| CrazyMy New Year's Resolution for 2008 is to be more organize with my time. SERIOUSLY. Mr. Welch is crazy. I have about 20 essays due for AP Language when I come back. It sucks. I know I procrastinated but OMG we deserve a two month break of IDLENESS. I've killed myself so much with AP and Honor classes. I deserve a fucking BREAK. BUT NOOOOOOO =( and I have MOCA teen night to plan in a month. OMG =/ I'm close to having a nervous breakdown. I can't sleep or eat. OMG one more YEAR! |
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| Tired of the "black struggle."I can't stand this stupid piece of CRAP anymore. Seriously?! Why do blacks like KANYE WEST think that whenever he doesn't win an award or when things doesn't go his way it's suddenly RACIST. Okay YEAH blacks were slaves since the 1600s but HELLO?! even WHITES became slaves. Ever heard of indentured servants? They were even treated WORST than the black slaves. I guess more than HALF of the current American population doesn't know that because this dumb nation is full of IGNORANT bigots.
I'm so SICK of hearing that only "blacks" are being discriminated. COME ON! Everyone ELSE is being discriminated in this world, every race and religion are constantly being judged. But do you hear the other races whining about it? NO! Because we're educated enough to be cognizant of the fact that racism is inevitable but if we spend our time getting an education and a decent job rather than complaining about racism then we're being productive rather than being an idle ignorant.
Why do BLACKS always blame the government for their suffering? Isn't America the LAND OF OPPORTUNITY?! There's plenty of jobs out there for everyone and if they can just get up from their lazy butts and work then maybe they don't have to depend on welfare anymore. IF they stop listening to dumb music that influences them to be "hustlers or gangsters" then maybe they'd get an education and make their damn school environment safe for everyone.
I'm not BEING RACIST. I'm not stereotyping blacks. I have plenty of black friends and teachers and I applaud them for getting an education and making better of themselves. I'm just sick of the other "BLACKS" who blame the government constantly and the ones who are continually dropping out of school waiting for some bundle of money to fall on their lap.
Nothing will happen to US if we don't WORK HARD AND GET AN EDUCATION.
Ignorants like KANYE WEST needs to SHUT THE FUCK UP and make better of themselves. A lot of teenagers look up to him and all he's doing is influencing kids that it's OKAY to be a damn bigot because "blacks" like him are SUPPOSEDLY being discriminated. OH SHUT UP ALREADY. I can't stand YOUR STUPID PIECE OF CRAP.
This is the reason why America is the SO FUCKED UP. We're filled with narrow-minded turds who are AFRAID of change.
FUCK YOU KANYE WEST. "FUCK YO LIFE!"
I can't wait until I get to college and surround myself with liberals who are open minded. UGH!
I HEART TYRA BANKS. I wish she'd blow up on Kanye the way she did in America's Next Top Model.
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| WOAHMy Junior Year Schedule
1st Period- Honors Chemistry
2nd Period- AP Language
3rd Period- AP US History
4th Period- Campus News
5th Period- Honors Trigonometry
6th Period- Honors Spanish 3
Independent Study: AP Psychology
So I got half of my wish... I got AP Lang with Mr. Welch but I unfortunately have Ms. Novik for Honors Trig. Although Ms. Novik is the funniest Russian in the entire world, I'm not learning anything because she expects us to know it already. Furthermore, the amount of work for her class is CRAZY (No wonder she only has 8 students for her AP Calculus AB and BC classes) HAHA
Mr. Welch is BY FAR the most amazing English teacher I've ever had in High School. He's the type of teacher who's actually WORTH listening to.
Campus News is SLOWLY going down the drain.... I'm really worried our segments are not properly edited because back then Mr. Watstein used to check each segment but now people are including USELESS interviews from brainless students who has worthless opinions. They'd rather have their 30 seconds of fame rather than giving an intellectual opinion. BOO! THANK GOD for Kyra, Jessica, Hazel, and Irina, I KNOW those 4 girls are capable of making extraordinary segments.... AT LEAST IMPORTANT segments which affects students and the JMHS community. I'm a CAPTAIN by the way JESSSS! I'm drunk with POWER. Kidding but I'm GLAD that Mr. Watstein had faith in me.... I won't let him down I PROMISE. I must WIN that Student Emmy award.
I've come to a point when I'm slightly annoyed by everyone.... even to the point of being annoyed at myself. Is this some form mid-teenage crisis? The people who used to have such great personalities are suddenly the MOST annoying people EVER. I try to avoid them... I don't want to sacrifice our friendships but I just can't stand their "I-don't-care" perception.... They think they're the "COOLEST" people ever but THEY'RE NOT. They've changed so much... I miss the OLD THEM. I miss the fact that I could talk to them about anything BUT now I'm cautious of telling them things. I'm scared that they're just going to poke fun of me and my insecurities. I'm scared to admit that they've changed and they're never going to be the same again.
I MISS the PAST.
I hate HIGH SCHOOL with its
-fake retards
-cliches
-posse
-stupidity
and everything else that's in between.
I hate HOW PEOPLE kill themselves for a STUPID FEIGN love life that never existed. Why are you wasting so MUCH energy and time on a relationship WHICH WILL end in DISMAY. Why waste time? I don't understand it. I don't understand why people hurt themselves physically and emotionally for a love that's out of reach. Will the short pain numb your heart? But instead those scars will depict YOUR OWN naivety. GOODNESS. =)
I just want this YEAR to go smoothly... It's barely my 3rd week and i'm PACKED with projects and homework and segments. AHHH!
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| Junior Year!OH EM GEE!
Junior year officially begins tomorrow. Like always... I have mixed feelings. I know I can do better this year if I just put my head into it. I'm going to whore myself to clubs and organizations. (Kidding)
I'm HOPING and PRAYING that I get Mr. Welch for AP Language and Mr. Cristiani for Honors Trig.
MID-JULY scares me.
-AP scores come out (FUCK I better get a 3 or higher for AP BIO and AP Euro)
-I find out if I'm accepted as one of the MOCA interns. (I WANT IT SO BAD!)
Working for MOCA would be sooooo surreal. It's like a scene in "The Devil Wears Prada" where I go to an awesome office every Thursday WITHOUT the mean boss. Cause the two administrators are really down to earth. AHH!
Class of 2011 comes in tomorrow!!! I'm slightly jealous of them. If I had the knowledge about school and college crap back then.... then maybe I would've tried harder. But then again its fun seeing the freshmans with our school map stuck in the middle of the ramp wondering off with their huge backpacks. Those were the days.... *sigh*
Next year will be SENIOR YEAR.
Time went by so FAST in High School. If I had the chance to RE-DO my HIGH SCHOOL I WILL NEVER EVER DO IT. WHY?! It's full of unnecessary dramas with random people and teachers who go through their menopausal stage (including guys) who vent their frustrations to their students. AHH! High School is ONE BIG DRAMA.
Congrats CLASS of 2007 by the way! WHOO HOO
(SPECIAL SHOUT OUT to NOELENE AND PAULA!)
Especially to all of my friends who are going to UCSD! I'm effing JEALOUS! It's my dream SCHOOL and of courseee the smarty pants who got accepted to UC Berkely. PFFT!
The Graduation was RATHER AWESOME despite of the scorching heat and nonsense speeches of our new PRINCIPAL. He sucks SO BAD! I can't believe he banned parties during finals =/ No more food for me. It's already bad enough that I have to settle for cafeteria food PROVIDED by the incomperable LAUSD....NOT.
I'm not ready to go back yet.... NOT YET. I want one more week of sleep. I wish I was a polar bear and just go on a half year hibernation!
I'll KICK ASS this year! WATCH ME! LOL I hope I'm a captain for Campus News so I can make segments this year YAY! I should do an ex·po·sé on our cafeteria food UNLESS the new principal hinders me from producing it. PFFT Campus News shouldn't be censored... we have every right to provide accurate issues and news that affects students in Marshall. BESIDES they even show campus news in KLCS every Saturday =P! GO US!
I hope FILM FESTIVAL goes well this year since Mr. Watstein left for New York =(
It would be really cool if WONGFU can come and show their work. *sigh* but our school doesn't have the funding.
BLEH. I'll go vent my frustrations on food.
NEW song for my xanga =) Last Request by Paolo Nutini
it helps me go to sleep... I think I have a slight issue of insomniaaaaaaa.
WISH ME LUCK for JUNIOR YEAR!
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| WHORE.OH EMZ GEE. the MOCA interview for the internship today was so nerve wracking. I seriously didn't know what I was saying but nonetheless I felt somehow calm. I really want this internship so badly. RAWR! I need another BITCH entry. I hate hypocrites. SERIOUSLY. I know that everyone's a hypocrite once in a while BUT there are some who just over do it. FOOKIN pieces of shit. I HATE YOU! =) I realized that I'm a Korean DRAMA/MOVIE whore. I stay up till 5 AM in the morning just watching them. Asian dramas put American dramas to shameeeeeee =) K-Dramas actually make sense and they're not so redundant unlike american dramas which repeats itself over and over and over... If Korea was a person I already molested it. *sigh* I'll visit Korea one day and whore myself. I'm sad =( Elline's moving out of Marshall. How come all the people I get along with are moving out? Why can't the ones I don't like just move out. Then maybe I'd be a happy camper. Mr. Farley scares the shit out of me. I really do hope that I get Mr. Welch for AP Lang. I'm going to die in Mr. Farley's class. Not only is he a SEXIST who only loves girls but he tends to hate so much on boys. LIKE WTF?! UGH! YAY! |
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