages and suck up their pride if they are to feed their children. In “Work
Makes Life Sweet,” Bell Hooks writes Brilliant black women hold themselves back
they refused to be proper subordinates (777). This can also be said about some
immigrants. They hate the idea of working for a manager who finished high
school and may be spent a year or two in a community college. &lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 200%;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/424713502/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Wednesday, January 11, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/424108827/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/424108827/item.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2006 15:28:38 GMT</pubDate><description>

&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Thesis: Many Immigrants that come from other countries to
the &lt;st1:country-region w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;United States&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
find that they are condemned to work at low wages and harsh conditions, even
though they are clearly over qualified.&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 9pt; text-indent: -9pt;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;I.&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Immigrants set forth a dream&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;ol style="margin-top: 0in;" start="1" type="A"&gt;
&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;Immigrants
     leave their families behind to start a better life.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;Start
     with very little, but expect a better future for kids.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ol&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: -9pt;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: -9pt;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0in; text-indent: 0in;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;II.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt; Work available for immigrants&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;ol style="margin-top: 0in;" start="1" type="A"&gt;
&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;Work
     options are very little.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;Many
     immigrants are forced to work at low wages if they need to survive hunger
     and feed families.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ol&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 9pt; text-indent: -9pt;"&gt;&lt;!--[if !supportLists]--&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;III.&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Times New Roman&amp;quot;; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;!--[endif]--&gt;Working environment for some immigrants.&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;ol style="margin-top: 0in;" start="1" type="A"&gt;
&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;Some
     immigrants have multiple master degrees find they are subordinates of
     employees that only have high school degree or a few in college.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li class="MsoNormal" style=""&gt;Some
     work in factories with little to none advancements.&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ol&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left: 0.25in;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/424108827/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Wednesday, December 14, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/406564162/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/406564162/item.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2005 19:47:13 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;This week my final exams I can't wait till they are over I just took 2 of them and have one left It is the hardest of all that's chem 101. If I fail then I fail the class so it is life or death sutuation I can't wait till I am done this semester. I only get a few days to rest up then the next semester starts.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/406564162/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, November 11, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/384876942/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/384876942/item.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 11 Nov 2005 00:27:50 GMT</pubDate><description>Yo what's up It's been a while ramadan is finally over and I need to get my strength back which means lifting weights everyday.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Last weekend was great I went to a UMBC party. Me, farhan my boy from
high school faisal shows up at the party with his crew. The first half
of the party was weak because not a lot were there. You know how it is.
So&amp;nbsp; we went in the back and had our own party&amp;nbsp; we&amp;nbsp; were
in a room with speaker&amp;nbsp; desk in the front.&amp;nbsp; We&amp;nbsp; took
turns singing. For indians it's like the show (sa re ga ma pa) for
americans it was like american idol but we sang and we judged.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I feel really bad for what I did to my friend for the first of the
party when I was bored. I let my friend prank call her. The problem
wasn't my friends number it was her mother's. I didn't know. Apperently
She got into a lot of trouble for that. So I sorrrrrry. I need to find
her and apolgize personally. That was so childish of me. There a
boundry and I think I crossed it.&lt;br&gt;
</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/384876942/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, October 27, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/375628731/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/375628731/item.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 27 Oct 2005 17:35:00 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;man this day sucks ass I only had 4 hours of sleep and I just fucking chocked on my math test i knew the material I was confident but chocked when I took it i was so mad I didn't stay for the other half of class. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I worked so hard and math is my best sublect or atleast my favorite all I want to do is go and sleep to help get it out of my mind. &lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/375628731/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, October 20, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/371110558/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/371110558/item.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 20 Oct 2005 15:53:28 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;man college seems not as hard as it felt before. I got 5 weeks left. Just work my ass off untill it is over then I can have A break for a month. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Screw everybody who keeps making fun of me for fasting by teasing me with food They are trying to break me but I won't. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;A soon as this ramadan thing is over I going to be living it. I finally be able to go to the gym and gain all my strenght that I lost. I espacially have to get ready for track.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/371110558/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Wednesday, October 12, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/365939296/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/365939296/item.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 12 Oct 2005 16:37:33 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;I got to tell you this ramadan thing is killing me inside. I have troble studying and college only gets tougher. I just flunked a test which I studied really hard and jhef who asks me for help all the time did much better than me. By two letter grades can you believe it. That really ticked me off.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Me and farhan went to a party on saturday (indian party) I wans't what I expected but what the hell. It was ok since i had not gone out and had a good time since college started. We were suppose to go to a after party but I forgot my keys( bad luck)and I had to wake up at four in the morning and I usually don't go to sleep after that. I only had three and half hours of sleep. That's well below my recommended sleeping time of eight hours. &amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;Also I haven't worked out in almost 3 weeks and I feel like I am losing my six pack.&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/365939296/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, October 07, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/362374748/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/362374748/item.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 07 Oct 2005 03:18:47 GMT</pubDate><description>Man this ramadan thing really making studing hard had trouble concentrating in math I really need to get a &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;A&lt;/span&gt; in all class.¹&lt;br&gt;
</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/362374748/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, September 10, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/344613169/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/344613169/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 10 Sep 2005 00:06:08 GMT</pubDate><description>hey guys it's been a while. I lot has happened since before. College
just started and i really like it .It is noting like high school much
more independent and everybody cool here.I have been studing pretty
hard here for the first every thing is actually sticking because for
the first time I trying.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I seen all my people from high school my boy antonio, jhef, lu, jill, josh,brain, farhan, tim and tiffini.&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; there are lot of people that I
know here some I haven't seen for mabe 4 or 5 years. People from
hammond like tom medo,tavon,justine taweel etc. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
There are alot distraction but also a lot of great things. HCC is great
for anyone who want a good start or if you had a bad one it's also a
good way to clean it up.&lt;a href="www.howardcc.edu/%20" target="_new"&gt;&lt;font style="font-family: verdana;" size="-1"&gt;&lt;font color="#008000"&gt;www.&lt;b&gt;howard&lt;/b&gt;cc.edu/ &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;that's the website to my school if you want to see.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
what i like most about my college is&amp;nbsp; the verity of people in the
school and age next to me is someone who is 60 years old and wants to
be a nurse. She very inspering in my opion she must be from africa. She
does not have good english. she is not very smart but she is a really
hard worker in math when the professor is talking and teaching some
thing new she doesn't understand she ask and ask. since I sit next to
her she ask me I am good in math but a horible teacher. I tried my best
and 4 or 5 times she understood. I mean you have to meet her I use to
be neverous when I started college but now not as much. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; As long as I am focused I know I be an engineer.
It's pretty cool how every one I know also wants to be an
engineer.Antonio, lu , Jhef are all in the engineering program with me.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/344613169/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Saturday, July 30, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/316289446/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/indiankman05/316289446/item.html</guid><pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 23:31:21 GMT</pubDate><description>hey guys I had probally 3 hours of sleep at the most. I slept at 11
oclock and woke up at 2. I was having the weiredest dreams last night. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I woke up at about 6 this morning to drive with my dad. He been
teaching me the highways. I don't understand why some people think
driving is so hard but I think it's one of the easyest thing I ever
tried. Especally parking I never messed up with parking nevermind I
messed up once that was the part my mom failed 6 times.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
today I met a lot of assh****. The people who know me will tell you
that I am a nice person who rarely ever gets mad but for some reason
The area I went to today pushed me of the edge. which ended up in me
calling one of them a bitch and the other guy he was a different case.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Dont you hate it when people are lieing to you . you know that it's a
lie from the beginning. First let me explain what my job is. I work for
a company called pinnecle Energy it;s not what it sounds. It's a home
improvement company. My job is basically to talk to home owners and see
if they need an estimate for any outside projects such as
roof,siding,deck etc. and they must be doing this work with in a year.
I need to set up apointments with&amp;nbsp; people who are interested. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
anyway I come to a home and knock on the door this guy comes out. I
shake his hand introduce myself I tell him what out company does any
and he says that he is not doing any work now but is planing within a
year. First he says he doesn't do the wok himself then I point out we
have trained professionals who are in the neighborhood as we speak then
the starts cover up and lieing and says he does work him self&amp;nbsp; all
i am trying to do is set up an opiontment with this guy so he can get a
free estimate. I was already in a bad mood when i got to the door he
was making it worst so I ask him a questions which traps him and he
gets caught in his own lies. So he tries to pretent he is busy and
tries to go inside. Quate" sir, this will only take a minute "&amp;nbsp; he
replyies by saying&amp;nbsp; as he is closing the door" well, this has
allready taken five" I reply by saying " well who's fault is that" he
nots his head and closes the door. &lt;br&gt;
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