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Interests: I enjoy living my life and living it to the full! I am finally now figuring out how to do that, it's so wonderful!
I am mostly into my love of rubber stamping and scrapbooking. I enjoy crafts in general, paper arts, mixed media art. I am also a returning college student studying Human Services/Management.
I also enjoy meeting new people and spending time with great supportive friends. Right now I am enjoying figure who "I" am, and what "I" like to do.
If you never figure out who you are, you will be lost forever. Take time to do that so that you will be able to help others too.
Expertise: I have my own online business selling rubber stamps and scrapbooking accessories. I also sell my own handmade items.
http://www.inspiredbycreativity.com
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
3/17/2004
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| Wow wow wow!Daaaaang! It's been that long since I last blogged?! Scary
LOL. Well gosh I must say lots have happened in the last 6 months
and although it has been a journey. It has been a journey of time
well spent. Well I can honestly say that I have a man now
LOL. So far so good and we shall see how things go. He's a
really nice guy that has captured my heart so far but ya know WOOT!
WOOT! LOL
We have been dating for a little over 2 months now so the relationship
is still young but ya know I am just enjoying my time with him.
Besides that my health has been all over the map and been mostly a bad
and difficult time BUT I hang in there, pray and just know that God
will carry me though.
Anyhoo gotz to go and hope to blog more in the future 
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| Wow I have not blogged much. I guess not much really going on or
possibly there is but just don't care to write about it. I have
been pretty ill and spend a lot of time resting, working out, and just
trying to sane with the pain!
Tomorrow I am not sure what I will be doing but hopefully working on some scrapbooks if I am up to it.
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| Wow I have not blogged in awhile and LOL could not justify paying for
premium on Xanga, especially since they are offering so much of the
premium stuff for free. Well I must say that I have been going
through tons of stuff and it has been a very rough road. Loads of
financial stuff stressing me out, and I decided to just go ahead and do
things for myself instead of waiting for county to do it. I
realized that I would have to call and harass them all of the time to
do that and I just do not have the energy to fight with people anymore
to get things done. I wish when people say they are gonna help
gee actually freakin' DO IT! What a concept! So later on in the day
will be calling around for some assistance even though I know it will
be costly but I need the stuff to get done.
Anyway I see the doc later and I have loads of complaints about my
illness and more things developing, and I think I am going to get more
blood work done again. Then tomorrow I am going down to the
county to try and get some more help,and reapply for Medi-Cal and talk
to them and see if I can start the process early of applying for
long-term disability.
Then after doing all the calls and followups I will be applying to get back into school again so that I can finish things out.
Well I am off to rest...zzzzz.....
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| LOL please don't ask me why I am watching the ending of the Grudge, yea
I should watch it the whole way through but just couldn't LOL.
Anyway I have actually met some nice dudes for the last few days where
my conversations are good and nothing bad was discussed. So they
are out there just got to go through a load of toads.
One guy contacted me back after I battled with him earlier this week
and apologized. But ya know he is still in the doghouse as far as
I am concerned though. If he actually does all that he says he
going to do and follows through on it, well gee he will be a gem to
me.
Well I have been pretty sick, and I am still recovering from my
meds. I think I am going to skip out on tv tonight, and listen to
some music and just rest up some.
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| Oh my gosh somebody tell me please there is a prince out there for me
LOL. So many toads, and toads trying to pose as princes and then
you get to know 'em and it turns out they are a toad as well. I really
just want to date someone "normal" and won't jump my bones. If it
leads to a relationship that is cool, fine, and if not that is
okay. However it would be great to have some guy friends, and I
have a few already which is good.
I don't NEED a guy to support me or anything as I will do that myself
with God's guidance and my family's care. I seem to meet these
guy types and they are like controlling and crap.
Gave another dude a kick to the curb, made too many promises that
no one could keep.(Not the Jolly Green Giant guy). I made
mistakes with him, and I regret it, argh but it was a learning
experience. I will be more careful now. I can see that I still
have a long way to go in recovering from my past church experiences
because a lot of the stuff he did was just like them. The whole
manipulation, and using people deal. I'm not saying everyone in the
church was like that but the people that I dealt with on a day to day
basis were. I am not fully healed yet. Argh! It's been a
year but I realized that it will take me years to recover as so many
others. A part of me is like well maybe I should not date
anymore, however a part of me is like nooo I should as it will help me
to learn and grow and be able to pick out these people easily and run
for the hills if I ever encounter someone like that again. It
will help me to grow and be a better person as well and grow in my
people smarts.
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