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Crazy

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 01:29:42 GMT

My New Year's Resolution for 2008 is to be more organize with my time.

SERIOUSLY.

Mr. Welch is crazy. I have about 20 essays due for AP Language when I come back.

It sucks. I know I procrastinated but OMG we deserve a two month break of IDLENESS. I've killed myself so much with AP and Honor classes. I deserve a fucking BREAK.

BUT NOOOOOOO =(

and I have MOCA teen night to plan in a month.

OMG =/

I'm close to having a nervous breakdown.

I can't sleep or eat.

OMG one more YEAR!

Tired of the "black struggle."

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 06:17:18 GMT

I can't stand this stupid piece of CRAP anymore. Seriously?! Why do blacks like KANYE WEST think that whenever he doesn't win an award or when things doesn't go his way it's suddenly RACIST. Okay YEAH blacks were slaves since the 1600s but HELLO?! even WHITES became slaves. Ever heard of indentured servants? They were even treated WORST than the black slaves. I guess more than HALF of the current American population doesn't know that because this dumb nation is full of IGNORANT bigots.

I'm so SICK of hearing that only "blacks" are being discriminated. COME ON! Everyone ELSE is being discriminated in this world, every race and religion are constantly being judged. But do you hear the other races whining about it? NO! Because we're educated enough to be cognizant of the fact that racism is inevitable but if we spend our time getting an education and a decent job rather than complaining about racism then we're being productive rather than being an idle ignorant.

Why do BLACKS always blame the government for their suffering? Isn't America the LAND OF OPPORTUNITY?! There's plenty of jobs out there for everyone and if they can just get up from their lazy butts and work then maybe they don't have to depend on welfare anymore. IF they stop listening to dumb music that influences them to be "hustlers or gangsters" then maybe they'd get an education and make their damn school environment safe for everyone.

I'm not BEING RACIST. I'm not stereotyping blacks. I have plenty of black friends and teachers and I applaud them for getting an education and making better of themselves. I'm just sick of the other "BLACKS" who blame the government constantly and the ones who are continually dropping out of school waiting for some bundle of money to fall on their lap.

Nothing will happen to US if we don't WORK HARD AND GET AN EDUCATION.

Ignorants like KANYE WEST needs to SHUT THE FUCK UP and make better of themselves. A lot of teenagers look up to him and all he's doing is influencing kids that it's OKAY to be a damn bigot because "blacks" like him are SUPPOSEDLY being discriminated. OH SHUT UP ALREADY. I can't stand YOUR STUPID PIECE OF CRAP.

This is the reason why America is the SO FUCKED UP. We're filled with narrow-minded turds who are AFRAID of change.

FUCK YOU KANYE WEST. "FUCK YO LIFE!"

I can't wait until I get to college and surround myself with liberals who are open minded. UGH!

I HEART TYRA BANKS. I wish she'd blow up on Kanye the way she did in America's Next Top Model.

WOAH

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 23:00:24 GMT

My Junior Year Schedule

1st Period- Honors Chemistry
2nd Period- AP Language
3rd Period- AP US History
4th Period- Campus News
5th Period- Honors Trigonometry
6th Period- Honors Spanish 3

Independent Study: AP Psychology

So I got half of my wish... I got AP Lang with Mr. Welch but I unfortunately have Ms. Novik for Honors Trig. Although Ms. Novik is the funniest Russian in the entire world, I'm not learning anything because she expects us to know it already. Furthermore, the amount of work for her class is CRAZY (No wonder she only has 8 students for her AP Calculus AB and BC classes) HAHA

Mr. Welch is BY FAR the most amazing English teacher I've ever had in High School. He's the type of teacher who's actually WORTH listening to.

Campus News is SLOWLY going down the drain.... I'm really worried our segments are not properly edited because back then Mr. Watstein used to check each segment but now people are including USELESS interviews from brainless students who has worthless opinions. They'd rather have their 30 seconds of fame rather than giving an intellectual opinion. BOO! THANK GOD for Kyra, Jessica, Hazel, and Irina, I KNOW those 4 girls are capable of making extraordinary segments.... AT LEAST IMPORTANT segments which affects students and the JMHS community. I'm a CAPTAIN by the way JESSSS! I'm drunk with POWER. Kidding but I'm GLAD that Mr. Watstein had faith in me.... I won't let him down I PROMISE. I must WIN that Student Emmy award.

I've come to a point when I'm slightly annoyed by everyone.... even to the point of being annoyed at myself. Is this some form mid-teenage crisis? The people who used to have such great personalities are suddenly the MOST annoying people EVER. I try to avoid them... I don't want to sacrifice our friendships but I just can't stand their "I-don't-care" perception.... They think they're the "COOLEST" people ever but THEY'RE NOT. They've changed so much... I miss the OLD THEM. I miss the fact that I could talk to them about anything BUT now I'm cautious of telling them things. I'm scared that they're just going to poke fun of me and my insecurities. I'm scared to admit that they've changed and they're never going to be the same again.

I MISS the PAST.

I hate HIGH SCHOOL with its
-fake retards
-cliches
-posse
-stupidity

and everything else that's in between.

I hate HOW PEOPLE kill themselves for a STUPID FEIGN love life that never existed. Why are you wasting so MUCH energy and time on a relationship WHICH WILL end in DISMAY. Why waste time? I don't understand it. I don't understand why people hurt themselves physically and emotionally for a love that's out of reach. Will the short pain numb your heart? But instead those scars will depict YOUR OWN naivety. GOODNESS. =)

I just want this YEAR to go smoothly... It's barely my 3rd week and i'm PACKED with projects and homework and segments. AHHH!

Junior Year!

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 14:50:42 GMT

OH EM GEE!

Junior year officially begins tomorrow. Like always... I have mixed feelings. I know I can do better this year if I just put my head into it. I'm going to whore myself to clubs and organizations. (Kidding)

I'm HOPING and PRAYING that I get Mr. Welch for AP Language and Mr. Cristiani for Honors Trig.

MID-JULY scares me.
-AP scores come out (FUCK I better get a 3 or higher for AP BIO and AP Euro)
-I find out if I'm accepted as one of the MOCA interns. (I WANT IT SO BAD!)

Working for MOCA would be sooooo surreal. It's like a scene in "The Devil Wears Prada" where I go to an awesome office every Thursday WITHOUT the mean boss. Cause the two administrators are really down to earth. AHH!

Class of 2011 comes in tomorrow!!! I'm slightly jealous of them. If I had the knowledge about school and college crap back then.... then maybe I would've tried harder. But then again its fun seeing the freshmans with our school map stuck in the middle of the ramp wondering off with their huge backpacks. Those were the days.... *sigh*

Next year will be SENIOR YEAR.

Time went by so FAST in High School. If I had the chance to RE-DO my HIGH SCHOOL I WILL NEVER EVER DO IT. WHY?! It's full of unnecessary dramas with random people and teachers who go through their menopausal stage (including guys) who vent their frustrations to their students. AHH! High School is ONE BIG DRAMA.

Congrats CLASS of 2007 by the way! WHOO HOO
(SPECIAL SHOUT OUT to NOELENE AND PAULA!)
Especially to all of my friends who are going to UCSD! I'm effing JEALOUS! It's my dream SCHOOL and of courseee the smarty pants who got accepted to UC Berkely. PFFT!

The Graduation was RATHER AWESOME despite of the scorching heat and nonsense speeches of our new PRINCIPAL. He sucks SO BAD! I can't believe he banned parties during finals =/ No more food for me. It's already bad enough that I have to settle for cafeteria food PROVIDED by the incomperable LAUSD....NOT.

I'm not ready to go back yet.... NOT YET. I want one more week of sleep. I wish I was a polar bear and just go on a half year hibernation!

I'll KICK ASS this year! WATCH ME! LOL I hope I'm a captain for Campus News so I can make segments this year YAY! I should do an ex·po·sé on our cafeteria food UNLESS the new principal hinders me from producing it. PFFT Campus News shouldn't be censored... we have every right to provide accurate issues and news that affects students in Marshall. BESIDES they even show campus news in KLCS every Saturday =P! GO US!

I hope FILM FESTIVAL goes well this year since Mr. Watstein left for New York =(
It would be really cool if WONGFU can come and show their work. *sigh* but our school doesn't have the funding.

BLEH. I'll go vent my frustrations on food.

NEW song for my xanga =) Last Request by Paolo Nutini
it helps me go to sleep... I think I have a slight issue of insomniaaaaaaa.

WISH ME LUCK for JUNIOR YEAR!

WHORE.

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 18:41:42 GMT

OH EMZ GEE.

the MOCA interview for the internship today was so nerve wracking. I seriously didn't know what I was saying but nonetheless I felt somehow calm. I really want this internship so badly. RAWR!

I need another BITCH entry.

I hate hypocrites. SERIOUSLY. I know that everyone's a hypocrite once in a while BUT there are some who just over do it. FOOKIN pieces of shit. I HATE YOU! =)

I realized that I'm a Korean DRAMA/MOVIE whore. I stay up till 5 AM in the morning just watching them. Asian dramas put American dramas to shameeeeeee =) K-Dramas actually make sense and they're not so redundant unlike american dramas which repeats itself over and over and over... If Korea was a person I already molested it.

*sigh* I'll visit Korea one day and whore myself.

I'm sad =( Elline's moving out of Marshall. How come all the people I get along with are moving out? Why can't the ones I don't like just move out. Then maybe I'd be a happy camper.

Mr. Farley scares the shit out of me. I really do hope that I get Mr. Welch for AP Lang. I'm going to die in Mr. Farley's class. Not only is he a SEXIST who only loves girls but he tends to hate so much on boys. LIKE WTF?! UGH!

YAY!

Chaotic

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 01:18:48 GMT

OH WOW....

I'm sorry, I'm currently having a hard time trying to figure out how Microsoft Outlook functions so I gave up and decided to use my xanga as a calendar.

I feel that I always tend to do things that are far beyond my capabilities but that's the whole point... to test how competent I am. So far... I haven't failed. YES!

My goal for summer vacation is to be productive and so far it's been going really well.

UPCOMING ACTIVITIES

-Hollywood Presbyterian Volunteering still.... Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays till June 21
-Asian Pacific Volunteering.... Tuesdays and Thursdays till June 28
-LACC classes for technical art from June 11-July 14
-OLL BBQ @ Santa Monica June 16
-MOCA Apprenticeship meeting June 18 @ MOCA
-Mentorship Camp @ Occidental College June 19 and 20
-Mentorship Field Trip June 23
-SOMEHOW find time for my on the wheel driving lessons.......

I'm going to go NUTS soon. I still have to sign up for the Japanese foreign language class @ Marshall. Despite my hectic schedule I know it will be rewarded once I apply for college. I really do hope that Colleges will see my effort to separate myself from all the other applicants and be "UNIQUE/DIFFERENT" from everyone else.

I hope I will be admitted to be one of the MOCA apprentice students, it seems really interesting and I look forward to it. AHHHH! Wish me luck.

WONGFU

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 19:48:52 GMT

AHHH.

Thank you mucho grande Noelene for the ride to Little Tokyo.

So yesterday was Wongfu's final screening event for their awesome movie "A Moment with You" at the David Henry Hwang Theatre in Little Tokyo. We decided to come a little late since we knew it was mostly college kids and we felt very left out. BUT! we came for Wongfu. LOL! There was a longgg line to take pictures with the wongfu guys but I was really really shy to approach them... I don't know why. I was actually more shy towards them than the time I saw Brandon Flowers and Ronnie Vannucci. Although we bought our tickets one week ahead, sadly we were stuck in the back row but that was fine because the whole venue was small anyway, but I had a hard time taking stalker pictures of Philip for Mae's pleasure. I think the guys were aware that my friend Jorelle and I were talking so many pictures of them because they kept looking at us.... ANYWAY before the show Philip, Wes, and Ted (my heroes) were standing right next to where we were sitting and I started hyperventilating, I kept tapping Jorelle's thighs and unusual noises were coming out of my mouth, I thought I was going to start foaming. IT SUCKS that they moved to the other side of the damn theatre but it's okay they were there for 30 minutes. <3

The movie was outstanding! Knowing that it was their first full length movie and they put so much hard work into producing such a great movie. I liked the fact that you can relate to the characters and the plot was different from a typical romantic/comedy movie.

MY HEROES!

I look forward to future movies, shorts, and music videos of the wongfu guys. I really do hope they make it big one day because they have so much potential and talent and best of all they're representing the Asian community.

After the show... we lingered for 10 minutes in hopes of seeing a glimpse of the wongfu boys once more before we leave... sadly they were still inside.

STALKER STATUS!

Noelene, Jorelle, and I ended up eating in CeFiore at the village plaza... which was still open at 10 PM. I want to work in Cefiore.... it's exactly like PinkBerry except they're $2 cheaper AND you can take pictures inside haha. I don't see the reason why Pinkberry prohibits customers from taking pictures. Maybe its because most of the customers are Asians and we're notorious for cam-whoring... it's like whenever we see a red light we automatically pose.

Mmmmmm unhealthy food taste SO GOOD.

Then we went back to the parking lot 3rd level UGH. It took us at least 30 minutes from the 3rd level to get down to the 1st level because there were so much cars exiting. So while waiting in the car Jorelle skimmed through Noelene's CD case and found Mulan, ABBA, Kenny Rogers, and other old people stuff which Noelene claimed to be her dad's stuff.... right. LOL! So we sang a parody of Mulan and Abba songs OH and "Lean Like a Cholo" I have videos.... but it's too embarrassing.

I didn't get home till 11:30 but the night was soo damn perfect. The WONGFU guys made my night. I LOVE THEM. I'll go stalker status and search for them in Alhambra once I get my car... with Mae of course because she understands my obsession.

But I said NO NO NO

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 12:51:08 GMT

WEEEEEE

Congratulations Class of 2007! OLL graduates =) I'm really proud of you guys.

Goodbye NIKKI! I'll miss you, have an awesome time in the Philippines.

Today.... I will finally see WONGFU! Hell YEAH! I've been waiting for this... for like ever. I'll probably pee in my pants when I see them and take 2000 pictures. Although I'm too shy to approach them, I will try my best to have a picture taken with one of them....

I ate two plates of Sushi in little tokyo yesterday... this is bad....

I'm almost done with my community hours in Hollywood Presbyterian almost 100 hours! I'm still volunteering in Asian Pacific at the same time... EH EH

LACC classes starts next week.... UGH

I have to see a doctor... because my doctor said that my mole on my arm and my back are growing and he thinks its cancerous... OH EMZ GEE i get to have cancer =)

YAY new CAMERA

Mon, 28 May 2007 23:59:40 GMT

RAWR.

So i got my camera today as a birthday present from my parents.... I couldn't go up $200 becauseeee my mom is CHEAP like that so I got the Olympus FE-230 for $199 and a 2 gig memory card which allows me to store 9999 pictures if its normal quality but if I want excellent quality it lets me store about 1150 pictures.... which is still good =) and its a 7.1 MP camera.

LALALALA

overall it's a good camera for its price but its lacking the whole b&w, sepia and color accents features BUT the program includes those features so in a way it compensates for it but no biggie =)

It has good features though like fireworks, sports, candle, etc....

and the built in guide is excellent =)

I'm satisfied with the camera after all its WHO takes it eh ;)

I'm just waiting to get a job and I'm planning to buy a SLR camera like a Canon Rebel one <3

I'm supposed to take my written test for my permit tomorrow but I still need that one certificate showing that you've enrolled in a driving school for your on-the-wheel lessons so I guess I won't be taking the test till Thursday.

YAY-A

WOAH.

Sat, 26 May 2007 01:08:27 GMT

It's almost the end of my first month of vacation. It's probably because of my AP sessions and preparing for it.

I got Honor Roll! Whoo PEE! Despite my one-week long of bitching about how Mr. Chase totally sucked at calculating GPA's. BUT it paid off I guess GOD got tired of me bitching in my head so he magically included my name on the list. YES!

So far I've received $20 worth of tip from discharging patients in spite of the "no-tip" policy. The nurses in the department said it's normal for generous patients to give tips and it's "fine" for me to accept it as long as nobody sees. LALALALA then again it feels good at the end of the day knowing you're helping the nurses and patients... it feels rewarding. I KNOW RIGHT. So I might start volunteering in Asian Pacific with Addie next week and I'm interested in the Ronald Mcdonald House for kids with cancer =/

I want to save money and purchase a digital SLR camera.... I am seriously going to get a job next semester. Well... I got one but I turned it down since it's all the way in Burbank. SO no more "turning down" jobs!

I finally finished my driving lessons.... I know long delay. I'm just waiting for the certificate and hopefully by Tuesday I can take the written test. It's really STUPID for people to buy their PERMITS from scammers, I mean come on the test isn't even that bad for you to buy a damn fake permit, UNLESS you're super dumb DOOFUS!

With the exceptions of my friends who are cam-whores..... What's with people and going to APPLE stores and taking about 500 million pictures of themselves...... I know everyone's a cam-whore including myself but come ON stupid little 8th graders with their non-stop APPLE cam whoring. GAWWD I can't stand those little kids who act so damn tough and slutty. What's happening to the youth?

ILLEGAL IMMIGRATION!!! I think is very important BUT some people take it wayyy too far. Do people realize that once they "abolish" all the illegal immigrants there will be LESS people doing the jobs that let's say white people don't want to do such as cleaning sewers and basically everything else. Like WTF?! I guess the only problem with illegal immigration is FIRST OF ALL Los Angeles is congested with soo many people it's crazy it's called using a CONDOM. SO many people give birth each day and most of them depend on welfare it's really annoying. SECOND OF ALL by sending these so-called "aliens" to their homeland they're recruiting more and more gangsters. SUPER SCARY. I don't want to say the name cause it scares me. THIRD OF ALL annoying graffiti everywhere NASTY! FOURTH OF ALL what's with everyone wearing DODGER shirts it's irritating. LOL!

LALALA see Illegal immigration is is damn complicated NO ONE WINS in a stupid political debate. But I think the government should give the illegal immigrants amnesty and give them a chance to become legal because like everyone else we just want the opportunities here in USA that our own countries can't provide. SO be damn OPEN-MINDED bitches and less NARROW-MINDED

cause the MOST annoying of all these damn protesters who doesn't want illegal immigrants are the ones who are IMMIGRANT themselves. SERIOUSLY look at yourselves you guys ONCE were immigrants and so were your parents so it's really ASININE of you to protest about illegal immigrants!

DUMB FUCKS! I need an etiquette class for PROFANTIY. I have serious issues with cussing it's BAD. I need to go back to catholic school AHHHH