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Thursday, September 25, 2003

Thu, 25 Sep 2003 21:59:29 GMT

Hmm. we elected homeroom reps today. I voted for Nick, but i was the only one who voted for him, LOL. Caitlin n Kelsey won. Not like it was a suprise..everyone knew they'd win, lol. Anyways, umm me n Susan were late for History, and when ur late u get ur name written on the board, so this one boy Sean- he knew my name, so he wrote JENN real big, but he didn't kno Susans name, so he asked me it and im like.. umm. "SAM"..lol so he wrote SAM real big..haha!! weee. Umm..10th n 11th mod me, bonnie, n steph went up to jeremy's locker and wrote a note on it. LoL. Cool, arn't we? And KEEP IN MIND THAT KENDRICK DIDN'T TALK TO ME DURIN MY 2 FREE MODS! In health class it was cold as shit, n Bryan kept throwin shit across the room. LoL. Um..then we had sum gay borin assembly where me n Sara got to make fun of all the teachers n kidz. LoL! mmmhhmmm. Umm, umm, then after that we had this little sign up thing where u go around signin up for activites. Me, Susan, n Bonnie kinda all just sat there, bored. LoL. After skool me n susan had to take our History test, which was hard as shit. LoL..but we finished kinda early n i didnt wunna go to tennis practice, so we bought sum food n sat in the locker room n ate it. LoL. Then at like 4 we went out to tennis, and ..walked 3 laps around the court lol n then ATTEMPTED to hit the ball over the net, which we were way to lazy to do. haha. But guess what! Mavian talked to Jason 4 me! WeEe! AND..Kendrick talked to me ..um finally. No wait, actually he pushed me, n then i tlaked to him..so really i win. AND..guess what HAS NOT YET COME IN THE MAIL?! Yup..u called it, Jays letter. How'd u kno?! Mmhmm...peace

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 21:53:06 GMT

Ugh. today was borin as shit. I hate Wednesdays. WE got school pix back. haha i look like such a faggot. I had to get mine done at lyk 2:00 so i look all nasty n stuff. LoL. N e wayz..shit..nuthin happened today. LoL in homeroom me n Britt had to go hide in the corner to look at eachotherz pics since they sucked so much. LoL. In science i fell asleep..which isn;t good since im already in the 1st row. lol. God omg it wuz so funny in info skillz..everyones like typin away on there computers n me n Marisa were just sittin there starin at the screen until the bell rang...HAHA! Um on free me n Susan sat by ourselves at the senior table..DUN DUN DUN. Livin dangerous yup yup. LoL. Umm then we had to leave school at 1:50 for a tennis game which wuz at NDP. I forgot to pack my tennis skirt so i had to just wear my spandex pants n blk shorts. lollll. Yup me, susan, hillary, n angie look pretty damn sexy in our spandex..mmhmm. Umm i played against Caroline Fitsimmons[she went to my elemtary school]. We lost 8-2. But hey, we won 2 games! Wo0o. LoL. Umm..then i went n got sum Mcdonalds..n now im here. Yeah, see? my day sucked. And to make everything worse..my letter from jay, NOT HERE. Okay i'm beginnin to think he never sent it..lol man i used to wait at home JUST FOR THE MAIL! God, screw that. LoL now i'm ANTI- MAIL!!!! haha. mmkk n erics away message says 'layin down waitin 4 jenn'..but ive beeen on for an hour n he hasnt come bak haha n Ray went to sleep and its only 6 oclock hahaa..grrr so no ones on. Well im talkin 2 Mavian :) lol..me n her rllyy needa switch seats in Scripture..badly. lol aiight peace

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 21:42:30 GMT

Yeah. lol. school for the 1st time in a while. I got there late..as usual. 1st class was History. God, teacher picked on me all class. She asks me questions and i tell her i don't kno and shes like "YES YOU DO!"..goddd if i knew i'd say I KNOW! Anyways then i had a free for an hour..so me n susan n suz n britt just sat n talked..lol...n remembered the sja alochol talk..HAHA. Umm..yeh my next break wuz like an hour later n me n Marisa sat there n made of of the ppl that were all obsessed with that pig thing. haha then susan came and we had to search for her 20 doaller bill which she later realized was in her back pack. lol umm..in health class we had to draw pictures describing self-esteem. lol. me n robyn's pix were sexxy as shit. HAHA. Mine was a boy sayin "YOUR DUMB" to a girl and the girl said "NO I AM SMART!" and their were arrows pointin at the grl saying SEL ESTEEM ALERT! LoL! And Robyn's was a train sayin "I THINK I CAN I THINKI CAN!" hhaha! Then me n Marisa had a discussion about how much BOOK-SHIT we have! LoL! After school me n Kelly lost our friends so we had to go on a search! LoL! Then once i found Susan, we had to go tell coach we didnt have our eqiptment so we culdnt make practice, so she made us carry the tennis balls down to the court. GRR. lol. Then i hung with Jeremy from 3-4. WE SAW THE WORST THING EVERRRRRR!! Fat girl ass! AHHHH! :( Now we r depressed lol. I hope u feel better jeremy cuz i sure don't. Then my daddy came n me n him n my sis went to the mall for dinner. We saw RAch there so we talked to her for a while. When i got home my science teacher called me. lol i love her, shes so nice..HAHAHA. Shes like yeah i realized im bein hard on u guys, so im movin ur test back 3 days! :) luvzz u mrs andersen lol! Then i got a call from Britt-who called her pen a dick. lol never herd that 1 b4 lol. N paradise hotel is ontonight..scaoooree. okay n guess who i saw today! JASON! WOOOO! And i'm makin Bryan talk to him for me! LoL even tho ive never talked to him myself. BTW- I've told u all i'm expecting a later from Jay right? WELL IT HASN'T COME YET. I'm very upset. ugh. peacceee

Monday, September 22, 2003

Mon, 22 Sep 2003 18:03:36 GMT

have you ever...

Fallen for your best friend?: nope
Made out with JUST a friend?: yeh..kents party lol                   Been rejected?: yup..adam hennings.
Been in love?: yup                                                                                     Been in lust?:yes sir
Used someone?: no
Been used?: who knoz..
Cheated on someone?: shit. i wuz 13, and it wuz 2 get bak at him 4 cheatin. doez it count? lol
Been kissed?: yeah..hell yeh                                           Done something you regret?: 1 to many times..

Who was the last person...

You touched?: my dog, lol.
You talked to?: kendrick
You hugged?: Eric
You instant messaged?: kendrick
You yelled at?: my sister
You laughed with?: my sister
You had a crush on?: your ass.
Who broke your heart?: Joey..that was a while ago to.

Do you...

Color your hair?: yeah Have tattoos?: real ones? naa..im gunna get em next yeer tho!Have Piercings?: 2 holez in each ear.
Floss daily?: no..oppz.
Own a webcam?: naw..im gettin one tho for Jay
Ever get off the damn computer?: not often..lol.

Have you/do you/do you have...

Considered a life of crime?: no, until you asked me about it
Considered being a hooker?: in 5th grade with KC Bert when we watched Coyote Ugly HAHA
Considered being a pimp?: Well... LoL Susan. na.
Are you psycho?: sumtimes
Split personalities?: probably, yea
Obsessive?: not really..i have been tho
Depressed?: often
Suicidal?: in one period of time in my life, yeah.                Obsessed with hate?: na                                                 Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?: no
Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no
What would you be doing?: huh?
What are you listening to?: Lil Bow Wow on BET. lol
Would you do anything freakish with your body?: such as? Chicken or fish? chicken
Do you have a favourite animal, no matter how lame it may be?: dogs
Current Clothes: im wearin my jean capris n a tommy tank top
Current Mood: bored..tryin to avoid studying for history
Current Music: lil bow wow
Current Taste: hmm last thing i ate were sum 3D doritos
Current Hair: in a low pony tail                                          Current Annoyance: not being able to go out n get the mail
Current Smell: smells like dog piss..shit..BLAKKKEEEE           Current thing: ehh?
Current Desktop Picture: a picture of a pretty beach where i wish i wuz, damnit!                                                                Current Favorite Group: music group? hmm..rufio.
Current Book: none
Current DVD In Player: the last one in the player wuz just married
Current Refreshment: refreshment? does that mean drink cuz then the answer would be coke.                                              Current Worry: that im gunna fail the history test 2morro     Current Favorite Celebrity: TuPaC<3..is he even a celebrity? wait wtf is a celebrity?

ARE YOU...

Understanding: sumtimes
Open-minded: sumtimes..
Arrogant: maybe
Insecure: very
Interesting: ofcourse Hungry: not at the moment
Friendly: mm hm yea
Smart: at english yeah? history NOO.
Childish: sumtimes.not usually
Independent: very Organized: no
Healthy: kinda
Emotionally Stable: i dunno..
Shy: at first..yeah
Difficult: usually
Bored Easily: very
Thirsty: yea
Responsible: yea, but sometimes forgetful
Sad: a little
Happy: a little
Original: mm hm
Different: very
Unique: yes
Lonely: very

Monday, September 22, 2003

Mon, 22 Sep 2003 05:32:22 GMT

See! I'm up late! Wanna kno why! No skool! WeEe! LoL Our schoolz power iz out! *HIGH FIVE*! LoL. Today was borin as shit tho. My mom fed my dog a peanut butter cracker, and my dog started chokin, so my mom had to hold him upside down n start like pressin his tummy n shit. LoL hes alive tho ppl..have no fear! N then later on the same dog tried to run away to our neighbors yard, n as he wuz runnin he didn't kno there wuz a curb there so he fell flat on his face. HAHA. Woo..where do they get these dumb characteristics? Me? naa. Then we went out to dinner at the Turf Inn with my Dad's Boss. The place sucked. It was dirty and the food was burnt. There was a lesbian sittin across the room from us, and ofcourse my sister notices her. "Maybe he's just a bisexual boy"..she says. HaHa. Then me n Kati get into a conversatin about ___, and how hes fat. HaHa. Then we talked about the difference between homo's and hobos. THEN, she got up n started dancin to Magic Stick. HAHA. Ne ways im home from that. Woo. I miss Jay. LoL..i kno, i kno, i say that a lot. But it's drivin me crazzay. O shit, i tink his letter comes in the mail 2morrow. SCORE!!!!! Anways. I'm talkin to Ray. We've been talkin for a while now.He's so damn funny, lol! O wEeE i gatta email. It's from Rob. LoL. Exciting. I never get emails, damnit. Okay well goodnight..or actually goodmornin? ehh peacee

Sunday, September 21, 2003

Sun, 21 Sep 2003 02:22:54 GMT

Well..no ride out, so Eric & Jay came over. We watched Just Married. Weee. Theres just so many good parts in that movie..LOL. My dogs obsessed with Eric. And i'm obsessed with Eric's camera. And Jay..well he's just confused a lot. haha. Maybe next time you'll remember what 'THEY' looked like Jay. heh. Anwayz..we all talked about shit from like 7-10. Time went fast. Then Eric tried to help me with my homework..what a smart child. But..i wuz to lazy to finish it. Then they started talkin about how i never talk on the internet. THEY GANGED UP ON ME! N Eric said i make him fall asleep cuz i didn't talk, and when i IM Jay he gets a heartattack cuz i do it like once a life time. lol Now i'm mad at them for bein meanyz Ehh, my tummy hurts. But anywho. Then i got into a fight with my sister, n she told me my breath smelled bad, which i kno it didn't cuz i had gum in my mouth, thank u vey much! Oh by the way Eric u forgot ur cheesesteak at my house. But n e who.."HOLLAAA". lol. I was gunna say sumtin but i forgot? Oh, we watched game show network, real world, n then miss america. Damn those miss america bitches r OLDDDDD!! WE think the best gown won cuz of her big titz. LoL. Then me n Eric gave Suz sum advice on sum shit while she was in starbucks drinkin a lattee. LoL. Then the night wuz pretty much over. But, i wonder if Vansguy1996 will ever get on HAHAHA. Susan's mammi's gettin married right about now. Thats exciting I hope Susan likes it once Michael moves in. I talked to Justin. He wasn't at the bowlin alley. LoL. He called me n hes like "man im gettin fucked u tonight" haha but my Dad came in the room so i had to hang up. Well i'll talk tou all later..gunna go eat my tna sub MwAhH

Saturday, September 20, 2003

Sat, 20 Sep 2003 19:37:40 GMT

I had to wake up at 8:30 this mornin for bowling. There goes my sleepin in on weekends plan. We were still late for bowlin though, cuz we couldn't leave the house till my dad found his ice pack. I didn't bowl well. 104, 116, 120. Eh, oh well. I got really mad today when i wuz bowlin, n i never get mad..so ofcourse everyone made a big deal out of it. "WOAHH, NEVER SEEN U STOMP UR FEET LIKE THAT JENN!" lol. Yeah well, our team lost. (Let;s just say CJ was havin a very bad day). LoL, then me, kati, n my dad went to cheeburger cheeburger. That place is the best Yummmmmaaayy. It took us about 10 minz to get going after we left the restaurant, cuz there was a bee chasing Kati outside of the car. She ran in circles for a while till it stopped chasing her. Then, i came home. I'm waitin for a letter in the mail from JAY!! so..me and Sef went out to get the mail together..but it figures the day i want the mail..it still hadn't came. And it wuz 230. Oh well. Then we went to the vet to pick up my 2 doggies. (They have sabies which is dog lice..lol you get it from foxes). Anywho..my one dog, Julie, had this big vut on her nose, which we'd never seen b4. So, they tried makin it seem like we abuse our dog or somethin. Like "No, it was here when u gave us the dog" kind of shit..when we all knew it had happened here. So i got kinda mad, but w/e. Now i'm home. I'm supposed to go to Mavian's tonight..but no one will take me. We'll see. If i dont have a ride to Mavian's then Eric's jus gunna come chill over here n help me do my homework. lol. I'm listenin to Right Thurr. I like the way u do that right thurr, switch ya hipz wen ya walkin let down ya hurrr!! LoL. Holla .

Friday, September 19, 2003

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 23:43:01 GMT

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Friday, September 19, 2003

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 17:42:52 GMT

Well.. it's 130. Hurricane's over. Absolutely nothing happened here. And the whole time i was thinking my roof would blow off or somethin. But the city looks pretty fuckin bad. Our cable went out almost all of last night though. It sucked. Me, my mom, my dad, n kati all played scatergories. Who won? ME, OFCOURSE. The sad part is it was hard, and we played scatergoried juniors [ages 8-11]. lol. Then me n my sister took umbrellas outside n ran around the yard tryin to fly. Mission failed. We broke the umbrella though. Then, we watched family videos. OMG, it was probably the most boring 3 hours of my life. Finally i shut them off, and cable was on..so we all watched Friends. Chandler started talking about penis's, so my mom was like "JENNIFER HOW DARE YOU LET YOUR SISTER SEE THIS NONSENCE!" figures i get introuble because the most popular TV show in the world says PENIS. Anywho..then everyone went to sleep except for me. I stayed up and watched the video of me and Susies 6th grade school project. I was crackin up. N then i watched me, susan, n susies video where we were skating in my neighborhood and we were pretending it was the ghetto, and the trashcans were houses! HAHA. woo. okay anyways. Then around 12 it started gettin reallly windy, so i went outside n started spinnin in circles. I herd this loud noise across the street, so i ran back inside! When it was like 1, and i couldnt sleep..i wrote Eric a letter, n then wrote a song. Finally i fell asleep. Today, my mom woke me up around 930 with thst U NEED TO BABYSIT shit. My sisters almost 11, i think she can watch herself..grr. Oh well, then my mom ended up staying home anyways. I watched sum Ricki Lake [THAS MY GURL!] lol n now i'm sittin here on my ass, listenin to everyone make plans for tonight..whiile i figure i'll just sleep cuz im not in a going out mood. later.

Thursday, September 18, 2003

Thu, 18 Sep 2003 18:55:15 GMT

Isabelle's comin. Ahh. Yesterday i was all happy..cuz..well..no school, which means no math or history tests. Now, i'm not so happy. It's not that i'm scared. What's to be scared about? Death? Cuz i've never been scared to die. It's just..well..i guess i am a little scared about what'll happen to my house. I don't like the fact that we'd have to pay tons of money for repairs. And no, i'm not greedy. I just..i donno..i know how my Dad gets about that shit. Anyways..the reason i hate days off..they allow me to think about shit. LoL. Thinking always gets me depressed. Especially when i think of Jay and how i can't see him. And knowing that atleast 1 persons gunna die from this storm. And how some people are just shit. I just watched a love movie. Those movies suck too cuz they make you wanna be in their position. LoL..Love is like the biggest thing in my life right now. I mean i guess its not weird..hopefully everyone my age agrees? lol probably not, but oh well. I mean where are you without love? hook ups with hot people..yea..but wheres that leave you in the end? I'm gunna stop depressing myself now. My hairs wet, but i'm too lazy to dry it. So i won't. Kendrick called me boring today. Ok, that pisses me off. I'm not boring. I just hate when people yell at me for not talking online and they NEVER start a conversation with me. What do i look like?! A conversation starter!? But no, Kendrick you're not dumb. Didn't mean to call you it, sorry. I tried to have Eric over today. He didn't have a ride. Oh well, maybe next hurricane. Maybe i shuld get out to everyone that I AM A JELOUS PERSON. Verryy. For example: Layne and Lou. I'm jelous of em. Lou's just a friend, but still, i'll do anything to break those 2 up. Maybe it's cuz Layne's so mean to me, so i think she doesn'y deserve him? God, i hate when people keep typing and typing on the internet. People, if i haven't responded yet, i'm not going to. Bitchy, i kno..but i'm sure it's for a good reason. Cancer is a bitch. Fist my two good friends die from it [Ariana and Kim], now Sara's boyfriend has it. God, i wish it was something i could kill, cuz i would. I'm kinda having problems with Eric. Well, not really problems..we such never seem to talk as much anymore. Maybe your right Kendrick, maybe i AM boring. But i dont wanna sit here and change myself when i feel i dont have to. I'm so mad at Layne. She keeps putting me down. Soon i'm gunna ask Isabelle to kick her ass. LoL. Well, i'm gunna stop rambling now. PeAce