I must apologize to everyone as I did say that I was going to post over my night stops in London and Paris! I unfortunately never got around to it as I had a really great crew and so I didn't have time! Sorry!
So yesterday I made a trip to Buffalo with a guy that, well, I started to see. It was our first date! :P Can you believe that?! To my apprehension I had a great trip! I woke him up fairly early on Sunday, as we had made plans previously that we would head over to the States, and we took off late in the morning. Course the drive down was a lot of time for us to talk and to get to know one another. Gotta love those circumstances where you're thrown into a closed environment when you have to talk to one another eh? So after a full day of wandering around the Walden Galleria and our purchases of a very expensive formal/informal jacket and (my obsession now) PSP and DS movies and video games, we made our way back to Canada.
On the drive back I got to thinking of some dilemmas that I would have in deciding to actually see this guy again. I had this problem before with a good friend of mine that I've been friends with since coming out in Toronto. This friend lets call him "
Faith" has been a good friend to me, but when it has come to guys that we both liked... well... it was a bit tough. The first person, "
Blue," that we had a problem with was a sticky situation as
Faith introduced us only so that they could be more comfortable on their date. Course what ends up happening was that
Blue ended up liking me and asked me out. Obviously shit ensuited and it was not the greatest of situations as
Faith and I ended up not talking and almost becoming enemies. It ended up with me breaking it off with
Blue as I valued the situation with
Faith a lot more. Course this happens three more times over the course of our friendship. So what am I to do?
This new person, "
UBS," is quite nice and actually we kinda ran in similar circles when I was younger and its only now that we really noticed each other. And the only reason really that I really knew of
UBS was due to
Faith who told me that they had a crush, of sorts, on him and started chatting him up now that
UBS' relationship ended with their ex.
Faith even invited me out to go to one of the local bars so that they had someone to be with at which
UBS would be at! Oi vey...can we say uncomfortable?
Alas so I don't know what exactly I should be doing at the moment with this situation exactly. Though I do enjoy
UBS and I think that me and him do share similar values and each others company, but I don't want to break
Faith's heart, if you knew them you'd understand why I don't want to do this. A rock and a hard place. Any advice?
So, it's been quite a while since I've actually written anything -- thats why I've just added a few photos to this first real blog entry. The first is of a colleague on the ground and yours truly pre-flight at the airport, the second is at the poltergeist steps?! Or exorcist steps? Which was my trip to DC. The third is a meal from our sister airline based in the UK, next is with my good friends -- in which we have bi-monthly get together's and finally, you may have already seen this, in front of my beautiful bird!
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