sometimes i regret asking to hear the truth
i could plaster a fake smile on my face right now
and act like my happy mellow self
but that would be a lie
so... i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs
and then crying my eyes out in the shower
and then passing out in bed
to never awake again
but i wont scream
because my dad will get ticked
and i wont cry
because i already did that
and i probably will pass out in my bed
but i will wake again
because tomorrow is another day
and with that day comes another chance at life
so scratch the screaming
and the crying
and the never waking up
and just get by for now
and make it to tomorrow
even if tomorrow isnt better then today
there's always the day after tomorrow
and in that day after tomorrow
that person who means the most to you
may wake up and feel the same way about you
and even if he doesnt
well i guess there's always the day after the day after tomorrow
if all else fails
what you want can always happen in your dreams
so pop some pills and sleep
dreams are an escape
uhm, i snowboarded thusday with the skool and it was alright
then i snowboarded last night with russ jea and tom their all so trendy
and today russ and danielle came over
we watched jeepers creepers and bought a pizza
is that lame?
then me and russ went to visit jeanne at work
and then me and my dad went to north jersey
and we picked up my 7.90 engine yeaaa
i need drag racing to start like.. right now
but i got another month
bummer
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