| | Some days I wonder if I'm living up to who I am. If I'm really being myself, or if I'm kidding myself. What do I really want? Do I honestly want to grow up and live in the city- have a career in the arts, live in a crappy apartment? Do I want to get married- Do I want to have kids? Sometimes, I rethink the principles I thought I knew---I'm not going to drink when I'm older, etc. Can I keep those stable? Am I gonna be a mess? How am I gonna get by?
I want to be an actress. But I want to be a special ed teacher. I want to find a cure for diseases, like AIDS.
I'm so afraid of growing up.
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| | Posted 3/14/2006 9:12 PM - 1 view - 1 comments
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