Dear Friends,

   Well my life is coming to a close in this state of Ohio, and now we are getting closer and closer to the day i leave. I kno ppl say they'll miss me, but some don't really care that i'll be going, but others care a lot more about me than i care about me. Really i don't care much about my wellbeing I care more about other ppls wellbeings. Anyway i decided to shut this xanga down when i leave a start a new one or just give you the site for my msn space. Even thought i might not have time to update it. But, just giving you fair warning before i do so cause i don't want to leave the ppl that care, hanging. Well my days are number... see ya soon.

~*~Lates Days, Depressed, Stephanie~*~

P.S

And Kathryne maybe you're right, maybe being depressed is my thing. Well bye.

Happy Days and Sad Days!! But God has no End!!

   Dear Friends,

  Hey ppl, well i'm in Wisconsin!! Well I have some sad news if you haven't heard already my Grandma died on Friday, The Passion of The Christ. Good Friday @ 1:20 a.m my mother and the family have been taking it really hard. But, i've accepted the fact that she's in a better place and she isn't suffering any longer.Well I'm in my new house and it is humoungous... well and plus this place is like Alaska!! It's huge!!!!! I mean i live on a freaking huge hill, and my friend(s) have a place to stay in the basement, that is huge, by the way. And the sunset is beautiful up here too. Well i'm gonna go now cause ummm... yea cause it's alomst 10:00 p.m sooo... Well i know Kat's gonna be reading this once i'm done soo, hey Crazzii - Kat!!!! I love you and miss you sissy!!!! Well see you on Sunday or Monday!!!! Love you and miss you bunches again, LOL!!!

 Your loving friend and sister to some,

~*~Stephiers~*~

Sad Times are comin' 'Round

     Dear Friends,

         These past few months have been caotic and are out of controll, and my feelings are not what they use to be. Now i have more MOOD swings than ever and can not seem to controll them at all. I know i cry at school and run to the restrooms thinking i'm there for girl problems, but i'm really crying and i've been crying the whole year. I've been crying cause i'm greatful to have friends like you to help me get through these tough times. I'm sorry if my mood is bringing you down and if you've been trying to talk to me about your problems, and your not getting enough responce from me. But, i am listening and i do care but i've just been occupied with all the problems i'm facing during these past few months alone. And i want to talk to you all about my problems but everytime i try to talk about my problems it seems to me all are too busy to listen. But i guess that's what i get for trying to talk to you all during times you don't want to talk or you do want to talk but not me. I know a lot of ppl don't like me in our class thinking i'm bossie and motherly, but that's juss who i am. I can't help but care and be concerned for everyone else around me, it's my nature. Well i'm at home skipping school cause i fell alseep waaay too early yesterday, that i dond't get any of my homework done. So i'm going to do that and talk to you all later i guess. byes!!

~*~Stephiers~*~

In Wisconsin!!!!!!!!!

Hey People,

Well right now i'm at my cousins house in Wisconsin!! WooT WooT!!! LOL!! Well I hope the Volleyball Game went well today!!! I hope you won too!!! That would be awesome!!! Well neway right now i've been playing with alll my sites because my cousin Morgan is gone and my other cousins are kinda boring!! LOL!1 Except.... Josh, Kelsey, Troy, and of coarse MORGAN!! They all rock!! Lov ya guys!!! Neway.... my Grandma seems to be doing fine but we don't know for sure yet, hopfully we will know soon. Well yesterday we arrived in Wisconsin @ 12:30p.m, I slept most of the way so i didn't really care, Then we had ICE CREAM!!!!! for lunch. That was awesome!!!!! And then my sister and I went BOWLING with my cousin JOSH who ROCKS!!! LOL!! Well he is really funny and may get a lil too cocky when it comes to sports, and may be a dork, but he is still cool!!! Well now I'm getting really bored of updating my sites!!! GOSH!! Morgan get home sooon!!! Yeah we're going BOWLING again by Grandma and Grandpa's house, we walked there yesterday. That was fun too, but then my sis and cuz had a race to he house. So i walked the rest of the way by myself, but that's okay i didn't care!! LOL!! Yeah right, of coarse I cared!! LOL!!!! Well I'm gonna go now!! LOV YA ALLS LOTSZ!!!!

always and 4eva ur sista and friend,

~*~*Stephiers~*~*~

Shout OUTS!!!

Well this Shout OUT is to alll my friends who I miss and Love, and their names are.... Kelsey Laura Breanne Jordan Kathryne Shawn Megan Milan Adam and Lydia!! Lov ya and miss ya see you all when i get home!! Peace out!!!

Bad Bad Bad Days!

   Hello People, how was your day? Well i kno my day was bad and it sucked really bad too. I kinda wish i wasn't a live right now that way i wouldn't feel like ... like a pile of crap!!! My weekend has been a living nightmare, I can't seem to tell neone how i feel cause it's too complecated to explan or tell. And now i'm gonna leave and cry, soo goodnight.

Signed by:

Sadness (aka) Stephanie