So the day begins with breakfast and ends with dinner.  I have learned to appreciate how the Lord circles the things of my life in on themselves.  He makes such provision for me.  He leads me to the places he has for me.  I love him so much. 

What a powerful four days i have had.  I have found True depth in the words God has sent to me.  I hear his calling in my life when i search his word.  I have been more confused and befuddled than i have in a long time, but i sense joy welling up inside of me and the new creation he has planted in me.  I think i am truly understanding the unmerited favor the Lord holds for me.  I am not merely neutral before the Lord, but am identified with the righteousness of my savior. 

Currently Reading NIV Holy Bible By Zondervan see related

Silver Taps, A final tribute to an Aggie who at the time of his/her death was enrolled in undergraduate or graduate classes at Texas A&M.  A notice is posted at the base of the flag pole in front of the Academic Building.

Losing Freshmen is always a big disappointment especially as commander.  Three have already quit the corps, and each for immature reasons.  I hope the best for them, but will likely not dwell or invest further into their lives.  While seemingly harsh, these actions are actually best for all involved because it lets the outgoing fish know what his relationship is with the outfit, and allows the outfit to move on. 

My true prayer right now is for wisdom.  My prayer is for thoughts that are set on the prize.  That I would prioritize My Lord before all the distractions of my day.  I want to give him the first fruits of my day.  I want to spend time with him, know him, love him, serve him, and worship him.  He is worthy of praise, honor, and glory above all.  Jesus you are the rescuer of my soul, and you paid my debt in full.  Your name is worthy of my respect and full submission.  Only when I lose myself in you do I find out who I am. 

Really great breakaway tonight.  We now know who the new director is going to be.  It is easy for me to get excited about having him for my underclassmen, and it reminds me that soon i will be moving on.  It was good tonight also because it reminded me to keep my focus on him.  I cannot do all the things laid before me apart from him this year.  I must rest securely in his will, and go where he moves me.  I pray for the faith, wisdom, and love to follow him.  He is so good to me. 

My application for seminary is finally complete today, and it should take less than three weeks for them to process it!  I will know soon whether chaplain is a direction the Lord is pulling me.  Again, this whole process is a step in faith that he will provide for me. 

Finally i realized something pretty profound today.  I was reading the corps standard and realized not that it was a rule book, but a guidebook.  It helps me take action.  It does restrict in some senses but really it is guarding and protecting me from harmful things.  I realize that the scripture is a little like this.  God is trying to get my attention, and give me some guidlines to walk inside of with faith.  This really demonstrates how God loves me, much like a commander lovingly sets forth his standard.

Currently Listening Let It Fall By Sean Watkins see related

FOW is complete along with the first day of school!  The corps has kept me busy making decisions and planning for the outfit.  It is sometimes a heavy burden, but it also makes me happy.  It requires much responsibility, but offers great rewards. 

Have had a hard two weeks where my walk is concerned.  I know that he empowers me, but i allow my time to go elsewhere.  I don't think i can survive much longer without releasing my will to his.  Father break me before you and prepare my heart to serve.  Remind me of what is truly important.  Help me to know your grace fresh each morning.  To walk in the light of your truth.  To not be surrounded by darkness and lonliness.  Father help me to go the way you have prepared for me.  I love you Lord.

Well i am back in Texas!  I am fulfilling the post of interim company commander for A-1 and I am getting so excited for the year.  In preperation for this upcoming school year, We sit through many meetings that are preparing and teaching us all the duties we will have throughout the year. 

The truly amazing thing is the Lords movement throughout this process.  He has uniquely placed me in the position i am in now.  Apart from his work I would not be in a position to lead and influence these amazing cadets.  My prayer is that he will give me wisdom, like Solomon.  I want to lead them to become mature adults in every aspect.  I also hope to continue spiritually leading the underclassmen I have already built relationships with.  He is the Amazing God, worthy of all praise and honors.  I give him credit for all the good in my life. 

oh and i finished my application to Dallas Theological Seminary.  i am just waiting for transcripts and recommendations to arrive.

Currently Reading Systematic Theology By Wayne Grudem see related