| Today was ok i guess i didnt do much but ne way im like soo bored. britts dad is mad at me cause i tlk to anthoyn to much but w.e if i tlk to him to much then thts my prob like really n like britt needs to start tellin me like if i tlk to him to much cause like if she told me earlier then i would of cut me hours on tlkin to him but u kno wt she told me to late so w.e. n she needs to stop being afraid of tellin me shit cause like i wouldnt kno if she was like upset or ne thing so she needs to step up to the plate n say laila u tlk to much to anthony n it seems like our friendship is fallin apsrt or something i mean like really like i cant kno every little thing thats wrong wit her likeim not a fuckin mind reader for real. but ne way of that subject. i tlked to anthony n my mom n yea that ws it i jst went on the computer n watched tv. i was going to go to britts house but of course shes not home n like i do still tlk to her but w.e n like i still hang out wit her n stuff like 2 days i bought her to dinner wit me n my mom but like shes actin like i dont spend ne time wit her n like this weekend we're suppsed to go to great adventures n like shes jst actin like i dont like her n like i like anthony more than her which isnt true i mean like i love anthony n every thing but like anthony n britt r like equal. but w.e all im sayin is that she needs to tell me like the things i do like if there botherin her instead of dad or mom always havin to tell me cause thats really bs n she needs to be afraid cause like wt is she going to do like when shes older in the senior high n like u no like i dont like to see her hurt or ne thing but like she needs to start tellin like me n like not jst me but like her other friends that like some thing we do is botherin her instead of jst holdin it in. well britt if u read this im sry if i ever made u feel like i put u last but u need to understand like that u need to start tellin me things that r botherin u n like not keepin them in cause then that shows me ur a coward n i kno ur not that ur more then that i think. wait that does make sense right? o w.e but u kno wt im tlkin about well g2g. luv ya poppop anthony n britt.pce
laila |
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| Today was ok i guess i didnt do much so yea. i started skool yesterday n it was ok. the bitch heather n some other people r in my hr. like my best friend brittany darden is in my hr n like im sooo happy bout that so yea. but like ebony is soooo annoyin n like i jst dont like to tlk to her cause she's jst like so hyper n i cant stand people like that. but yea like presto is in my science class so yea but then hes in my ss class so yea i really dont like him but w.e. ne way im like so bored like last night i forgot to do my w so i had to do it in the mornin at home n in hr cause like i was tlkin to anthony n like he wasnt tlkin n stuff n like we had a fight but we resolved it so thats good but ne way like i hung up on him last night thinkin he was going to call me but he didnt so now im starting to worry like all ight it felt like i didnt get ne sleep so yea like i was so tired n like i might take a nap but idk but ne way im sooo bored. n im going to call anthony like soon n like i no he reads my xanga i made about him so anthony if ur reading this im so0o0o0o0o0o sry n if theres ne way i can make it up jst let me kno n ill do it but if it requires me comin down there then i dont kno if i can but ill ask again but i cant be sure of my self. but ne way im like sooooo tired n bored i have like weird teachers like their names r jst weird n stuff cause like my science teacher's name is mr.fogle n like mr mccintock n like ms. sack but w.e. i dont really like most of my classes cause like i dont have like most of my best frineds in like ne of my classes n like i ahte bein put in like classes wit the bitches like really. n like in most of my classes i have to sit in the front n like the books r soooo heavy so yea but w.e well i g2g. ill talk to u like sunday or w.e pce! o n kelly n liz look like punk fuckers!!!
~laila~ |
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| Today was ok i guess i didnt do much wait i was jst tlkin to u guys wt the hell but ne way yea i jst got off the phone wit anthony n like i dont kno like if he wants to like tlk to me ne more u kno but like he wrote a song u kno about me n stuff so yea that was really nice thnkx anthony! but ne way im jst like really upset i think i jst might go to sleep ir something idk im not aloud to do something cause anthonywill get mad at me so i guess i wont do that well ne way g2g luvya poppop n anthony
~laila~ |
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| Today was ok i guess i didnt really do ne thing so yea. since my last entry that day anthony told me that he wasnt going to leave me n that he'll do ne thing jst to see me. hes going to move to abington like some time next yr so thats good. n hes going to get his car soon so i cant wait. i really miss him. im supposed to see him the weekend so i cant wait. well ever since then things have been going good so yea thats really good. but ne way. i miss him alot n i go to skool on thursday i cant wait. like i miss every 1 so much so yea i cant wait to see every 1 but like i ahve classes wit a bitch i hate very much n it suxxs cuz like i thought she was supposed tog et held bac but then when some 1 told me she wasnt i was like wt the hell thats so unfair so yea n like shes in my hr so thats bs like i hate her sooo much n like shes seriously like needs the lord either that or shes needs to go to church every day. cause like she needs help n guidance so yea. well g2g. i love u poppop n anthony!!
~laila~ |
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| today was ok i guess didnt do much. i jst stayed at home thinkin about anthony as usual. ever since i got bac from my trip tings have been going normal. but ne way. i ahd a great time at ireland it was cold but i still had a good time. when i got bac from ireland every 1 missed me even my pets. when i went to church every 1 was huggin me n every thing n was jst so happy to see me. anthony was really happy to tlk to me on the phone n every thing. on friday i went to the king of prussia mall to see anthony. was sooo happy to see him. we were kissin n every thing. he kept tlkin about how beautiful i was n every thing. but the hard part was leaving him. but he bought me a ring n i was almost about to cry but i could so yea. last night me n him tlk on the phone for like an hour n then i started to fall alseep on the phone wit him. then he calls me bac n is tellin me how much pain hes in n every thing n like how much he wants to kill himself n im cryin on the phone because ive already lost some 1 dear to me n i dont want to lose ne 1 else n that goes for anthony 2. but ne way. i dont kno if he killed himself or not i pray to god that he didnt. i keep callin him but hes not answering his phone. n last night he told me that i can find some 1 else when i die but im not going to find ne 1 like him. well g2g. i have to try callin him again n i pray that he answers the phone. i love u poppop n anthony very much |
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