Hey guys. here's a story for you.

thursday night i was going to get into the shower and i was really exhausted and my heart kinda shit on me. so then i was out of breath and fell on my ass. the next day at school i had decided to go to the nurse because i got really hot and stuff and she was like you need to go to the ER so i did, and they hooked me up to a machine and put an IV into me and gave me liquid. then my heart wouldn't stay at a regular pace. i'm okay now i guess, but i still have a lot of chest pain. the best part was all the codine *is that right* that they gave me. they wouldn't let me take any home. i just have to take it easy now and not have any caffeine *tear* but i'm okay. well. just thought you should know.... LUV YOU!!!!!!!!

Hey guys! well. i don't know how i'm feeling. i'm kind of anxious. and really hungry but i don't want to eat because i have a stomach cramp. i stole brandon reschetar's hoodie... :D and he won't get it back. Kevin said Brandon gave it to him, but i don't think he would because it's really cute and comfortable. i want to go see Hostel tonight, but i think i'm grounded. i'm going to kevin's house today. yeah. i bought the Kelly Clarkson cd. *whee* and i love it so shut up if you don't. i also bought the OC SEASON 1!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! i totally love that show. it's kind of growing to be obsessive. i can't wait to go to Fargo again. i get to see antoine and he better teach me to play Heart Shaped Box on guitar, or just let me sing. it should all be good. AND AHH!H!!! i get to meet Brandi *heart* yeah and that should be like, a major high point. i'm so excited. Bob and i are going to go shopping and buy me some hair dye. yeah well kids sorry this isn't long. love you all! AMY *muah*

hey and also i'm changing my name legally. give me some suggestions.

i figured i should put a new something up here. just to keep my fans happy :D anyway. right.... okay. so i broke up with chris, as things just weren't working. he's an awesome dude, just not right for a loud hyper girl like myself. plus i mean, not to be a bitch, but he just isn't my type. hey i tried. anyway, FREEDOM IS RIGHTEOUS! anyway. i'm blabbing on and on and on lately. i think my appendix is infected, my right knee has gone bum, and my ankle still hurts, but not from the tattoo. no because i tripped or something. christmas is coming, what shall i get you?

love amy

ugh. my ankle hurts SO MUCH! i can't even tell you, it's so unreal. bleh. okay. so i'm pretty bored. the people on my side of the classroom are playing BET and, not going to lie, it's actually not too bad. i know, curse me, i like it. oh well.

so i guess me and chris are doing fine. but about GRANT AND GABE. i honestly couldn't tell you. gabe has begun to drive me insane, but hey, he always kinda has. ergh.

i didn't get to go to fargo *SIGH* and *tear*  and now, antoine is upset with me. gosh darn. i hate that, also i just said gosh darn. what a winner.

i don't really have a whole lot to say BUT i do have this pageant dealy Sunday night at 7 pm. it's at our theatre, come support me, i could kinda use it.

alright, later *kiss*

amy

Dear “journal” of some sort….

Well, I got the worst call I suppose anyone could get (at my age, maybe not THE WORST but it was pretty bad.) I have been feeling really *bad* and sore and achy and stuff of the sort. My muscles feel like they're just giving up on me. So I went to get blood drawn…and to my utter disappointment I was diagnosed with Severe Anemia. Yeah. This sucks a lot. What am I going to do about this? Am I going to die? I’m so scared right now. I almost didn’t know about it except I knew that it happens in old people a lot. My blood levels are so low, so poor, and I’m just shaking. It hurts me so much to do anything!!!! My legs always are sore and today I felt like I couldn’t even pull my neck off the pillow. It scares me to think it could get worse. They were talking about a blood transfusion. Now, I don’t know what that is, but it doesn’t sound like something that I want. No…I don’t! Crap! Okay so maybe I need to take some more pills. I’m taking some antibiotics and some vitamins. They are for little kids…like. They're animal shaped. Wow. Do you know how cool it feels to take those? I don’t know anymore. I’m so sorry. That’s all for now.

Much love always,

Amy