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Friday, June 06, 2008
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So, I know I haven't been on here in a while - well, six months. But it's summer break now so hopefully I can update :)
She wants you to tell her she's beautiful.
And that she's the only one you think about.
Look her in the eyes and tell her softly.
Release her mind from all of this doubt.
Its those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. Where you gasp for breathe between each laugh. Its about those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold. For a second, that split second, you don’t care. You don’t care about school, about parents, about money, about rules, or broken hearts. Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. Cause its all we really need, isn’t it? Those kids next to you, yeah. The ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points.
I didn't want to wake you, cause I knew I couldn't stay.
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days.
And I'm fine, but I'm not okayDo whatever makes you happy, but do it now.
Live life for the moment because everything else is uncertain.
Take advantage of what is right in front of you.
She smashed the rearview mirror with her fist,
because starting today she's never looking back.
people may forget what you said..
people may forget what you did..
but they will never forget;
how you made them feel
I'm waiting for the
train, the subway that only goes one way. The stupid thing that will
come to pull us apart, because you spent everything you had. You wanted
everything to stop that bad.I had a ten minute
dream in the passenger's seat, while the world was flying by. You
haven't been gone very long, but it feels like a life time.
On the outside, you're not the same kid anymore.
you've been through too much lately. but deep down,
there will always be a part of you that rejects reality.I love this spot.
It’s like heaven. Right here on Earth. Maybe that’s what heaven is.
Maybe we go through life collecting people and places we love, and they
become our heaven.
Once in a lifetime you find your reason for living
you find the 1 who makes your every dream come true;
I could search forever & no one else could ever compare to you..You
light me up and then I fall for you, you lay me down and then I call
for you. Stumbling on reasons that are far and few. I'd let it all come
down and then some for you.
The greatest feeling in the world is
to be around someone who wants to hold you,
wants to kiss your forehead,
wants to be around you
wants to call you at night,
wants to see you smile
But I think what's better than that,
is finding someone who does it all,
because he wants to see you happy.Everything happens for a reason.
People change so you learn to let go.
Things go wrong so you appreciate when things are right.
You hear lies to learn to trust yourself.
& good things fall apart so that
Better things can fall into place.
Everyone says love hurts,
when actually love doesn't hurt.
Love didn't leave you for some other girl,
it didn't cheat on you, nor break your heart.
So stop blaming love for once and
start blaming the asshole that treated you like shit and gave you up.Live life to the fullest.
Shout loud, scream what you mean.
Apologize when you should,
forgive quickly & love deeply.
Grudges are a waste of happiness,
so live every minute you possibly can ;
there's plenty of time to be dead.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
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Wow...I've forgotten about this site. Sorry guys, I just haven't had the time for an update until now, but, here goes!
I felt like crap. It was one of those days where I wanted to stay in bed all evening, safely away from the world. But you insisted. You had to come see me, and you wouldn't take no for an answer. And all at once when you arrived, I didn't feel so bad anymore.
Never mind. Forget it.
They're just memories inside of a spiral notebook.
You can say I changed and I can say screw you.
You never knew me to begin with.
i am who i am because of you. you are my every reason, every hope, and every dream i've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. i will always be yours.
the day i met you my life changed, the way you make me feel is hard to explain. you make me smile in a special kinda way, you make me fall deeper for you everyday & when i look into your eyes i know it's true there`s no one else in the world for me but you.
when i'm a ship tossed around on the waves
up on the high wire that's ready to break
when i've had just about all i can take
baby, you save me
with a broken wing
she carries her dreams
man you ought to see her fly
Most people don't know who they are.
That's why they lie. They're afraid someone
else will figure it out before they do.
- One Tree Hill
one of the worst things in the world is
to have to doubt on something you once
thought was 'unquestionable'.
we deny that we're tired. we deny that we're scared.
we deny how badly we want to succeed. & most importantly,
we deny that we're in denial. we only see what we
want to see & believe what we want to believe, & it works.we lieto ourselves so much that after a while, the lies start
to seem like the truth. we deny so much that we can't
recognize the truth right in front of our faces.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
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I've been SO busy with university, but now it seems there's no work, so I'll do a huge update. I need a vent. My so-called "best friend" was here on the weekend, and has changed beyond belief. I feel she's just pushing me out of her life.
Mostly icons.
I know it hurts, but that life
And sometimes it fucking hurts
But it life
And it pretty much all wee got- Garden State
"Friends are special people like family
no matter what they do,
but what hurts worst of all
is when they turn away from you."
Some people are just not meant to be in your life no matter how much you want them to be
The path of life has many crossroads,
and at each one its difficult to say good-bye and go our own separate ways,
choosing the direction that is right for us.
But the memory of being together will always remain,
and there is always a chance that our paths will meet again.
I loved my friend
He went away from me
There's nothing more to say
The poem ends soft as it began -
I loved my friend.
-Langston Hughes
When twilight drops her curtain down
And pins it with a star
Remember that you have a friend
Though she may wander far.
- Anne of Green Gables
We call that person who has lost his father, an orphan;
and a widower that man who has lost his wife.
But that man who has known the immense unhappiness of losing a friend,
by what name do we call him?
- Joseph Roux
That not everything is gonna be the way you think it ought to be.
It seems like every time I try to make it right it all comes down on me.
Please say honestly you won't give up on me.
i trust the red sun setting, the leafless November trees.
on Monday morning i look forward fearlessly to Friday's eve.
but humans are not as reliable as nature, as trees.
i wonder if you'll come back, i only trust that you'll leave.
Laughing at the bandswe hate,
All the guys we used to date.
They're still here, but we've gone our own ways
And I know it's for the best,
But sometimes I wonder if i'll ever have a friend like you again.
If I could go back in time?br>I choose the day when you were there.
The day we shared secrets and laughed...
I go back to the way it was before you changed.
It hurts to know the person you miss,
Isn't that same person anymore
Monday, September 17, 2007
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Currently Listening
Corinne Bailey Rae
By Corinne Bailey Rae
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I know I not gonna sleep tonight
There just something about you
Youe stuck behind my eyes
Look at her, she smiling
But is she happy?
She looks happy, but let me tell you something
Not everything is as it seems- Mona Lisa Smile
Skiving French and stealing Mars
Hanging out in Rosie bar
Getting changed straight after school
Smoking fags and playing pool
Rainbow coming over me
But I like Graham Connelly
Getting caught in someone car
This time, kid, youe gone too far
- time [sandi thom]
Here the day you hoped would never come
Don feed me violence
Just run with me through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffee never strong enough
I know you think it more than just bad luck
- speeding cars [imogen heap]
Last night my brother he got drunk and drove
And this cop pulled him off to the side of the road
He said fficer, Officer, youe got the wrong man
No, No I a student of medicine, the son of a banker
You don understand...?br>The cop said o-one got hurt, you should be thankful
And your carelessness, it is something awful
And no, I can just let you go, and though your father name is known
Your decisions now are yours alone
Youe nothing but a stepping stone on a path
To debt, to loss, to shame...
- waste of paint [bright eyes]
She sang the blues, out of time and out of tune
Spoke no silver spoon, only simple truths
She was a friend, stabbed backs and broke plans
She would give you her coat, or put nails through your hands
She was wise, full of magic and life
Oh you could see it in her eyes
Oh yeah, I saw it in her eyes
She was more than this, yeah way more than this
She was everything, she was all of this
- coughing colours [tilly and the wall]
What kind of father would take his own daughter rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady had to say
Youe come a long way from whisky and cocaine
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother as no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you look me in the eye and tell me why?
- dear mr. president [pink]
God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said yes, I think wee met before
In that instant it started to pour
- your ex-lover is dead [stars]
Sunday, September 16, 2007
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Currently Listening
Plans
By Death Cab for Cutie
see relatedGot back from Australia a couple of days ago, and now have time for an update:
"Every song has a memory;
every song has the ability to make or break your heart,
shut down the heart and open the eyes.
I'm afraid that if you look at a thing long enough,
it loses all of its meaning." - Andy Warhol
I've realized that when I'm with you,
the world goes away; when you look
at me with your amazing eyes,
I could stay with you forever;
& that every time we're talking,
I constantly have a smile on my face
there's something about the look in your eyes,
something I noticed when the light was just right.
It reminded me twice that I was alive,
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight.
under the streetlight, dancing by herself,
she is waiting for a car to stop, a star to fall,
someone to change her life.
but i'd rather be working for a paycheck
than waiting to win the lottery.
besides maybe this time is different;
i mean, i really think you like me.
The real lover is the man who can thrill
you by kissing your forehead or smiling
into your eyes or just staring into space.
-Marilyn Monroe
we're crashing
into the unknown
we're lost in this
but it feels like home.
It's the simple things in life that we never forget.
It's those words we wish we never said.
It's the happy endings in fairytales we want to have
and those divine memories we want to rewind and
live again.
I laugh at silly movies, & I`m stubborn
as a stone, yeah, I criticize my body, I wonder
if I`m ready to ever be alone, I`m just like
everybody else, yes I cry just like everybody
else, I don`t know what you believe,
What you think or what you see,
but this is a part of me.
Life isn't like the stories we read. We can't stop when we get
bored, we can't go back and relive some parts, we can't jump.
ahead and miss some parts, and we can't switch to a new life.
We only live once. Live it to the fullest
take chances, alot of them. because honestly no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up the way it should be. your mistakes make you who you are. you learn and grow with each choice you make. everything is worth it. say how you feel, always be you, and be okay with it.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To hope is to risk pain.
To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
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so, yes, me. i'm nina, i'm 18, and i love to laugh. i love my friends, they mean the world to me, and have helped me through the shitty times. i tend to say innapropriate things when i'm drunk, specifically to people who work in mcdonalds. moving on...i also tend to talk too loudly about random people in public so they think i'm a complete bitch, which is so blatantly not true of course. i'm a lovely, kind, wonderful, amazing person...haha. i love music. any sort, i'm not fussed. gigging is fun, and always a laugh, and many random spazzy embarassing moments are often involved. w00t. lily allen, levi weaver, imogen heap and nerina pallot are all amazing in concert. go and see them. you'll love it. promise. i love the cinema. great experience, especially when you're slightly drunk and/or hyper. or sitting next to someone that has a spazzy laugh and/or is called bernard. just ask agnes about that one. i love films that are either cheesily romantic, funny or a little bit off-beat. <A
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